Chanyeol woke up at 3 am, feeling thirsty. He groaned slightly before sitting on the bed.

He stared at the sleeping beauty, and a sudden smile made its way to his face. He fixed his lover's blanket and pillow, before planting a soft kiss on his forehead, caressing his hair gently afterward.

He finally stood up, making his way toward the kitchen, wanting to get rid of the pain in his throat due to the thirst. He sat on the chair, bringing the large cup of water to his lips and drinking its content.

He washed the cup and placed it in its original place, before making his way upstairs.

He layed on the bed next to the smaller, and looked at him intensely.

He suddenly couldn't sleep, as negative thoughts invaded his mind.

What would he do, if the petite didn't make it?

He wanted to just sleep and shake the thought away, but he couldn't.

Let's just think about it; Baekhyun not making it, meant him having to die, and leave him all alone, with no one to kiss, hug, or spend time with.

He'd become his old self again-- all sad and depressed, a loner. But this time it'll be worse since he's so attached to the man. Would he really survive?

A world without Baekhyun is dark, cold, and scary. After all, the petite is his light, his savior, and the person who made him become a better man.

He felt the sensitive organ in the left area of his chest ache, and a lump rising up to his throat, meaning that he was on the verge of tears.

(A.N i never EVER cried at something i wrote and my eyes are watering right now what the fuck it feels like this is happening to me)

He always maintained to stay strong in front of his lover, always forced the salty liquid in his eyes not to spill and fall down his cheeks. But now, he was sleeping, so why not just take the chance and soothe the heaviness in his heart.

He hugged his husband slowly and gently, not wanting him to wake up and see him in this state. He placed his lips on the spot where the tumor is taking place, and hopped that his care and love would heal it away. Delusional,right, but he was too broken to listen to his consciousness and sanity.

But when he felt himself not able to contain his sobs that were getting stronger, he quickly got up and made his way to the balcony, sliding the glass door behind him.

He kneeled on the ground, as he cried his pain and sorrow. He had his hand on his lips to lower down his voice and not wake up his husband.

After a few minutes of crying, he stayed in his kneeling situation and placed his head on the ground. He started mumbling softly,

He started sobbing but stopped to finish his prayers,

He was about to stand up, when he heard soft sniffles.

He quickly cleaned his face from the remaining tears, and forced a smile on his face. He asked, planting a kiss on his forehead and smiling as if nothing happened.

Baekhyun finished as he started sobbing.

Chanyeol's voice broke as he shed a whole new set of tears,

The smaller stayed silent, his face showing the most broken expression you could've imagined. He closed his eyes shut while tears still made their way down his cheeks. He walked to his lover and hugged him tight,

The giant sobbed a bit, before returning the hug twice as tight, burying his face in his petite's neck and said,

Baekhyun smiled in content,

He broke the hug, smiling widely at his lover. He held his hand and dragged him to the bed, pushing him gently to lay on it, and sat on top of his legs. He smiled again as he caressed his husband's soft brown hair,and his hands suddenly made its way to his cheeks, cleaning them from the tear stains. He lowered his face and rested his forehead on Chanyeol's, before placing his lips on his plump ones.

They savored each other's mouth, as they poured their love into their passionate kiss. It was as if the world was blurred, and only the two of them existed. Chanyeol's hand traveled down to his petite's waist, and hugged it tight, making them closer than ever. Their need of oxygen soon made them break the affectionate kiss.

They stayed in the same position, the both of them panting and filling their lungs with the amount of air needed.

The smaller said, smiling at his one and only and pecking his lips softly.

The said one smiled too,

i added this chapter because i figured out that i will be having to repeat it on both of the epilogues since it's the same events, so why not do it in a single chapter?

I'm home alone for the whole day and i will fucking do whatever i want (except eating because its ramadan smh)

See you later!!!! Love youuuu ❤️ ❤️