What is this that's happening?

What is this feeling?

Have I been through too much now?

What will my heart allow?

Don't you know why you're still here?

Why I keep you so near?

I can't let this be the end

Can't say goodbye again

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[Few Days Later]

[Sans POV]

How could she be related to Chara?

I looked over at (Y/N).

I watched as she ran around smiling with Frisk.

Now that I look at them they do look similar.

The color of her hair. The way she held her herself. The way she would look around her - like she could have anything she wanted and could get it.

She does keep the one eye covered up most of the time. The one time I really saw it was when Frisk was doing her hair yesterday. I only got a glimse of it because almost as soon as she opened her eye Frisk put an eye patch over it.

The eye itself? It was a red color. Just like Chara's.

I sighed looking at her again.

She was beautiful.

She looked so innocent but it also looked like she was hiding something really dangerous. How her hair flows around her body. The way her arms and hands flow from her body.

I felt a something in my chest...... Was this what Asgore talking about?

I looked over at them one last time and got up from my sitting position on the ground.

I put my hands in the pockets of my robes as I walked to my "room".

Honestly it was just a dark room that had a glassed flower that Toriel gave me and a bed and a desk with the flower on it.

I lay down looking up.

I remember the first time I saw her. She was outside her house looking up at the sky. It seemed like she had just woke up from a night terror.

I know how that felt. I felt something for her. I don't know what it was.

She's had stayed out there for a few minutes just looking at the sun rise for a few minutes. Once she turned around she had a face of regret or sadness or something.

Look I'm not good with emotions here. I'm just telling you what I thought they were.

I waited out there to see if she was going to do anything. I waited for about 20 minutes before I started walking away but then she comes out of the house.

I know it's wrong but..... I followed her. I just had to know more about me. Something was telling me I need to know more about her.

She walked all the way to school. Not like in those anime where there happy and can't wait to get there. No she was sad.

Looking down at her shoes as she'd walk. She didn't want to be noticed.

I softly followed behind.

Nobody even notice me.

A part of me was like "They should know what kind of god you are." But another was kinda like "Go unnoticed. That's best."

That voice sounded right. So that's what I did. I went in invisible.

I followed her as she walked to her locker. She was looking around like she was waiting for something to happen but what?

I stode on the other side of the hall watching her.

The bell rang and she was about to close her locker till some girl came over.

Mom just gonna skip over this part because it pained me to see it happening.

After the girls left the restroom I walked in to see if she was okay.

I walked in to find her laying on the ground. Her hair was covering her face, bruises were all over her body. Blood on the ground, the wall. Just everywhere. It was terrifying.

I reached to grab my scythe to end her life but something told me no.

Instead I reach my hand out to lift her body up. I pulled her closer to me.

She was so beautiful , even with her bruises and blood all over her. In a way it suited her.

With her in my power grasp I teleported away and into the magic garden.

The garden was beautiful. Flowers, grass, small trees, magic. It was all here.

Looking down at her shoes as she'd walk. She didn't want to be noticed.

I softly followed behind.

Nobody even notice me.

A part of me was like "They should know what kind of god you are." But another was kinda like "Go unnoticed. That's best."

That voice sounded right. So that's what I did. I went in invisible.

I followed her as she walked to her locker. She was looking around like she was waiting for something to happen but what?

I stode on the other side of the hall watching her.

The bell rang and she was about to close her locker till some girl came over.

Mom just gonna skip over this part because it pained me to see it happening.

After the girls left the restroom I walked in to see if she was okay.

I walked in to find her laying on the ground. Her hair was covering her face, bruises were all over her body. Blood on the ground, the wall. Just everywhere. It was terrifying.

I reached to grab my scythe to end her life but something told me no.

Instead I reach my hand out to lift her body up. I pulled her closer to me.

She was so beautiful , even with her bruises and blood all over her. In a way it suited her.

With her in my power grasp I teleported away and into the magic garden.

The garden was beautiful. Flowers, grass, small trees, magic. It was all here.

I laid her in the middle of some buttercups as the sun shined down on her.

Here she would heal. Here the blood would disappear. Here she could live.

I stayed there. I don't know for how long. Could have been minutes, could have been hours. I just say there. Watching her. Watching the blood slowly be removed. Watching the cuts and bruises disappear.

It was a wonderful sight.

I slowly stood up getting ready to leave but I heard movement behind me. I turned around to she her sitting up.

She had this look in her eye..... Like she thought she knew where she was but she was not really there.

"Finally. Your up." I said to the girl.

Everything started to disappear. The memory slowly floated away from me and I was back in my room.

I looked over at the glass rose and picked it up.

"I always did say I would love you Toriel but there is another girl. I have feeling for her. Strange ones. Ones that I didn't have with you. Why is that Toriel?" I let out a little sigh. "I wish you could be here. I wish you could meet her. She makes me happy but at the same time so confused. She so good with Frisk. It's like there was born to do everything together. Fight... Dance... Play..." I started trailing off. "It's like they were meant to be sisters." I looked down at the flower in my hand. "I'm sorry Toriel. I broke our promise but if you were here I know you'll want me to be happy. And I am. With her. I'm sorry." With another sigh I sat the flower down and laid back down.

After a few minutes someone came banging on my door.

I got up to open it and it was Frisk with a worried look.

Whats going on?