Chanyeol's POV:

I looked to Ivory for the uptenth time this morning, she has been avoiding me, When I try to hug her she backs away, When I try to Kiss her she blocks her mouth and I end up kissing her hand, than just the night before I had asked her to get on my back for a piggy back ride back home, usually she would just get on my back and I would start carrying her on my back. But this time she didn't even get on my back when I kneeled with my back to her so she can go on my back. She had walked right by me. Now today she walked to the spot in between Kyungsoo and Tao, when it was time to eat breakfeast. When usually she would sit between me and Maknae Sehun.

I looked at her from across the table, While eating my breakfeast. Ivory didn't even look up at me, I signed and stopped eatting. "Chanyeol is something the matter." Yifan Hyung asked from the left of me. When Usually Ivory would be sitting on the right side of me. I didn't look at Yifan Hyung but kept looking at Ivory, who isn't giving me the time of day, to even talk to me or even look at me. I felt hurt because of it.. "What did I do wrong?" I asked.

"You didn't do anything wrong." Ivory said, looking down. "Oh, Than why does it seem like you've been avoiding me?" I asked. "I do?" Ivory asked. I looked at her with disbelief. "When I try to hug you, You back away like you've seen a monster. When I try to kiss you, you block your face. Even when I try to kiss your cheeks or your forehead. And just last night when I kneeled down infront of you with my back turned telling you to get on my back so I can piggy back you. You walked right by me like I said nothing. I don't mind if you sit next to Kyungsoo and Tao, but you didn't say anything or even look me in the eye this whole meal." I said. I looked to her with saddened eyes, But She was no longer looking up at me. My heart sank when I saw that moment. I hope this is a nightmare, but I know it's not. I signed putting my fork down and standing up. "Where are you going?" Yifan Hyung asked. I didn't say anything, I just looked at Ivory who was staring at her food... I signed once more and I walked upstairs. "Chanyeol!" I heard faint yelling from Yifan hyung, telling me to eat. I went to the bed and stared at the ceiling of me and Baekhyun hyung's room. Than I shifted my eyes to the picture of me and Ivory that was sitting on my night stand. Next to my bed, I smiled when I saw how in this picture Ivory was smiling, while I had my arms wrapped around her shoulders, while she was grabbing my wrist. We were both wearing the same colored shirt. Actually she was wearing a shirt that was mine. Thats why in the picture she had leggings on.

The door opened and footsteps walked through the door, I looked over and it was Ivory. She was holding a tray of food, that probably Kyungsoo sent her with. I kept looking to her. to see if she would even talk to me and not aviod me. And she choose the second option. All she did was put the tray to the bed side and turned around about to leave. Until I reached out and grabbed her wrist lightly. But it was still so that she couldn't leave so easily. "C-Chanyeol let go.." Ivory said. "Please stop avoiding me.. I ask you to atleast tell me if I'm doing something wrong.." I said. "your not doing anything wrong." Ivory said. "Than why won't you even look at me?" I asked. Ivory stopped trying to force her way out of my hold and instead she looked over for alittle. Than went back to looking to the door. "Thats not what I meant!!" I said anger and hurt in my voice. I stood up from the bed and turned her around to look at me. I looked in her eyes, it was the same color, I even looked at her shoulder that supposedly has the bond mark still on it. In Ivorys eyes I can tell that something was wrong but she won't tell me. I guess I wasn't paying attenion because Ivory pulled her wrist from my hands and walked out of the room. I signed and sat on the bed. "S-stop... Just Stop avoiding me!" I said to no one in particular.

Ivory's POV:

I stood outside the door of Chanyeol and Baekhyun oppa's room. I stared at my wrist, they weren't at all hurting. They weren't marked with red marks. instead they didn't have anything. Like he was grabbing my wrist at all. But It felt warm, His hands where warm even when I've been avoiding him all to much. I knew it hurt him I can see it in his eyes and I heard what he said when I left the room, I knew it broke him apart. But I was scared, that maybe the saesangs where right, All the comments on anti sites and music videos like 'Mircales in the december'. They wrote things like "I heard Chanyeol has a girlfriend.", "I heard she was ugly and weird." and "She so doesn't derserve Chanyeol Oppa!". I was scared that they where right, I had seen every comment about me and look there was already anti sites about me. I'm starting to believe everything, every comment they said.

And I was to busy thinking about that, That I had avioded Chanyeol, That I had hurt him. Tears went through my eys, And I didn't notice that Yifan oppa was walking right by me, Who was now sitting infront of me and Jinha's room. "What's wrong?" Yifan oppa asked. Behind Yifan Oppa I can see Chanyeol coming out of his and Baekhyun's room, and he was looking straight over here. "N-nothing." I said. whipping my tears away really fast, I walked inside the room.. "What's wrong with her Chanyeol?" Yifan Oppa asked Chanyeol who was right outside his room now. "I don't know, She won't tell me." Chanyeol said. I could hear the hurt and anger in his voice. I put my hand to my heart. "I'm sorry." I mumbled to myself. "I don't derserve you..You derserve better than me." I said softly. Staring at the picture on the night stand of the same copy that I had saw on Chanyeol's night stand next to his bed. I picked it up and held it close to me. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." I said to myself.. Tears rolled down my cheeks

Aurthor's POV:

Ivory picked up Jinha's computer that Jinha was letting Ivory use and looked up the anti fan sites of her, Ivory looked at the comments and everything they where saying. She had went through all of them and every single comment on the videos. Ivory got called by Zelo to go to the tree house, Ivory left... deleting the history of sites she went on and closed the sites down. When she ran downstairs. Passing by A confused Sehun and Tao.

Ivory ended up staying at the tree house until five in the evening, Ivory was coming home. She came walking through the door, Ivory saw Chanyeol sitting at the dinning table just drinking hot chocolate with whipped cream. Ivory didn't say anything, only for her to accidently drop her phone. And Chanyeol looking over at her with hot chocolate in his hands. But than looked back over, Ivory signed when she saw him do that.

Chanyeol's POV:

I was drinking hot chocolate until I heard something behide me, I saw Ivory standing there with her shoes off putting it where all her other shoes are. I turned around to the wall like earlier, I knew it would just be a waste to talk to her, since last time she didn't even answer me. I found it useless to ask her whats wrong. But part of me was waiting for her to talk to me first, but what was I waiting for. Her to suddenly come running in my arms and act the way she usually does and not aviod me like I mean nothing to her.

Ivory signed, she didn't say anything. And again part of me was fine with it while the other was not, the other part of me was wishing she would tell me whats wrong. I put my hot choclate down on the dining table, I stared at the lquid in my cup. And than looked to my hands, I was shaking and I wouldn't stop, My hands feel weak and my heart wasn't doing any better with this at all.

-Later that day-

I heard noises on the other side of the wall, where Ivory sleeped. I got out of bed, i opened the door to her and Jinha's room slowly and Ivory for some reason had her shoes on about to go somewhere, she grabbed her phone and her purse. She went the window and opened it, once there was enough room for her to go through the open window, she went through the window and on the porch that was there. I hid behind the wall when I sensed her about to look over, She used a rope. To go down but she didn't pull the rope down. I went downstairs grabbed my shoes and walked back upstairs, I carefully put on my shoes and than I went through the window, down the rope and ran through the forest. But when Ivory was about to look over I a tree. Only to run again when I saw her look away.

She stopped infront of a opening where there was a river, I hid behind the bush. I saw a shadowy figure standing there, When the person turned around to face the front, I saw it was Ryan.. 'What is she doing with Ryan?' I thought to myself. My heart sank to the bottom of my chest, Ivory Had a blank look. 'I was shaking and she was standing there with a blank look!?' I thought. I had to hold the branches of the bush to clam me down, but I ended up breaking the branches of the bushes. Ryan began to move closer to Ivory anfd I was mentaly telling Ivory to move. I was praying that she would atleast block her lips, Just in case Ryan tried to kiss her. And she reached over and blocked her lips. I felt part of me was cheering that she blocked her lips before he can kissed it, But part of me was still hurt as to why she sneak out to see him...

I walked out of my hiding spot "This what you've been doing lately? Sneaking out to see Ryan?" I asked. She shook her head with a hand to her mouth and Ryan was centimeters way while she still had her lips covered with her hands. "Than What are you doing with him?" I asked. "I- I Thought." Ivory mumbled, but I heard her loud and clear. "Tell me the truth, What I'm I to you? Do you really love me like you say you do?" I asked. She didn't answer right away. It took her a full minute to answer it.. "Y-your..." Ivory mumbled something after, all I heard was 'Y-your'. "I'm what? Nothing to you?" I said, as tears rolled down my eyes. Ivory was still looking to me, "You can't even answer me?" I asked. "What Do I mean to you Ivory? do I mean nothing to you when you mean everything to me?" I asked.

A/N: This isn't the end! I have a second part of this coming... This is the shortest part... I choose to make this a three Shot! So please look for the 2 other parts! And the longest part would eiether be the 2nd part or third.. Of course if you want it longer feel free to ask... but 'Blue Roses' isn't just a Title! It actually means something in the story.. :) :) Sorry this was so short! I wanted to end this part on a interesting note! Well see you the Part two Of 'Blue Roses!'

- Author Nim