[7.4.2020]

now i understand the

meaning of soulmates.

soulmates come into

our lives to leave a mark

on us. they are meant to

turn things around and

flip it upside down. they

praise and drool and

love, it doesn't make

sense why they should

leave. but it does.

because a soulmate

does not equal enough.

a soulmate does not

equal an angel.

you were my soulmate

for a split second. you

taught me what love is

and what love isn't. i

believed soulmates were

meant to be forever, but

i learned that they're not.

soulmates are those you

see within a split second

while your life flashes

before your eyes. those

who brought meaning

to your life. and accepting

it brings me peace.

so love, the concept

of soulmates isn't too

painful after all. love

and love until your

last dying breath, until

you forget how it feels

to not love at all.