[4.3.2018]

you're 4000 miles away and the clear night sky is making me miss you so terribly. before i met you, i never knew how it felt like to miss someone so truly and i never knew how it felt like to love someone so deeply.

you'd say you love me, looking at me with hooded eyes in the dark before kissing my forehead. my head on your shoulder and my arms around your neck - your hand would slowly move up and down my back. i felt like a child who was about to fall asleep in your embrace. your presence calms me in a way i can't explain, maybe that's why i miss you so much.