[Male name] look up, his eyes widened as a gaps leave his soft lips at the sight he is seeing, sequin-silver that are glistering and pulsing like snowflakes scattered through the night sky.

"Beautiful" He mumble to himself as he continue to gaze through the sky as he continue to look his mesmerize gaze turn to a painful gaze. He wonder how long will he suffer, just how long will his suffering last? How much can he still take? He just hope that we won't break too soon. He sigh still gazing to the beautiful bright sky, He wish that the little light that he have on the dark abyss that he is walking through are as bright as the stars that he's looking.

He laugh lightly as he run his hand to his already messy [Hair color] hair. "What am I thinking" He said to himself as his gaze in front and begin to walks to his biological father's house to ask if he can sleep for the night.

Walking on the dark street with a little light that produce by the light post, he pause when he sees a family, the family consist of a mother, father, son and daughter who are happily talking and laughing together, the son and the daughter have a wide smile on them as they holding on their parents hand. A painful smile made its way on his lips, he wants to know what it feels to have a normal happy family, a family that treat each other right. Can he ever experience those things? A parents that is proud of him from his achievement? A parents that will support him with his choices? A parents that he can open up to? A parents that will make him feel love, that he is special? He shake his head so that he can stop thinking on useless things that he knew will never happened as he continue to walk.

"Mom! Dad! I love you" He heard the daughter said.

"Me too" the son said.

"We love you too" The parents said to their children as they kissed them on the cheeks.

[Male Name] who sees and heard this clench his hand and quickened his pace, when he can't hear the family anymore he slow down and finally stop walking.

"How unfair" He mumble while looking down on the ground. He look around and realize that he is now near to his father's home. Running towards the familiar house he saw before, he stop in front, he's about to knock when he hear a kids laughter. Confuse he walk to the small window so he can see who's inside, his eyes widened at the sight in front of him. There is a woman and three children inside, laughing together, [Male name] can hear everything since the window is open.

"Call your dad so he can play with us" Said a beautiful women who have a long gorgeous ash brown hair with a matching sparkling bright gray eyes said to one of her daughter who looked exactly like her however her eyes is a shade of blue, who nod and go to the other room while the two children waits, the two have an [Color hair] with a sparkling gray eyes like their mother.

"Dad come on! Play with us!" The daughter said to his dad, who laugh to the daughter and reply. "Okay, okay".

[Male Name] was dumbfounded when he see the dad, the girl is talking about. His biological father. He took a step back as he watch his father kiss his wife on the forehead before hugging the three children. He feel his heart just throb, He unconsciously clutch his shirt in the chest as he can feel a lump in his throat. He took another step backward before running, he doesn't know where he just don't want to be there.

'I didn't know that my father have a family, father never said anything about them, if I knew this sooner I wouldn't have bother him'

When he's far from the house he stop before collapsing on the ground, he can't feel his legs. He hug himself tightly when he suddenly felt cold as his tears start to fall in his eyes, shaking he slowly cover his mouth so that no sound can be heard.

'It hurts...It hurts.... Please.... Please....Anyone....Make the pain go....I'm begging you....Make it go away...Please"