Our mv 'Swalla' was released today, and when we watched it, it was so cool with all the editing done.

"Hyungs!!! Jae's new song was released and she's in the thumbnail!!! Let's watch it!!! Hurry up!!!" I yelled while the dreamies were getting comfortable as I yelled that and called for the Seventeen hyungs and the rest of our group. Everyone came into the room and found seats as I switched the roku channel back to YouTube. I ran to my seat and pressed play. It started and we saw Jason Derulo. Then some rapper by the name of Ty Dollar $ign started rapping and we saw how the girls were twerking and stuff and swinging from the necks and in swimsuits. We heard Jae's voice, and then it switched to her shot. We saw her sitting in the chair and rapping but never really focused on the outfit until she stood up. "Dammn...." I heard of few of them say. WE saw her start dancing around the chair and the her outfit switched again and this time it had a little more cover up and she was dancing with Jason Derulo. "Hyung, you actually let your sister wear outfits like that?" JIsung asked. he nodded his head. we focused back on the music video, and I smiled at how she's grown over the 2 years she was away. She's 16 now. The music video ended, and we saw that there was a new music video released by her, and this time it was a solo one. "Click it!!! PPALI!!!" The hyung lines of both groups yelled at me and I nodded. We clicked on it, and damn. She was really sexy in this music video. It was called pound the alarm. She's really sexy in this music video with her outfits and stuff.

When the other hyungs came downstairs, Renjun hyung played the music video collaboration she had with Jason Derulo. We were watching and heard what some of the hyungs were saying except for when they were speaking in Chinese. She was really sexy in the music video. Her outfit was what got must of the hyungs though. they were licking their lips and moving around. When her part came on, I was happy for her since she is becoming very famous now. HEr outfit was a little...I was speechless when I saw her outfits. We then watched her solo music video in America. The tropical vibe it gave off was the feeling of having a beach party. It was so nice seeing the beach with white sand and clear blue water. I really enjoyed listening to both songs.

She was...Wow....Damn...The8 hyung is so chill about the outfits she wears. I could see S.coups hyung's face turned red and he moved around very uncomfortably. I silently laughed at him and Jeonghan Hyung looked at where I was looking since he was next to me and saw that I was laughing at S.coups hyung because of his reaction of the music video. We then moved onto her solo music video. She had the beach behind her and gave off the tropical vibe. I can't believe she's wearing outfits like that and going to travel to places as beautiful as that already. S.coups hyung has such a big crush on her while we see her as a member and a sibling. Her music video really makes you want to party on the beach. We should probably ask if she wants to have a beach party when she comes back.

We were watching our maknae after Renjun hyung called the other that her music video was out. I was watching the music video thoroughly, but lost focus when I heard talking when Jae's part came on. Her outfit. It was...DAEBAK....The music vvideo had a sexual intention, but when her solo music video came on, I widened my eyes. She was in another country, on an island, and she was in very exotic outfits. It makes me want to go to the beach and play all day.

Our maknae is so famous now, it's sad. She won't have time to be with us and possibly by the time the contract ends, she will be a solo artist in other countries and not with us anymore. I was watching her solo mv, and I was really liking the end part with the fireworks and the fire breather and stuff. It was so cool. A lot of money must've went into making this mv. Plus, she must be tired. Two mv's in a day. nobody would be able to endure that long. I am proud of our baby maknae.

I couldn't focus on the music video, because she is probably going to leave us and I can't bear to see her leave our groups. I was crying silently while watching the music video, and Taeyong hyung and The8 hyung comforted me. I miss her even though she left just yesterday.

I balled my hands into fists because jae is busy in another country with so many collaborations, it makes me angry thinking that she will probably leave us for the fame she has in America again. I don't want that to happen. I really miss meimei. She's so energetic, but now that it's only us guys, it is very sad.

They were going to be so excited when they see me, since I don't have my other collabs until next year. I was in the airport waiting to get back on the flight to Korea and J was waving goodbye to me, waiting for our next collab again. I will see them later as they are going to be sad little pups. I can imagine what the little reunion is going to be like....A sassy Boonon, Crying babies, and a hyper sibling...