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Skin

It was never enough to be myself,

Thus a lot of me was withheld

Lost me in the charade of my so called life,

Everyday I feel less and less alive,

Ooh

Wish I could decide

To listen to my own advice

But then I'm always fake,

Just for the sake of it,

And oh I don't feel comfortable in my own skin, can't remember the places I've been, but I'm in hell now though, oh wish I could just grow, you know?

I look at the mirror,

And I'm just filled with terror,

Cause I can't recognize the reflection,

Is it all cause of the deception?

That now I'm a nightmare to myself

And maybe everyone else

-Jafisaal