i thought,

'why am i sad?'

'i smiled just awhile ago'

'it was at the moment i saw them'

'the moment i fixed my gaze at them'

'that moment, i smiled'

'i smiled because i saw them happy'

'i saw him happy'

my mind was smiling like crazy

just by seeing him,

seeing him smile.

but then i can still feel it,

the sadness.

i couldn't understand

what's going on with me.