I was push up against the closed door in the empty room. His hands were wrapped tightly around my neck, making it heard to breath. I begged him to stop but he didn't. I tried to break free by kicking him and pulling his hands. Nothing worked.

"I'll kill you" he whispered and tightened the grip around my neck.

.....

.....

Eonni and I entered the big house. From outside we could hear the loud music and the people who talked... or more like shouted to be heard.

We got greeted by a girl my length. She was jumping around of happiness and what I guess was included, alcohol. After all it was her birthday to the legal drinking age.

She gave us quick hugs and said

"Thank you for coming!"

Before she jumped away like a kid.

Eonni and I looked at eachother and laughed a little.

Eonni pulled me through the big crowd of people to the kitchen.

"Do you want anything to drink?" She asked as she poured up some liquid in a cup.

"Just juice is fine." I said. I didn't want to drink. I didn't trust the people around me enough to get drunk. Luckily eonni didn't question me. She grabbed some juice from the fridge and gave me a cup.

I followed eonni around like a lost puppy. I was too afraid to be alone. Honestly I was kinda afraid to just be there.

I got a text from Jungkook.

Jk- hey jagi! Is everything okay? I'm just worried. And also, I miss you ❤

Me- everything is going well. I'm with Nina-eonni.

Me- I miss you too

When I looked up from my phone, eonni was gone.

I panicked a little... or, well a lot. I looked around me to see if she just was talking to someone new. But I couldn't see her. I looked through the rooms with open doors.

She was nowhere.

Suddenly I got pushed I to a room. The door slammed close behind me and I was pressed up against the door.

"Nice to see you again honey." He said. My eyes widened.

"Namjoon." I breathed out.

(I guess that many of you already figured it out😝)

"Missed me?" He asked and looked at me sharply. I didn't answer.

"I heard you got pregnant by our little playtime with the guys." As his words hit me tears started to roll down my cheeks.

"Pl- please, please stop." I pleaded. He harshly grabbed my neck and pressed it against the door. He tightened the grip and it got difficult to breathe.

"Don't fucking tell me what to do!" He shouted in my face.

In panic I tried to get his hand away from my neck so I could breath.

"You belong to me! You hear that?!" He shouted and his grip tightened a bit more.

"I'll kill you." He said in a raspy, low and dark voice.

His grip tightened more. It felt like my head would fall of my body. My head was hurting.

As I looked into his dark eyes I couldn't find the old him. The one that took me in when I had nowhere to go. He was lost. He hated me.

My vision got blurry and the loud sounds faded. After a second, everything went black and quiet.

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.....

Just half an hour after I'd text Y/N, I got a call from Nina-noona.

- hello? Jungkook-ah! Can you hear me!?

- yes I can hear you.

- uhm, so, could you please come here.

- what? Is something wrong? Where is Y/N?

- that's the problem... I don't know.

I panicked. I just hung up on noona and threw on my clothes and ran to the car. I drove as fast as I could to the address I had got from noona.

I slammed the door open and rushed inside.

"Y/N!! Y/N!!" I called her name but got nothing except for those weird stares from the people around me

"HAS ANYONE SEEN Y/N?!?" I shouted. I got no answer. Some shook their heads and others just looked at eachother.

I ran around in the house looking for her as I called her name over and over.

I opened all the doors I came across. Most of the rooms were empty. But I think i ran into 3 or 4 couples that were buissy with their own.

One of the doors were locked. I knocked harshly.

"Y/N! Y/N ARE YOU IN THERE!?!" I shouted. I got no answer I just heard a loud thud from inside.

"Y/N!!!" I knew she was in there. I could feel it.

I ran back to the crowded living room and kitchen.

"HEY!! WHO OWNS THIS HOUSE?!?" I shouted. Someone turned down the music. I girl then approached me.

"Is something wrong?" She asked.

"I need the key to a room now!" I said strongly.

"We can just go to my room." She said and let her hand slid down my arm. I gently pushed her away.

"Get me the key now or I'll have to break the door." I said with a stern voice. She nodded and walked slowly towards the kitchen.

"Hurry!" I shouted and she almost ran.

I got the key and ran back to the room. I unlocked the door and slammed the door open.

My heart broke at the sight.

Y/N Was laying on the floor, unconscious and Namjoon was standing close to her.

Without thinking I rushed up to Namjoon and pushed him away. I grabbed Y/N and untied the rope she had around her neck.

I leaned closer to her face and laid my ear against her mouth and nose.

She was breathing. I let out a deep breath. I held her close to me.

I looked up at Namjoon. He looked a bit shocked but at the same time he didn't have any expression.

He leaned down to a bag and pulled up a gun. He pointed it towards me and Y/N.

I tried to cover Y/N with my body.

Just at that moment the police rushed inside. I heard a gunshot but didn't feel anything. I looked up and saw that one of the policemen had shot Namjoon in the leg. Two men were quickly approaching Namjoon and handcuffing him.

I looked down at Y/N. She was still okay.

.....

I had talked to the ambulancecrew and they said that she was okay. She was just unconscious. They told me to bring her back home and let her rest until she wakes up. If she didn't wake up tomorrow I would bring her to the hospital.

(Probably wouldn't happen irl but bare with me)

.....

I gently removed her clothes and put her in one of my t-shirts. I then pulled up the cover over her.

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V

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I woke up in the bed at home. Jungkook was sleeping beside me. I let my fingers trace his cheek down to his chin. He opened his eyes and looked deeply into mine.

"How do you feel?" He whispered.

"I'm fine." I answered. My voice sounded wierd. It was hoarse and kind of hurt to speak.

"Please don't lie."

The magic of puberty