《althea;》i dont know who i am anymore
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austin has been home for a week, yet no sexual activity.
not that i want to do anything i can wait.
i'm currently in the moving process, and i'm moving back in with austin, he couldn't be happier. but besides that we pretty much have nothing to do because we've both finished filming.
it's like six in the morning and austin hasn't been in bed for hours, the word hours clicks in my brain and i throw the comforter off of me, standing up from the bed.
we have a balcony in the master bedroom we're sharing and i look to see the sliding door is cracked just a bit open. when i peek through the crack in the door, he's outside.
sliding it just wide enough where i can fit through, i walk out to the balcony.
he's sitting on the floor watching the sunset that is currently happening, but when i lean down just a bit and study his face more closely, a single tear falls.
immediately, i sit down next to him, and i take his hand in mine.
"are you okay?" i ask, and when he doesn't say anything i squeeze his hand gently.
"yeah no i'm fine." he whispers, wiping the tear residue off of his face.
"austin?" i ask more sternly and he tilts his head in my direction just a little bit.
he smiles just a little bit but then it quickly turns into a frown.
"i'm here baby i'm here now, and i'm not leaving." i whisper, before making my head rest on his shoulder.
"so you can tell me." i continue, and he leans his head on mine.
a few seconds go by and then he finally speaks.
"i don't know who i am anymore."
his confession quite literally breaks me but i keep my composure.
"after playing no- being elvis for so long, almost two years, i don't know who i am." he confesses even more and i frown.
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"you are austin, you are kind, and gentle, and extremely funny, loving, and really comfortable." i say and his body shakes with a small laugh at the last part.
"no but seriously austin, you are a great actor, and an even better person. i love you." i whisper and he nods, squeezing my hand.
"i love you too." he whispers back.
"let's go to bed." i say, standing up and pulling him with me.
he nods and then yawns which makes me let out a quiet laugh.
we walk to the bed and i slide in on my side, him doing the same.
i end up falling asleep while he cuddles me, rubbing my back.
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the sun shines in my eyes as i open them, and when i turn to my left austin is quietly watching me.
"creep." i mutter and he smiles.
i snuggle in the corner of his neck, inhaling his scent, and that reminds me.
"i have to shower." i whisper and he groans, his hand coming up from his side to surround my body, they rest on my lower back.
"let me take a shower austin." i laugh and he rolls us around so he's pinning me on the bed.
i laugh when he tickles my side before he plants a wet kiss on my lips, i groan because i have weird thing with saliva even though we're kissing all the time.
he rolls off of me and i take the chance to make a run for the bathroom, quickly i shut the door.
"have fun in your shower." he yells from our bed and i laugh, "oh i will!" i yell back and there's nothing but silence that follows.
i laugh, before taking my towel that hangs behind the door, setting it on the toilet.
i start the shower and while waiting for the water to warm up i undress, peeling off the tank top and shorts i sleep in.
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the bathroom door opens and i stand there butt booty naked while austin stands in the doorway, looking at my face.
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well not just my face per say, more like my entire body.
instantly my hands come up to cover myself but my jaw never leaves the floor.
he takes a few steps forward until we are face to face, and he makes eye contact with me while his hands reach up, gripping my wrists, and pulling them away from my breasts that i was trying to cover.
they rest at my side but he never strays from my gaze.
"what are you doing?" i whisper-ask and slowly, slowly a smirk appears on his face.
"i want to fuck my girlfriend." he says with absolutely zero shame.
i gulp, but if it's possible i think i feel myself grow even more wet, is that possible?
"what do you think about that? hmm?" he taunts but i stay silent, completely forgetting my nakedness.
but my thoughts begin to control my body as i reach up, gripping his face in my hands, and i pull him in for a kiss.
it's fast and needy, but i think he understands my notions because he grabs my hips, pinning me against the bathroom counter.
i seemed to forget that he was only in boxers when i woke up because he thrusts his hips in a way that meets my core so perfectly i instantly let out a moan.
or maybe it's the fact i haven't been fucked in over a month, and i've been teased countless times since then.
"can i fuck you here?" he asks and i nod eagerly.
anywhere at anytime and i wouldn't mind, not one bit, if it was him.
his thumb finds my clit as he rubs circles on it, instantly i throw my head back at the feeling and his mouth finds my neck, kissing, sucking, licking, biting, basically doing whatever possible to it.
while he's attacking my neck i find myself slipping my hands in the waistband of his boxers, before gripping his base just a little bit.
i keep the touches light and airy because i know he likes being teased even though he fails to admit it.
he groans, "pull me out." he whispers in my neck before kissing my lips.
i oblige, pulling his boxers down just enough so i can pull him out completely.
instantly his dick pokes my inner thigh as it springs out and i whimper.
"fuck me." i whisper and he nods, grabbing his cock and positioning himself at my entrance.
thankfully because i was already getting close at just the foreplay.
he rubs himself up and down my folds, while i squirm from the feeling.
he pushes in slowly and groans, "fuck it's been so long." he whispers, "too long." i correct and he nods, slight chuckles escaping his mouth.
he thrusts in completely and i'm already a mess.
he thrusts in and out a few times slowly before finding a pretty good pace that we both enjoy.
i whimper when he hits the spot, and i wrap my arms around his neck.
his eyes stray from mine to my breasts that bounce with each thrust and he eyes me carefully. i nod, knowing what he's referring too.
his hand roughly grabs one of them, squeezing my nipple gently which causes shock waves to erupt throughout my body.
he throws his head back, "i'm close." i whisper and he nods, "me too."
his pace becomes faster and sloppier as we chase our highs.
he does one more thrust and finally the coil within me snaps which causes me cry out, he rests his face in my shoulder and moans out.
he pulls out and his cum erupts all over my stomach but i don't mind, i obviously don't want to get pregnant.
we sit there for a few minutes, breathing heavily, and our chests touch a bit with each breath.
he laughs and i look at him with confused eyes.
"now we really need to take a shower."
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HIII THIS IS TO MAKEUP FOR ME NOT PUBLISHIBGGGGG
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