taylor: you've officially lost it

y/n: admit you, you drugged me

taylor: or.. like i said you got fucked up. it's not so hard to believe. you probably just relapsed.

y/n:(i groan) god whatever this was a one time thing anyway. you could never own up to your mistakes

taylor: MY mistakes ? you are one to talk.

y/n: where's my phone ?

taylor: i don't know check around the room

i get dressed and found my phone under my shirt.

holy shit it's 11am

from 6pm-12am

devin: hey wanna do something?

hello?

lmfao whatever imma come over

i'm here

hello?

your mom said you haven't been home yet where are you?

felix: yo

devin said you not home

wya?

y/n ?

where are you?

hollis: wyd rn ?

hello?

devin said you not home so wya?

you got 10 minutes to answer our damn texts we getting worried.

mattia: day 1 of waiting for you for as long as it takes🙂

i thought that was funny ..

no? okay

lmfaoo you don't have to give me the silent treatment.

okay i get it, it wasn't funny i'm sorry.

hello?

why did devin just ask me if i'm with you?

where are you then?

y/n?

i'm getting worried please pick up my calls

mom: why aren't you home yet ?

you better not be with mattia.

okay neil just said that he's with mattia right now so he's not with you.

baby i'm sorry for getting mad just come home please.

y/n it's getting late where are you ?!

devin: why aren't you at school ?

i'm freaking out right now y/n

hollis: where the fuck are you ??

felix: this isn't funny. answer my calls right now.

mattia: your mom told my dad you didn't come last night ??

are you trying to avoid your mom ?

at least answer my texts

y/n please

mom: your bed hasn't been slept in. where are you y/n ? come home right now

i'm getting worried about you.

this is how you acted last year ..

15 missed calls from devin

13 missed calls from hollis

13 missed calls from felix

10 missed calls from mattia

20 missed calls from mom

fuck fuck fuck.

y/n: taylor wright.

taylor: relax we had fun—you hate school anyway. wanna go shopping ?

y/n: you're crazy

taylor: didn't know wanting to go shopping makes you crazy.. when did you become such a buzzkill.

y/n: where are we taylor ?

taylor: we're just at a hotel. it's not a big deal. we always use to stay hotels

y/n: how many times do i have to remind you that i am not like that anymore.

taylor: well i don't like this new you

y/n: YOU left ME remember ?? where have you been?

taylor: just traveling and partying. you would've loved California.

as much as i wanted to avoid the topic i had to bring it up

y/n: why did you come back

taylor: duh, cuz i've missed you

y/n: you sure it's not for what happened last year? the night of that t-thing?

taylor: why don't we watch a clip?

y/n: i'm being serious

taylor grabs a laptop and goes to her documents.

she clicks on a file, revealing a video. she clicks play.

i'm sick to my stomach. she has a surveillance footage of what happened that night.

y/n: h-how do you have this

taylor: cameras

y/n: you said you deleted the footage

taylor: yeah but i kept a copy (she smiles) don't be sad. i still care about you. i still love you. (she tries touching my shoulder)

y/n: don't touch me.

i grab all my stuff and walk out of the hotel room. i walk to the lobby and call myself an uber

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i get home

y/n: mom?

mom: where have you been ? oh my god what happened to you? did you relapse ?

y/n: no- well- no i don't know

mom: what happened

y/n: i messed up mom (i start crying) i don't know what to do

mom: you can tell me

y/n: no mom i can't i can't i can't.

mom: okay, okay i'm just glad you're safe. (she hugs me and pets my hair) does this have anything to do with taylor ?

i don't say anything. what can i say ? nothing.

but i knew i needed to see my friends.

y/n: i have to go mom

mom: what ? where?

y/n: school

i grab my keys from the counter and run to my car

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by the time i get to school it should be lunch but it completely slipped my mind that im wearing the same clothes as yesterday and that i overall looked like a mess. people are gonna think i had a one night stand even though i did.. i think. i wasnt conscious but it's not like i can go to the police about it. cuz then taylor might say something.

i finally get to school and run

security: woah you're a little late

y/n: i know i'm sorry. here, i have ID

he nods and let's me in

i run down the halls and step out to the quad and go to my lunch table

devin: holy shit y/n

hollis: where the fuck have you been

felix: you had us worried sick bro

y/n: i know i'm sorry

i see mattia noticing me and walks over

mattia: i left you 10 fucking calls and a bunch of text messages. where were you i was scared

devin: why are you still in yesterday's clothes..

i look at mattia and immediately knew he probably thought i fucked someone else

mattia: do i even wanna know?

felix: guys let her talk

y/n: (sigh) i was with taylor..

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