***its short sorry also, i was just going to pretend that Zayn is still in the band but I'm in denial so that just wouldn't help with it❤️***

"Wake up"

"Wake up"

"Wake up"

"Wake me up when September ends, bitch" I say rather loudly

"Um..." Luke pauses "no"

He throws me over his shoulder and walks to the bathroom.

He puts me down in the bathtub

"Shower time" he cheers and turns the water on.

Of course the water has to be extremely fucking cold

I scream and jump back

"Oh sorry babe" he says chuckling

I flip him off and close the shower curtain.

"Not today boo", he says and rips the shower curtain open.

He wraps his arms around me and nuzzles his head in the crook of my neck and we just stay like that for awhile not speaking. Just enjoying each other's company.

He pulls away. I frown from the warmth of him fading away.

He chuckles at my reaction then he takes the shampoo and squirts (a/n: no...just don't) some out.

He massages it into my hair. I turn around, close my eyes, and rinse out the shampoo.

I turn around and then he turns around. I laugh then grab the shampoo. I massage it into his hair then he rinses it out.

I shut the shower off then get out to get towels.

I put one in my hair and wrap one around my body. I hand Luke a towel then walk out of the bathroom to get my phone.

I scroll through Instagram liking a few pictures. The fans have been pretty supportive. I don't know if they know Jayden is Luke's. I think they just think we are dating and I have a kid. But there is the other half of them that call me ugly, fat, bitch, whore, slut, you name it I have probably been called it.

I look up and Luke is standing in front of me with a towel in his hair.

I burst out in laughter

"What the actual fuck" I say still laughing.

"What, I'm just drying my hair bitch, God" he says in a girly voice, then rolls his eyes.

That just makes me laugh more.

I walk over to him and kiss him on the cheek.

"Your weird" i whisper "and your not" he replies then kisses my cheek "I never said I wasn't"

He chuckles and walks over to his suit case.

I get a Ramones black shirt and black ripped shorts.

I put on a bra and underwear, then my clothes.

I kinda speed walk to the bathroom to get my makeup before Luke can but it's already gone.

"Fuck you" I yell and hear Luke chuckle.

I put socks on and all black high top converse.

"Luke, where we are going" I ask, realizing he never told me.

"We are going to see the boys" he says and I know what boys he is talking about

"Oh okay" I pause "how are the holding up" i ask and I know he knows What I'm talking about.

"It's hard" he says putting his shoes on.

"Okay are you ready"he asks trying to change the subject.

"Yassss" I reply and run out of the room. He chuckles and locks the door then holds my hand intertwining our fingers.