I'm now sitting on the same seat. On this chair. I felt a little guilty leaving her alone here while I finished my work inside the office I have. The company is stable. Her mother is still having supplies of money. My friends are visiting her, except for Jimin, maybe he's visiting her when I'm not here. Its been two months. I miss her so much. Her smile. I'm not eating really well. I have no reason to eat. She hate me so much she'll ignore me. I was interrupted by a voice.

"Taehyung?" It's Y/N. My tears started falling, I hugged her. I kissed her forehead, all she's doing is staring at me. I cant help to feel the guilty inside me.

"Y/N, how are you feeling? Y/N, I missed yo--" My voice is interrupted by her.

"How's the sex?" She said while looking at me straight to my eyes. Pang. The three words kicked me so hard.

I felt my eyes so heavy. But not so long I can now open it. As soon as I opened it, I saw Taehyung.

"Taehyung?" He looked at me with, worry?

The man I love, who hurt me. The man who is under that girl, moaning for her. The man who cheated. The man who made a sinful act. The reason why I'm now here. The reason why my body hurt so much.

All I know is I hate him so much. I hate this man, I'm now wondering why the heck did I loved this fucking asshole? I know he's good looking, well that's the reason why that girl is so craved for him.

"Y/N, how are you feeling? Y/N, I missed yo-" I cut him off. How can he be this worried? he don't even care for me tho. He's the cold one here. My name sounds fuck hearing it from his dirty mouth.

"How's the sex?" I said while looking straight to his beautiful eyes, the beautiful eyes where I used to be lost. I saw him looking down, all I want him for now is to stay away from me.

"Y-Y/N Im--" I once again cut him.

"Save it, I don't want to hear it." And by that the doctor came in.

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"Mr Kim, your wife now discharged. You can now take her home." The doctor said. The statement made Taehyung's heart jump. The smile on his face is so visible.

"Thanks Doc." He bowed. You saw his action. Your insides are happy that he changed. Will you let him explain? You're not mad anymore? You're ready to tell him your feelings?

"Maybe he knew that I love him, by how I reacted, he knew"

He quickly arranged your things. He finished it quickly without you knowing. He didn't even let you move your butt on that bed. You felt like, you're with the new Taehyung.

"Uh Y/N I'm sor--" You cut him off.

"I said save it, I wont forgive you tho." you said. He felt hurt. He hate it when hurtful words like this came out from the woman he love. Its the first time he ever loved someone, and its also not the first time someone told him some hurtful words that will offend him. He wanted to cry. He cant cry. He's not the type of man who'll cry. He cried.

"I love you Y/N" He thought. He cried while holding your bags. You're so shocked by his action. You don't know what to do nor what to say.

"I'm sorry." Was all he's saying while kneeling on the ground of this hospital. The nurses came to remove your dextrose and some other things that are attached to your body. They looked at him in shock.

"Ma'am? is he alright?" One of the nurses asked. All you could do is to stare at him and back to the nurse.

"Tae?" You said. He immediately looked at you and stand up. You looked at him shocker, afraid that he would do something that will make you hate him more. He dropped the bags. He hugged you, and continued crying.

Your eyes are still wide open. Your left hand automatically patted his back. The nurses are just watching the scene. They are emotionless. They cant react or judge the scene. They don't know the real story. They let him hug you.

"Y-Y/N, I'm sorry." He sobbed. You didn't do anything, you're not crying. You're perfectly fine. His thinned body. He looked so broken. He needed love. He wanted to be loved by others. He wanted some attention from you. He wanted to feel the love you can give. He wanted you to love him. He love you so much than he thought. He realized that. He loved his wife. Your efforts that his mind and body don't appreciate. His heart appreciated that so much.

Whenever you smile at him his heart cant stop jumping. He's so in love with you but his mind and body kept telling him that love is not true. The nurses cant help it, some of them cried slightly while looking at the scene.

"Enough." You said. He pulled away and wiped his tears. He bowed in front of the nurses as he leave with the bags.

"Is he your boyfriend?" One of the nurses asked you while doing their work on you.

You smiled. "No, he's just a friend." The nurses nodded.

"So the sexy one who came here often is your boyfriend?" The other one said. Making you confuse. You shook your head.

"I'm single." They once again nodded. Not so soon they finished. They helped you to sit on the wheel chair and pushed you outside the room.

You spotted Taehyung, he's waiting on the chairs. He smiled as soon as he saw you. The nurses were laughing with you because you are making silly jokes that made their moods a little bit happy.

"Let me do that for my--" You cut him off. By making a joke again. You told them to take you to the exit of the hospital.

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You are now sitting inside Taehyung's car, you closed the door after saying your thank you to them. Taehyung arrived and thanked them.

"Thank you all for bringing my wife here " He smiled widely. Proud to say that he's so in love with you and he's your husband. The nurses looked at him weirdly. Taehyung changed his expression.

"Your wife?" One of the three asked. He simply nodded his head.

"But we thought you're her friend." . His heart is now beating so fast because of what he encountered. His heart is broken. All he could do right now is to smile at them and bow once again. He didn't say anything to them and headed inside his car. He drove home.

"But we thought you are her friend." One of the nurses who brought her here said. Its hurts. So much. I hate myself. I'm such a jerk. I'm a dirty and a cheater husband. I'm so disappointing. I'm one of those man who made their wife cry. I'm feel so sorry for myself. She's too good for me, I don't deserve her.

She will never ever forgive me. I forced a smile, bowed and left them. I drove to our house. I wasn't crying on the way here. I'm just broken. The moment I parked our car, she immediately got off and got her bags, without looking at me. Well, why would she? I'm just a stupid jerk.