"Let's go for a swim." I told Calix at 2am as I caught my breath while lying on my back.

I got out of bed ignoring the pain between my legs and went outside.

I guess I'm going skinny dipping for the first time.

I looked over my shoulder and saw Calix coming after me. When I got outside I jumped into the pool.

Calix did a backflip into the pool and I rolled my eyes.

"Show off." I said blankly.

"Watch your mouth." He said before kissing me roughly.

I threw my arms around his broad shoulders before resting my head against his chest.

"I wish forever was ours." I said under my breath and Calix took my face into his hands.

"Forever is ours. No matter what happens it's always going to be you and me." He said before placing a soft kiss on my lips.

"Do you mean that?" I asked and he nodded before kissing me.

"You're perfect." He said softly and I blushed a deep shade of red.

"What would I do without you?" I asked before placing my face into the crook of his neck.

"Can I go to the mall tomorrow." I stated while looking at the water. "Your mom invited me."

"You can go. But I'm sending John with you." He said blankly.

"The bodyguard?" I asked in confusion.

"Yes Nevaeh. Your life is in constant danger, I can't let you leave this house without protection." He said and I sighed.

"Fine." What the hell do I do now? We'll just have to make a plan around the stupid bodyguard. I have a feeling that this isn't going to end well.

Calix and I swam the night away while getting to know each other better.

Why am I doing this to myself? To Calix?

I suddenly got out of the water before sitting on a beach chair. I covered my naked body with a white towel.

"Why are you acting so weird tonight?" Calix asked curiously before fixing himself a drink by the mini bar.

"I'm acting weird?" I asked in fake confusion.

"Yes, why what's going on?"

"It's nothing Calix am I not allowed to be a little weird?" I asked and he looked at me suspiciously.

"Sure." He said before handing me a cocktail. I wrapped the towel around my body like a dress before looking at the drink suspiciously.

"It's a martini Nevaeh stop looking at it like that." Calix said and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Well thank you." I said before kissing him. I took a sip from my glass before pulling my face in disgust.

"This is disgusting, people drink this?" I asked and Calix full on laughed at me. "Why would you drink that out of free will?" I asked and Calix held onto his stomach.

"You're crazy." He said through his laughter, I couldn't help but smile.

"So you won't drink alcohol?" Calix asked and I shook my head.

"I'll pass." I said pointedly.

"Good girl." Calix said huskily. He knows what that tone does to me.

"Am I gonna get drunk?" I asked curiously and he shook his head.

"No, you barely took a sip." He said and I sighed in relief.

"What are you drinking?" I asked while looking at his glass.

"This is Ciroc." He said before handing me the glass. I took a sip and it wasn't half as bad as the martini was.

I took another sip and Calix chuckled lightly.

"Slow down kitty." He said before taking the empty glass from me.

"It tastes like apples." I said with closed eyes. It's delicious.

"You're not drinking another glass." He said pointedly and I huffed out in defeat.

"Fair enough." I said before laying on my back.

We watched the sun rising together. Calix took a few pictures of me. I think he made a video too. I took a selfie of us while I kissed his cheek.

But he'll still have the pictures on my phone if these aren't enough. I can't believe this is the last memory I'll have of him.

"I need to take my shot." I said before heading towards the kitchen. "Wanna do it?" I asked him with a small smile on my face.

I handed him the needle and he fixed it before looking at me quizzically.

"Pinch my skin between your fingers. Yeah like that and inject me." I said softly. He pricked the needle into my skin before injecting the insulin into me.

"It's that easy?" He asked and I nodded.

"But don't be fooled it gets boring." I told him and he shook his head at me.

"Nothing about you is boring, Heaven." He said before kissing me slowly.

I pulled him by his arm and went upstairs to our bedroom. I laid in his arms on the bed and fell asleep like that.