I did my usual morning routine and took my insulin shot afterwards. I don't have to go ask Martha anymore since she just went missing in action.

I went downstairs to grab myself something to eat when I heard voices coming from the living room.

I curiously went closer and bumped into a hard chest. I gasped as I stumbled back. Calix grabbed my arm and pulled me flush against his chest.

I nervously looked at him my heart was pounding in my chest.

"Who's this?" I heard a woman ask from behind us.

"Lexi, this is Nevaeh my girlfriend." Calix said so I lifted my hand. "Nevaeh this is my friend Lexi." He said and the girl smiled at me.

Why did he say friend like that? Oh. They used to date! Well that's awkward. Oh wait are they still dating?

I smiled mischievously before running a hand through my hair.

"Daddy could you go grab my towel I'm going for a swim." I asked him and he nodded. What a pervert.

"Daddy?" Lexi asked and I just smiled.

"Is there a problem?" I asked and she shook her head.

"No not at all. Just that I used to call him my master." She said before licking her lips and I glared at her. "Where are you from I can't quite place your accent." She said and I blankly looked at her.

"I'm from Bulgaria." I said softly, God I'm not going to become emotional. But I so badly want to go home.

"And you flew halfway across the world for Calix, I mean who wouldn't? But you look 18 years old." She said in confusion.

"I am 18 years old." I shrugged. "Apparently we aren't doing anything illegal." I said before smiling.

"Are you sure you're okay?" She asked and I nodded.

"I'm fine." I said under my breath. First of all I don't want to get punished, second of all I don't want to get Lexi killed because I told her I was kidnapped.

"It was nice meeting you, I'm just gonna go take a swim." I told her and she nodded with a smile on her face. I can tell that she doesn't really like me.

Calix came back outside and handed me a towel.

"You're walking on thin ice, Heaven. I'm not your errand boy." He said into my ear and I nodded. He hit my ass before walking away from me.

I unzipped my dress and let it fall to the ground. I like this brown bikini that I'm wearing it matches my mood today, I know that doesn't make sense but neither do I.

I tied my hair into a bun before going into the water. I swam until the sun went down. I climbed out and dried myself with the towel.

I went into the house and grabbed an apple. I heard footsteps approaching me so I turned around.

"Hey." I said when I saw Calix. He was kinda blurry. The apple rolled out of my hand.

"Hi." He said blankly.

"Can I talk to you?" I asked softly. "You know without having to be afraid? I just- need somebody to- talk to." I said slowly.

"Then talk." He said again.

"I want to go home, Calix." I said softly. "I want to talk to my mom. And I miss hearing my dad ask if I'm okay. I want to hear my best friend laugh again. How will I explain to them that I won't be able to come home for this break?" I asked before I stumbled back.

"Nevaeh? Did you take your shot?!" Calix roared angrily.

"Yes." I said as panic settled in. What's wrong with me?

"Did you eat?" I heard him ask but it sounded so far away. "Nevaeh!" He yelled angrily.

"No." I said before I was picked up by Calix and placed on a barstool.

He quickly grabbed a bottle of water and a fruit salad from the refrigerator. I slowly ate the fruit salad, I didn't really have an appetite.

I drank some water and my vision became a slight bit better. I sighed before looking at Calix. His jaw was clenched.

"You're fucking irresponsible Nevaeh. If you fucking do that again." He threatened while I looked at him in fear.

"I need you to look after your health, Nevaeh." He explained slowly. "Can you do that for me?" He asked and I just nodded. He left me alone in the kitchen and I rested my head on the counter.

Why did I have to get sick? I wish I was normal like everybody else.