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Killuas POV

I woke up with a headache.

"Ughhh" I moand and got up.

I heard gon making breakfast and went out into the kitchen to get some pills.

"Oh, your awake" gon said slightly blushing.

Why's he blushing??

"Yeah I am..." I said suspiciously and grabbed some stuff for my headache.

"So what happend last night? I don't remember much" I asked casually and he blushed more.

Oh god what did I do?!

"Hmm? Oh it was nothing too crazy..." he said and looked down.

"Gon... stop lying"

"Well why don't you try to remember" he said.

I tried to, but me head hurt too bad and so I sat down.

"I can't" I mumbled and he sat next to me.

"Do you like me killua??" He whispered.

What is he asking???

"I said I don't know, ok" I told him, embarrassed.

"Well it didn't seem like that last night..." he mumbled.

Oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no

"Well what happend then?!" I asked, starting to get worried.

"Well you know... you told me you loved me... and you tried to Kiss me and..." he stopped.

Did I really?!?

"Gon..." I mumbled.

Do I like him?! I mean... I get a weird feeling when I'm around him. I can't describe it, but it feels full and warm...

"Killua, you kissed me" he said and I blushed more.

"It's not like it was the first time..." I told him.

"Killua... we're those feelings true?" He asked me, with longing in his eyes.

"I-I..."

We're they?! I feel so comfortable around gon.. I feel like I can tell him anything.

Was it like this with Chrollo??

"I... think..." I started to say but then stopped.

Ever since the beginning I liked him. Not necessarily as a crush... but as a person, a friend.

How do I feel about him now?!

"Gon... I think that... I think that I they were" I whispered, mainly to myself.

As I emitted those feelings a billion emotions ran through me.

Happiness, love, affection, longing, protection...

"Killua..." he mumbled, his eyes watering.

"They are gon, they are true" I told him and he rushed forward.

He wrapped me up in a hug and held me there.

"I love you killua..." he mumbled into my sweater and I started to tear up.

No ones felt this way about me before... there was Chrollo but he was different, this is meant to be.

I hugged him back.

I don't know how I didn't see these feelings before. Now I can't stop thinking about him...

"Killua... thank you" he mumbled and I blushed.

"No, gon thank you.." I told him and we hug cried together.

Gon... I love you too

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