"it's been a month now of us, should we tell them?" she smirked and nodded.

"let's do it."

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i'm so thankful for you. forever grateful i get to wake up and fall asleep looking at you. i love you spider-boy❤️ #tavia

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love you princess❤️

↪︎ love you more❤️

this is cute wow

↪︎ i love you sm thank you seb, for everything❤️

please don't tell me you two did something after this

↪︎ real mature of you rob and why would i tell you if we did ;)

↪︎ oh god i'm going to sob

↪︎ BIG MOOD

↪︎ octavia i'm gonna beat your ass if you did something

↪︎ my god calm down you two, tom and i aren't stupid we wouldn't have done it if there were people home;)))))) SORRY IM JOKING I LOVE YOU BOYS

gosh i wanna puke this is too much love

↪︎ gosh i love you sm anthony❤️

↪︎ thank you mackie💗

OMG I LOVE THIS WHEN DID YOU TWO START DATING?

↪︎ he asked me on my birthday!

my babies stop growing up😭

↪︎ ^^😭

↪︎ love you guys❤️

↪︎ much love lizzie and scar❤️

my otp forever😫😫

↪︎ uGH LOVE YOU❤️🤩

↪︎ love you lil💗

i love this like a lot

↪︎ love you haz💗

↪︎ thanks mate❤️

imma be real wit you chief, this is it

skin: cleared

straight: a's

depression: gone

tavia: confirmed

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she wanted to sit in the back of the car and look at the sunset. i couldn't say no❤️ #tavia

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love you t❤️

↪︎ love you more baby❤️

wow no photo creds thanks tom

↪︎ winter boo bear upset

↪︎ damn right i am

mate you've gone soft

↪︎ ^^^

↪︎ i have that effect

↪︎ it'll happen to you when you finally get a girl

damn he's w h i p p e d

↪︎ you could say that again

FINALLY😍

↪︎ i love you sm i need to see you!❤️

↪︎ thank you z💗

YES YES YES😍😍

↪︎ JACOB ILY I MISS YOU💗

↪︎ thank you mate, i'll see you soon!💗

don't hurt you dare hurt the sister i don't have

↪︎ can't even imagine me doing such a thing

↪︎ wow overprotective much but ilysm i cant imagine life without you❤️❤️

CHRIS'S COMMENT" THE SISTER I DONT HAVE" IM CRYING HE LOVES HER SO MUCH

↪︎ sometimes i think he loves me a little too much but i'm okay with it because sometimes we both have these moments together and just hug for hours because i love you doesn't express the amount of love we have for each other but i've known him for 6 years* when we met back in 2010. i've known him longer then any cast member besides seb obvi so he means the world to me

↪︎ i love you so much avi❤️

↪︎IM FUCKING BALLING MY EYES OUT THATS THE CUTEST SHIT EVER

* book is set in 2016

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"el doar mă face atât de supărat și vreau să-l pun în față" octavia yelled as sebastian listened to her yell. when she gets enraged, she yells in romanian, no english spoken at all. tom watches in confusion.

"she said he just makes me so mad and want to punch him in the face." said sebastian, tom now understanding. sebastian sighed as he tired to calm her down.

"avi baby i know but he's now gone, everything's okay now." he said, just making her been more mad. sebastian put his long hair into a man bun. tom subconsciously sat back more on sebastian's bed as octavia stomped her foot hard on the ground. sebastian pressed record as google translate listened to what she said.

"nici un sebastian! el a rănit crinul și l-aș fi putut opri și m-am supărat pentru că nu mi-am dat seama mai devreme. el poate fi în închisoare acum, dar ma făcut rău. când mă doare cel mai bun prieten al meu, acolo trec linia." sebastian pressed speak as google translate translated octavia's romanian rant into english.

"no sebastian! he hurt lily and i could have stopped him and i get angry at myself for not realizing sooner. he may be in jail now but he hurt me. when he hurts my best friend, that's where i cross the line." tom nodded, agreeing with octavia.

"avi, yes you're right but please calm down baby." tom said reaching for her hand. she sighed as she accepted, sitting in between the two boys.

"i'm feel disgusted just thinking about him." she whispered. sebastian got fed up with octavia. he then stood up, him now yelling in romanian. tom pressed listen as google translate listened to sebastian.

"octavia! destul! el a plecat și în închisoare. crinul se întoarce acasă și în siguranță. el nu te mai poate atinge de tine sau de crin! te rog te implor. nu mai vorbi despre el!" octavia's eyes widened, eyes tearing up.

"octavia! enough! he's gone and in jail. lily is back home and safe. he can't touch you or lily anymore okay! please, i beg you. stop talking about him!" was repeated back to tom. she then stood up, sebastian pushing her over the edge.

"nu înțelegi! nu ați fost ciocniți și ați fost agresați sexual! sebastian i cant să nu mai vorbesc despre tipul care ma dezbrăcat de nevinovăția mea. el a luat ceva ce nu pot lua înapoi și nu am fost gata. nu-mi spune niciodată să nu mai vorbesc despre asta. Nu voi mai fi niciodată la fel. i cant doar păstrați totul înăuntru și nu vorbi despre asta și să fie bine!"

sebastian's widened as he took a step back. he looked into her eyes, tears falling down her cheeks. he forced himself not to use his thumb and wipe them away like he always does. tom looked at his phone, the translation now in english. he read it as his eyes watered as well.

"you don't understand! you weren't raped and sexually assaulted! sebastian i cant just stop talking about the guy who stripped me of my innocence. he took something i can't take back and i wasn't ready. never tell me to stop talking about this. i'll never be the same again. i cant just keep this all in and never talk about it and be fine!"

octavia pushed sebastian out of the way so she could leave the room.

"just, leave me alone sebastian." she said as she left the room, slamming the door behind her. she went into her room, slipped on her shoes and grabbed her old zip up hoodie that had her dance team logo on it. she lastly grabbed her phone and keys and left the room. she ran down the stairs to see her father and mother sitting there. her mother in tears and her father with sympathy across his face. she knew her mother had heard them and translated for her father.

"i'm going out. i'll be back later." she said as she left the house, slamming the door behind her. she walked. she walked wherever her legs would take her. she ended up at the neighborhood park. she sat on the bench as she looked at the ground, her vision getting blurry.

she cried. she cried and cried till she couldn't breathe, giving herself a anxiety attack. she tired to breathe, unable to. she fell off the bench, sitting on the floor. she placed a hand over her heart as she almost tried calling sebastian for help, realizing he wasn't here. she had to pull herself out of this. she tried and tried, but couldn't.

"god damnit." she whispered, wishing someone would help her.

"avi! octavia where are you?" called the voice she knew all too well. she turned her head as her body shook. sebastian came sprinting over, sliding on his knees as if he was playing baseball. he wrapped his arms around her, this being her first bad attack in a long time.

"avi i'm sorry. im sorry for what i said. i don't know how you feel. i don't. but please never keep those feelings inside. i'm sorry, i really am." he said as he rubbed her back, her calming down.

"god i'm sorry. so sorry. please forgive me." he said, kissing her on the head. her grip on him tightened, never wanting to let go.

"it's okay. it's okay, just, keep hugging me. please. he still here seb. in my head. when i think. his voice. he's still there and won't leave. please, just keep hugging me." she whispered, tears falling down both their faces. he held her tighter, letting her know she was safe.

"i got you babygirl, don't worry. i got you."