Blyke's P.O.V.

As we stand there hugging, I feel multiple waves of emotions go through me. The main one I felt was sadness. I didn't know what was going to happen to our relationship but if anything were to happen it would happen now. He wants the truth but if I give him the truth it might end badly...

"I- I can't.." I let out. He pulls me into a hug and I don't hug, I flinch. He's not an abusive boyfriend but I just got a slight bit scared. "Please tell me what's wrong... I can't help if you don't tell me.." he says. His voice had felt so calming to hear. I stand in his arms and think of words that can't describe his voice; reassuring, calming, peaceful, relaxing, soothing. His voice was shaky. His breathes were shaken up. His voice sounded like he was upset. He was upset but he won't be as upset as he would be if I told him what has been happening. ... maybe I should tell him. He might be mad. He might try to get back at the bullies. I don't want that. "Isen... please don't get mad.." I start. I feel his head move and rest on mine. "I won't" he says. I feel his chest rumble as he speaks. I try to hold back my words but they come out. "Ever since John dethroned Arlo, people have been bullying me.. I know you don't like it when I fight so I try not to. The time you saw me holding the other student down was me just defending myself." I say stepping backwards. "Why didn't you just tell me?" He says keeping his hands on my shoulders. "I didn't want you getting mad.." I say softly. "That wouldn't have made me mad at you.." Isen starts. "NOT AT ME" I yell cutting him off. When i yelled i felt my head start to throbe. I felt like i was mad and sad, and scared all at the same time, but i didn't know why. I was now shaking and i couldn't help it. "at who then?" Isen asks me, holdng my shoulders. "The ones who've been dooing this to me.. most of them, yeah they were weaker, but it still hurt me mentally.. I can't pick and chose if I'm gay or who I date—" he cuts me off. "Do you see John or Arlo get bothered by them? I still get judged after I was with John for awhile (I hope you two see that) I don't care about what people say or think about me. You are who I love, and they can't change that." (THSI is secretly to a certain someone) He says hugging me tightly. I didn't know he was getting picked on too. I feel self centered about that. I had forgotten Isen was punched by people who hated him being with John, which didn't last but a month. "Isen... I'm sorry.. I had forgotten about that.. I should have said something sooner instead of hiding it even from you.." I say softly. He kisses my nose. "It's okay, as long as you don't hide that kind of stuff from me everything should be fine. I love you" he says and kisses my nose again. "I love you too.." I say then kissing him.