Everything has been going smoothly I guess you can say.

The only thing that's a problem right now is Kodí and how he underestimates how smart I really am. I know he is back messing with Julie. The only difference is, he doesn't bring her home anymore or I haven't caught her here yet. He's so weird, he's been showing me a nicer side of him, but I can tell the old him will return any day now and that's why I have to get away.

The guys have been by my side almost 24/7 since I got back home and that makes everything ten times harder for me.

Just last week Ayiden asked if I needed help with brushing my teeth and getting dressed.I simply looked at him and told him to move away from me before he got hurt.

I'm finally strong enough to go through with my plan. I just have to play my cards right and let everything fall into place.

I felt like going lay out in sun today so I put on my little white bodysuit since you can still kinda see my scar a little bit.

I thought I was going to make it all the way to the pool without seeing any unnecessary faces, but I was dead wrong. As soon as I made it down them damn stairs I was faced with the boys looking tensed and Julie with tears in her eyes.

Kodí looked me up and down for a minute and glared at me, but kept his mouth shut. I'm not even going to speak on it because 1. I don't have time for Keeping up with the Kardashains :Mafia edition and 2. I obviously I knew that she would show up again, so I continue to make my way to the pool.

The feeling of being outside and the sun hitting you just right is indescribable. I wasn't even "alone" for a good 5mins before I heard Ayiden say "Hey Haiden"

"What Ayiden" I managed to get out without an attitude

"I was just checking on you to make sure that your okay" he smiled softly, but I knew there was something else he really wanted to ask.

At times like this I wonder why I couldn't have been paired up with Ayiden. He's handsome and a sweetheart although I know there's another side to him, that he doesn't let me see.

"Ayiden you came all this way just to check to see if I was ok?" I said looking at him in his soul.

"Well not quite I was wondering if I can join you?" He face was starting to get red while he was looking down.

" Ayiden you don't even have swim trunks" I smiled hoping that he got the hint.

" YES I DO and since you didn't technically say no I'll take that as a yes,I'll be right back" he said while running off like a dog with something in its mouth, that it's not suppose to have.

When Ayiden came back out my jaw dropped mentally because I never knew this man was that fine.

"Which one should I use" he asked me while looking at the bottles.

"The Blue one" I randomly shouted out not knowing exactly what it did.

"Thanks I'll definitely go with black one" he smile at me and put the blue one down.

This hairy man is really something I swear. I wonder how he is not someone's baby daddy by now because believe me if I was in another situation that man would have had one my kids and I wouldn't put him on child support either.

I snapped out of my thoughts and got up to go put my feet in the pool and Ayiden being Ayiden had to do a cannonball right in front of me, covering me in water.

He came up to surface with a smile on his face "my bad love did I get you wet" I rolled my eyes at him and continued doing what I was doing.

Ayiden and I stayed by the pool for a while and I have to say, my day was amazing. I know Ayiden and I can't become anything more than friends, if we're even that, but is it wrong for me to have butterflies whenever he's around.

When we got back inside of the house it was empty and I was starving so I asked Ayiden if he wanted to grab something to eat with me.

One perk about what happen 2 months ago is that Kodí finally let up on how much I can go out, the only catch is one of the guys have to be with me.

Anyways I told Ayiden to let me change then we could head out. I went for a sexy but causal look, because I feel like now I have to look good all the time when he's around.

I don't know what's gotten into me as of lately, this is Ayiden we're talking about. This man has seen me at my best and at my worst. I'm sure he'll be fine with whatever I come out in.

I rush down to see Ayiden sitting on the couch, on his phone.

"BOO" I tried to scare him but he only looked up at me and laughed.

" I'm going to need you to try a little harder next time Haiden" he continued to laugh at me

"Ha Ha Ha lets go boy" I said walking off.

Ayiden picked one of his favorite restaurants to eat at since I couldn't decide on what I wanted to eat.

I can see why this is his favorite place, the girls here are beautiful. Our waitress was outstanding she had long dark hair, big boobs which were popping out of her shirt and she had a great smile. She was every mans dream, but one thing Imma need her not to do is undress my ma- I mean Ayiden.

We took a few minutes to look over the menus then placed our orders, our waitress didn't even look at me, when I was telling her my order, all her focus on Ayiden.

So me being me I had to say something cause baby I mean, look at me,I'm sexy and popping!!! Shit undress me too.

"Ummm excuse you hun can you stop eye-raping my boyfriend" I said kinda aggressively.

She must have notice I wasn't in the mood to deal with her anymore because she took our orders and left without saying anything.

"Haiden you can't just say that all out in the open, you're a married wom-" I cut him off trying to change the subject.

"Ayiden I just wanted to say thank you for earlier if I'm being honest with you, I wanted to be left alone but you really spiced up my day" I said fast and nervously not knowing how he would reply.

"Well thank you for letting me join in on the fun, I like hanging out with you" he smiled at me.

Our food came and Ayiden looked up at me and did a little small smile. Let me just tell y'all, I wanted to die right then and there.

After we ate and paid, the rest of the night was golden.

I was now back at home, in my bed, when I got text from Ayiden.

Ayi 🥳: I had so much fun with you today!

Me: well duh I'm me, of course you had fun 😂

Ayi 🥳: Goodnight Haiden 💕

I turned my phone off and laid down smiling. Right

before drifting to sleep one thought came to my mind, what is this man doing to me.

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