tw: aggressive anger

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i wish someone would say something-

and give me a reason to yell

and to scream

and to get all of this shit off my chest

and out of my head.

i crave that feeling

your throat gets;

when its raw

and theres that metallic taste

and your heart is still pounding

adrenaline still pumping.

that feeling:

where you feel-

alive.

i want to be angry

i want to be pissed

i want to be so pissed

that i destroy furniture-

and cause tears in peoples eyes-

and bubble anger within them.

and scare them so bad that they wonder who the fuck i actually am-

cause theyve never seen this side of me

before.

i want to snap.

i want to bend and break-

and set fire to

everything

around me.

but i know:

i dont truly want this.

i just want

someone

to feel the pain

and the frustration

that i feel

for

once.

theres too much pent up anger inside of me.

i wonder-

who will be the one

to add fuel

to my flames

and set

my anger ablaze?

- alb

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thoughts?

critiques?

how would you write/draw/sing/feel this poem?

stay safe and stay lovely, always

"why else

are we here if not

to live with unreasonable

passion for things"

- butterflies rising

published: july 6th, 2022