𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐸𝑙𝑖𝑗𝑎ℎ ,

I went to the supermarket.

Mom needed eggs.

I saw your brother.

I was scared.

He touched me.

Told me he'd kill me if I stayed with you.

He told me I was holding you back from your gang.

How do I tell him he's holding me back from love ?

I cried that night.

For the first time in a long time.

It's been a day.

I've been ignoring you.

I hate me. I love you.

The pain in your eyes.

It wounds me.

You asked me what was wrong,

I told you I was tired.

"Of us ?"

"Maybe."

I hate me.

I

love

you.