Here I am again.

Last time I spoke about sadness, right?

Well, I'm done with fighting against her.

I'm just so done with all of this,

it's like an endless fight I can never win and it's just... I'm so frustrated.

I told you about A. right?

How she helped me through all this pain.

Well, that time ist definetly over.

In my opinion, she decided that she didn't want this friendship anymore.

She was cold and not really interested in my stuff and if you ask me, that problem existed from the very beginning.

It was all about her. Always!

And that was really exhausting to deal with.

I'm not saying that I wasn't a part of this separation, but I realized that this friendship wasn't good for me.

I wasn't feeling loved by her anymore an I also realized that she took me apart from other people and friends.

So I decided to do some more things with other people more often.

That gave her the feeling, I would ignore her and maybe somehow I did.

But I talked to her and was most of the time nice to her.

Well, someday she wrote me that I would exploit friendships and that she would know nearly everything about me.

The next lines are for you:

You know what?

My ass, you know me!

You don't know anything about me, if you believe what you wrote.

Maybe you just wanted to hurt me, but it didn't affect me.

And if you think it did, then go and tell someone else these lies.

I have the best friends you could ask for and you can never take my positive nature and in general you can not change me, so do not try it, okay?

You can approach me at school or write me a message, but I don't want to talk to you anymore.

First it was hard for me to get away from you, because I didn't want to leave you alone, but I realized that I can't always think of the others, I have to care for myself too.

And I can also speak to your friends, because they are also my friends, okay?

Just wanted to say that. :)

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Hey, if you want to ask questions about myself, just write them under this chapter, okay?

-LS