A few month after that, I found out that I would move to another city. Not really far away from my present home but not as close as I lived before...

I told the class and they seemed kinda shooked, but I wasn't sure if they were truly shocked or relieved that I would go. I knew from some that they were glad that I was gone... Somehow I cared about that and it made me feel like I was a pice of dirt..

When I had my last school day, I was crying because I would miss them in a way I can't explain and I still don't know why I was crying...

So I went home with mixed feelings, but the only thing I knew was that I was free!

I wanted to go to the school where my father taught, so my parents registered me and now I'm going to this school, with my Dad. It's actually pretty cool, because I can drive to school with him every morning and when I'm mad at him I just leave earlier than he does. Sometimes it's really hard when I see him, but at this moment I hate him!

So I told you that I changed school and got a new class. I actually knew that I would get problems, because of my past, but I wanted to try it...I wanted my life to be better. When I stood in front of the class and the principal was introducing me, I saw a Girl who I believed was an outsider.I'll call her S. ... I knew that we would get good friends and I was right...

We were the best friends and I told her everything, but I wasn't always really sure if she told me everything or if she told me the truth, but I trusted her and didn't thought about it... I sould have!

She wasn't really a friend and didn't realized that. You will ask yourselves why the friendship is broken now and what she've done, but I just wanna say that she has broken my confidence and I don't want to be her friend anymore. I am talking to her and I am laughing with her but it means nothing to me, not as it did in the past and if you are reading this I think you will know that I mean you.

You broke me and you are one of the reasons why I'm hurting myself...