Why?

What did I do to you that made you break my heart and tear it out?

I'm sitting in front of my comuter, writing this story down... The story of my life.. It isn't a nice story and in this story I will just write about the bad things, but of course there are good things in my life...like my best friend A

Just one thing last: this story is not made up...it's real and for those who do know me: please don't judge me...I do not want attantion...I just want you to know that my life was terrible and i just want you to know that I've been throuhg exhausting, hurting and smashing things and can no longer stand such things.. so just listen...

The story starts at my 3rd age when went to the Kindergarten. I was a clever and beautiful child, my Mom said. But the kids there annoyed me and tricked me so I got the trouble... most of the time the adults didn't belived me and the other kids won...

I was still small and knew only by hitting, kicking, scratching and biting help. Of course the other kids knew what they needed to do to make me go crazy and they did it. Just to drag me in the dirt...

Even the parents of the children did not like me because they thought that I would beat their children... They wanted to get rid of me, and they did that in the following way:

As I said: I was a smart child and I could almost perfectly speak with only 4 years. So the parents said something like "She can talk so much! You can send her to school at the age of 5!

But my parents knew that the others did not like me and besides, socially I was not ready yet. After all, I had to get rid of the scratching, the biting and the chewing again, so I stayed another year in the kindergarten...