Hyunjin looked at her, only to be met by Y/N's shocked gaze. She couldn't believe that he wanted to talk about Kim Yeon Ha in front of her. The Kim Yeon Ha that almost broke their friendship. Well, they weren't really friends that time but it's the same thing.

She nodded. Y/N gave him a puzzled look.

She was ready to get up but Hyunjin held her back by her wrists, making her sit back down. He turned to Y/N, giving a sad smile. He let out a small laugh. A laugh that was meant to sound happy, but only sadness was heard.

He was now tearing up a little. When he said those things, his mind gave him flashbacks of all the little memories with Yeon Ha. He didn't like it. He wanted to forget all of it. He said as soft sobs now filled the quiet practice room.

Y/N's heart broke seeing him in this condition. He doesn't usually show his emotions in front of others. He has a large wall built around him, keeping his emotions and feelings all to himself. So to see his state like this, she felt bad. She didn't pity him though. Instead, she sympathized with him.

It wasn't the same situation, but she did feel the same. She knew what it felt when someone left her, all alone. All alone with no one else to turn to. She too, had felt that once. Although she lost all of it because her life changed when she met Wang Ja in high school. But she knew exactly what he felt. The hatred and sadness mixed with sorrow and lovingness.

Hyunjin felt a pair of arms covering his body. Patting his back gently, his tears fell onto her clothes. Yet again, he let her see the soft side of him. The side that he was trying really hard to keep to himself. Yet when she's there, he couldn't control it. It flows out unwillingly.

With her grip loosening, she let go of him. He turned up to meet her soft gaze, Eyes red and puffy from crying. The tears still dropped, slowly. She looked down, to find her clothes soaked with his tears. She shifted her eyes back to him, softening again when she saw his faint smile. She tried to change the mood because what could go wrong with food?

She stood up and extended her hands to him. He smiled again and took her hand in his. Hyunjin gave her an extra hoodie that he always brings in his bag. Y/N walked up to him.

There he goes again, Y/N thought to herself. She really would not be able to get used to his confidence level. It comes and go at random times. One minute he was all sad and unmotivated the next, he was roasting the life out of her. It's sad that she's always the victim to his high confidence.

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Y/N POV

After we finished eating, we headed back home. I opened the door and walked inside to find all of them in the kitchen. I was about to greet them when Hyunjin covered my mouth and pulled me into my room. Was I... Was I getting kidnapped in my own house?

He closed the door gently and let go of his grip on me. He told me, placing his hands on my shoulder.

I gave him the are-you-serious look. he face was flushed in embarrassment.

Now I really wonder what goes on when I'm not in the dorm. What did the boys do that made Hyunjin have that so called 'reflex'.

I teased him as I opened my door and pushed him outside.

He was offended. He scoffed at me. I closed the door on him before he could say anything else.

After a while, I heard them doing their greeting and then, I heard Chan's voice shouting, The house erupted into claps and slight laughter.

Today wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. At first it was a bit stressful because of the exams but then when I danced with Hyunjin, all the stress was set free. It felt amazing to say the least.

Today's best part was when Hyunjin opened up to me. He always seemed like a cold guy in front of me but today, I saw his soft side. And that made me feel closer to him. And i know... I always say that I'm getting closer to him. But it's for real this time. This time, we were making progress.