• Season 4 now begins •

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"Shit!" Y/N shouted as she opened her eyes immediately sitting up on the bed she was laying on. "Fuck my life right now"

Y/N looked at her surroundings. She was inside a bit more modernized room. Y/N felt a sudden rush of pain in her head as she gripped her head.

"Agghhh" Y/N groaned in pain as someone came in.

Y/N held the pain in her head as she stood up and dashed to the window looking at the view. The sun illuminated through the glass window. Y/N guessed it was late afternoon because of the position of the sun

"Y/N?"

Y/N looked up and saw Zeke. Yes. She remembered. She remembers Zeke, herself. Her past. Mom... Not Carla but her mom Dina... Her father. She knows... She finally knows and remembers.

Y/N pinned Zeke on the wall and kneed his stomach as Zeke burst out a whimper.

"Motherfucker don't tell me I'm here at our homeplace, Marley and you've kidnapped me into some idiot plan that's about to happen" Y/N grumbled as she death stared her full blood brother who was pinned on the wall by her.

"You...remember?" Zeke asked Y/N

"Bitch yes. It's a long story. I probably or probably not sure if I know the reason how I got my memories back." Y/N answered.

"Stop pinning me God, please. With your short height and mine, it looks awkward when you pin me on the wall for no reason other hence kneeing my stomach to death." Zeke said. "And yes, you are here at Marley where you are supposed to be."

"Wait... So you're fucking telling me... I'm not kidnapped in Paradis but I'm still kidnapped but I'm in Marley?" Y/N asked with real confusion.

"Yes. Are you blind or something? The streets and buildings are more advanced than the houses in Paradis." Zeke answered with an it-looks-so-obvious-you-idiot look. "And stop cursing you sound like our mother but an evil one who curses."

"I... Levi... I bet he's so fucking worried... Me too." Y/N mumbled while looking down.

"What?" Zeke asked as Y/N didn't reply to him but instead sat on the bed she was on just a few seconds ago.

"Zeke... Explain to me first what are you planning?"

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"Oh... Ok... So that's your motives." Y/N chuckled as she held her forehead. "What a turn of events"

"You're saying our... father... Injected you with some kind of serum twice... One was when you first arrived at Wall Maria that made your memories fade... While the second one is known to everyone even you" Zeke summarized.

"Yes... You could've just let me stay at Paradis you fucker... I already have everything I want iI Paradis... Amazing friends, a decent and exciting job, and a... Cute small grumpy but a wonderful partner." Y/N muttered the last part wishing that Zeke didn't hear it.

But he did...

"What?!! You have a... Lover?!!!!" Zeke shouted in shock that led Y/N to cover her ears. "Who is it?!!! If you don't tell me I'll go straight back to Paradis and search him myself!!"

All Y/N could do was laugh very hard while Zeke looked at Y/N oblivious with confusion.

'Oh, Zeke... If only you knew my lover is Levi the man who you so-called hate just because he's stronger than you.' Y/N began to laugh harder than before while Zeke stared at her. 'I don't know how I got a cocky egotistical monkey looking brother but I'm fine with it.'

Y/N died down her laughter as she looked at Zeke with a playful smirk plastered on her face.

"What would you do if I told you who my lover is?" Y/N asked keeping the playful smirk.

"Of course as a brother, I'll have to interrogate him as intimidating as I want to see if he's brave-"

"What if it's someone you hate just because they're stronger and powerful than you?" Y/N interrupted Zeke.

Zeke processed the question Y/N had asked in his mind as pure disappointment and a bit of anger washed through him. Y/N's smirk widens as she saw the look ok Zeke's face.

"There's no fucking way!-"

"You can't change anything about it, Zeke." Y/N taunted.

"Levi Ackerman! How!?"

"Long story. You don't wanna know." Y/N answered.

"Did you two sleep together?"

"No..." Y/N answered.

"You're ears are turning red."

"I said no! You hairy monkey!" Y/N exclaimed.

"Shit. I thought I would let Reiner marry Y/N even though I hate the idea of it but it's still ok. But fuck... Why Levi Ackerman out of all the people?!" Zeke muttered.

"What?"

"It's nothing" Zeke answered.

"So... I'll be staying in Marley I guess... I have no weapons nor any connections to escape. I can't do the same thing on how I escaped from Marley to Paradis" Y/N said.

"Oh by the way how did you even escape? The guards of Marley near the port are strict to even pass by without getting caught." Zeke asked.

"I... I don't even know. I don't remember. I do remember escaping but I don't remember how." Y/N answered. "So there's more missing puzzle pieces in my memory despite Eren and the others finally going down in the basement and unlocking my memories."

"I see... Y/N I told the superiors that you have memory loss due to you bumping your head on the cart titan's teeth. You have to live in Marley with no memory of Paradis Island. It's the only way no one will get too suspicious of you."

"Got it. When will I go back to Paradis?" Y/N asked with a bit of hope in her tone.

"We don't know that yet," Zeke answered as Y/N nodded

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Levi came into the old room of Y/N. Y/N didn't use the room in the night since she partially stayed in Levi's room to sleep with him.

The linger of Y/N's scent was around the room despite Y/N not being here. It reminded Levi so much of her. He would smell the same scent on Y/N whenever they sleep together.

Levi shook away those thoughts as he slightly frowned. He wanted to break down and cry but not now. He wanted to. He missed her. It felt so silent around Levi since there was no more bright and talkative Y/N.

Levi walked up to Y/N's bed. It had a bit of dust due to Y/N not using it for a while and made Levi a bit irritated by it. The Lance Corporal remembered what Y/N said to him before the battle happened.

"Levi..." Y/N spoke.

"Hmm??"

"If I ever go missing or... Due... Which will never happen... All I want to say... Is if I somewhat disappear... There's a diary on the bottom of my bed's mattress..." Y/N said. "It'll contain something that'll probably be useful to you all."

Levi proceeds to take off the mattress on Y/N's bed and saw a small green notebook. He picked it up and opened the cover. The first page contents were:

"Those who fucking read this will suffer my wrath when I see a single fingerprint on this notebook. Be ready bitch I'll kill you."

The first page made Levi chuckle.

Levi began to read the second page:

"I don't know what fucking day it is but Mom gave me this pretty green notebook. Eren whined because he also wanted a notebook haha. I wonder what things my future me will put in this notebook."

Levi began to read more in the contents of the notebook.

•"Today my mom died. My father is missing. Where the fuck is he? I gotta be strong for Eren, Mikasa and Armin. Those three are the only things I want to protect.

•"A lot has happened in just a day. An attack on Trost happened after we graduated. Eren is somewhat a titan? Idk how he became a titan even though I've seen and been next to him ever since he was born. Anyways I got into the Survey Corps thanks to it. I got into the Levi Squad. Hehe. Captain Levi... he looks like a cold cinnamon roll."

Levi began to read more and more staying inside of Y/N's old room reading her diary. His eyes widen when he read a certain page full of the information she had gotten.

Levi closed the book and kept it near him close. The Lance Corporal reached to his office and sat on his seat. He placed Y/N's diary on his office desk.

The Lance Corporal looked so tired that he couldn't even cry. Nothing can compare to how he missed Y/N. It was like a virus. A very dangerous and fatal accident. An amazing accident he could say.

All Levi could admit is that he fell in love with Y/N too much that it feels like someone drugged him. Though he doesn't regret feeling drugged in love.

It was a bit weird but Levi took Y/N's pillow from her room and used it to try and sleep on his office table. The Lance Corporal didn't want to rest on his bed because of the memories.

Thanks to Y/N's pillow it let the Lance Corporal go to sleep despite his insomnia.

As Levi had fallen deep asleep on his office desk, Hange came inside Levi's office to fill in some paperwork.

"Levi I need help-" They stopped when they saw Levi falling asleep. Hange placed down the paperwork on Levi's desk carefully not to wake him up.

Hange sighed. Y/N is kidnapped. Levi's only weakness is being kidnapped. Hange's closest friend got kidnapped. They felt sad for Levi. They never saw him break down so much.

Hange's eyes diverted to the green notebook beside the sleeping Lance Corporal. Hange took the notebook and began to read it out of curiosity. Their eyes widen as they began to read the diary without stopping.

Hange didn't sleep that night but instead read the entire almost filled diary of Y/N's life and what happened to her.

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Just by looking at the window nearby Y/N, the sun was setting as the moon was now showing. Y/N was still in bed since she couldn't go out today and had to wait until tomorrow.

'How are they doing? I bet they're fine. I bet Levi couldn't sleep this night. How long will I stay here?. I miss him.' Y/N sighed as she hugged her knees. 'I miss my short cleaning elf."

"Y/N..." Zeke came in with a tray filled with a teapot and teacup and set it down on a small table. "Here's tea... Tomorrow you'll meet the candidate warriors as well as the other titan shifters."

"Wait... Did... Is Reiner the only person who survived?" Y/N asked.

"Berthold was left behind because Eren held him close as Levi Ackerman appeared. Reiner was the only one we could retrieve." Zeke came at the door holding the knob. "I'll see you tomorrow Y/N. Good night."

"Good night monkey" Y/N greeted back as Zeke left leaving Y/N alone in the room.

Y/N stood up and sat on the chair. Y/N sniffed the tea before she sipped it. It was chamomile. Her favourite. It reminded her of the time where she and Levi sipped tea together late at night.

She could not stop thinking about him. It was bothering her but she didn't mind. Y/N sipped the tea and looked at it.

"Levi's chamomile tea recipe is better than this shit." Y/N snickered sipping the tea peacefully in her room.

Y/N was also glad she finally knew her real heritage and past is but she was still feeling that something was missing through her memories.

"I do hope one day everything will be cleared. I also hope one day I get to reunite with everyone in Paradis. Even though it's not even a day, I still miss them... I miss him." Y/N sighed and called it a night.

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