I leave y/n's room with tears in my eyes. I decide to go back to the party to figure out what just happened. I enter as Astoria walks up to me.

"What the fuck do you want Greenwhore?" I say frustrated, "jeez I just wanted to see how your doing," she says sarcastically. "And maybe even have sex," she says under her breath not knowing I just heard what she said.

I just roll my eyes and go to my dorm. I change and get into bed. I decide to read y/n's favourite book to see what it's like.

After a bit I put the book away and head to bed.

I haven't seen y/n at any of her classes, the only time I would see her is at lunch and maybe sometimes dinner. She would ignore me every time I try to talk or walk up to her. I really miss her more than anyone can imagine.

I head to the common room as it was a weekend. I see Astoria there. "Hey" she says flirtatiously. "What" I say pissed that she wanted to talk to me. "Do you love me?" She says as I say. "Why would I ever fucking love you are the most fucking annoying person ever." She just rolls her eyes, "I guess it didn't work." Astoria says leaving me hanging.

"What do you mean it didn't work?!" I say impatiently, "well, at the Slytherin party the other day, umm... I gave you a drink and I drugged it. So I could make out with you and that you would not know what your were doing. Also so that I could make you and y/n break up." She says as innocently as she can.

All of my thoughts of me thinking it was my fault all come back to me. "Why the fuck would you do such a thing?!" I say angrily, "it was an accident," she says trying not to act suspicious. "I'm not a dumbass like you," I say exiting the common room and running up the stairs to y/n's dorm.

I knock on the door as I hear no one answer. I knock again, no answer. Until I finally say Alohamora and the door opens. I see she is asleep so I sit on the chair at her desk waiting for her to wake up.

Until she finally awakens.

I wake up to see Mattheo in my dorm. "Holy shit! You scared the fucking life out of me you bastard!" I say scared.

"Sorry but I need to talk to you," he says thinking I am going to let him talk to me after what happened last week. "There it nothing to talk about," I say waiting for him to exit my dorm.

Which he does not.

"Please let me explain," Mattheo says desperately. You know what I want to hear what he has to say I think to myself. "Go on," I say.

" Ok, so we were at the party and having fun and stuff until I got really drunk and somebody walked up to me and it was Astoria and she handed me a drink and I was too drunk to think what it was and I drank it all down like less than a second until 5 minutes later she came back and she got on top of

me and started to make out with me. But I thought it was you and I was wrong, and today I found out that Astoria drug my drink at the party and I came straight to you to explain everything I am saying right now." Mattheo says as I am in shock.

"So none of this was your fault and I blamed you and I broke up with you, I am so so sorry Mattheo will you please forgive me?" I say as Mattheo just walks up to me kissing me.

"Dose that answer your question?" He says while I smile and he moves down to my neck.