As a Mother Beyonce Looked at her Beautiful Daughter and Thought about how the news would Effect her, That man she called daddy wouldn't be able to see her. Bey, had no answer to anything she might ask like how or why.

Mommy when is daddy coming home? Blue asked

In the back her head she wanted to say never, but the word soon came so quick.

Very soon honey she said, knowing that at any hour it could be the last.

A Mother is a Cocoon Where Cells Spark, Limbs Firm, The Mother swells and stretches to protect her children, A Mother has one foot in this world and one foot in the next, A Mother, Black Venus Goddess toward the Sun, Venus Falls in love Flowers grow wherever love touches her this is how she is reborn as life grows inside me Crowing of glory Osun & Yemoja pray around my bed of newborn life, I could smell Jasmine and soft lavender around me.

I Look back on Photos of my mother when was pregnant with me does she feel how I feel?

Beyonce pondered that question, what if Jasmine is pregnant? what could that change?

would she only have his child for competition reasons? Beyonce thought.

Her own selfish reasons were creeping back to her, she thought when the Dr. said you can see him now.

His body was very cold, but he could hear but couldn't speak.

Coma, Coma, Coma,

this very real she thought, as she carefully examed his body, to think just a few years ago, everything was fine but a lie but fine. she could make it work but he wanted something prettier and younger.

"reap what you sow perfection is so"

she really couldn't believe that the man she loved with all of her heart and to fall on her knees for was near his own actual death bed. she held his hand and whispered I Loved you.and began to cry not for her but for her child, that may not have a father.

Excuse me, Bey, Can I have a moment with him? Jasmine asked.

Beyonce grabbed her jacket and said yeah while putting her phone in her back jean pocket. and walked out the room.

Things were less than perfect.

She watched from the waiting room as Jasmine, Placed his hand on her stomach as she began crying.

Beyonce felt sick and went to the bathroom and threw up. This was all too much too soon.

the three hearts...