I can hardly breathe

I'm weak and hopeless

Will I die?

I can barely remember the times that I'm strong and full of hope

Before...

I have a peaceful life

I am happy and contented

But now everything has changed

I want to help myself

I want to be the savior and save myself, but I can't

I'm alone, crying aloud

Is this my end?

They all say I'm strong, that I am loved, but why can't I cut the rope that's tied around my neck if I am strong?

And if I am loved

Why am I feeling left all alone?