Dear psyche,

I'm here again in prison inside of this four cornered room

Crying..

Hurting...

Thinking...

There are a lot of things that coming in my head

I want to open up myself

I want to speak for myself

Will they understand?

If i explained myself with a thousand words...

Yes, they're going to hear it

But I doubt if they will understand me 'Cause even me,

I don't understand myself.

I forgot that I have friends

I never talk to them anymore

I've changed

I put myself into these shits

So I need to live with that bullshit

A while ago I saw a light

A very beautiful light

I want to touch it

I want to go there

But I can't

The darkness pulled me back again

Now I am stuck in here

I can't see anything but darkness

This place is full of loneliness

How long will I'm going to stay here?

I tried to save myself from drowning

I tried to be strong

I tried to come back

But I'm so sorry I failed again...