today was sunny.. even i was shocked to see it... i walked to Bella's car smiling at her as she looked paler than ever, she also has dark eye-bags and look exhausted

" hey, you okey?" i asked worried , she looked at me with a shrug

"yeah?" i rolled my eyes as i'm putting the seat built on

" you look like you haven't slept for days..." i pressed , genuinely worried but something in my head concludes that it's about the incident

" uhh, yesterday, when i was at LaPush , i've met some friends that live in the reservation..we were talking and somehow the Cullens were brought up and they were pretty hostile toward that name" she paused thinking , i nodded encouraging her to speak

" do they have some beef with the Cullens?" i asked interested , Bella shrugged

" no, not directly but Jacob...my friend, told me about this legend and he was acting like it's just a crazy tale but after what i witnessed with my own eyes...nothing is far fetched to me now" she rambled using her hand as she speaks but keeping a slow speed as she's driving

" so what is it then?' this crazy tale' " i urged even if my stomach is disturbed and something in my head is telling me that i don't want to know

" uhh, so he started with his tribe being descendent of wolves...like real wolves; and then said that they have a sort of treaty with the Cullen family" she looked at my frowning face

" i thought they only have been here for like two years...and he replied that maybe they came back.. he basically said that they refer to them as the Cold ones " she rambled like a very passionate conspiracy theorist

" Cold Ones?" i asked not knowing what the hell does that mean

" i didn't know either but there's a book about the Quileute legends .. it's available in a library in Port Angeles " she stated making me think that she's already planing to go there and buy it

" okey..so what's the plan? go there and buy it? cause i'll go with you if you want" this made Bella's eyes widen in surprise

" y-you would? i mean ...it's very far fetched and uhh sounds crazy??even jacob thinks his own tribe legends are just scary stories " she said making me sigh

" girl...they didn't see what we saw..i'm with you through and through" i promised with confidence..although,i don't want to know anything about it..Bella does, it seems like it has became her mission and she's very invested in it..and bella is my friend and i'll go with her to Area51 if she ask me too

" you're a really good friend Lily...thank you" bella admitted blushing furiously making me smile

" that's what friends do..okey so,Port Angeles mission..when?" i said with a serious tone as we parked in the school's parking lot finally . Bella shrugged

" tomorrow after school? would your grandma allow you?" she asked thinking

" grandma likes you i'm sure she won't mind" making bella blush again..she's so easy to make her Blush and i find that amusing ...

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so the Cullens were a no show, Alice texted me that they have a sort of tradition to go camping when it's sunny and i pouted at that.. i already miss them .

Bella dragged me to sit outside with her ;and Jessica was there with Angela sunbathing.. i rolled my eyes sitting down quietly , they talked about boys they liked and about prom dresses shopping ... they also spoke about the Cullens tradition to go camping..that's because Bella couldn't be more obvious looking around for them every nanosecond

Jessica was hella jealous and i didn't like her tone when she speaks about the Cullens but i had no energy to say anything ..i felt so drained just sitting next to them, i also felt like i want to cry just because i was away from Emmett and Rosalie today..which is freaking me out too cause i'm getting clingy to them and i know that that will fuck.me.up .

school was finally over and Bella and i drove us back. my grandma wasn't home yet and I needed a smoke, i was going to smoke indoors but decided against it because weed scent sticks to anything it can find and i don't want grandma to know

i walked to the nearby forest still shocked by how green it is... it's like some avatar simulation forest ..crazy green and beautiful, i rolled my joint skillfully against a tree and light it .. the first three drags made me sigh satisfied. i'd like to think that i'm not an addict , i just like the feeling from time to time..especially when i'm angry,sad,bored,lonely,anxious.. i sigh waiting for the high and looking up the tall trees trying to do smoke tricks

In my defense, I didn't smoke that much since I arrived to Forks.. i also noticed that i'm a lot happier in here then i was in the sunny,rich life of LA! but i guess i was surrounded with toxic people and fake bitches for too long.

i hummed feeling the high little by little smiling softly till a slash of red caught my eyes " what the fuck?" i stood up looking back at the spot .. i was scared that it could be a fox or something as the forest got darker faster than i ever noticed

another blur of red but this time, my heart dropped as i can see it was a silhouette of a person with red hair.. i quickly scrambled to flee the spot once and for all, reaching the backyard of the house in seconds, i turned back to look at the forest as i was in the security of my house, i was so scared and high that i began to cry as i reached my room.

i don't know what just happened but it surly wasn't natural .

p.s: i know i'm the worst writer when it comes to updating but i'm struggling with writer's blocks every damn time