i played video games all weekend, muting my thoughts along the way. Bella visited me everyday, she helped my grandmother to take care of me and stayed for few hours discussing theories with me. she was very invested into knowing what they are. I think she wanted to know that, so Edward will give her a chance into being with her...but what do i know, i think they are both are really attracted to each other and the only thing keeping them from that is that secret.

i frankly, wanted to know..i don't know why i want to know. maybe to befriend them? or just to gain a partial evidence that Bella and i are not crazy and we know what we saw. But in hours that i don't want to lie to myself..i'd like to think that i too..want to know so i can be closer to Emmett and Rosalie.. as fucked up as that sounds, i really wish they'd like me enough to keep me around.. they are just, everything i wanted but it's really far-fetched. what are the odds that they are into polyamorous relationships And into Dd/lg lifestyle too...not only that but they both are doms in search for a little, also, a little that is bratty to the motherfucking T.

it's too much to even consider!

i huffed throwing my pink game controller next to me and looked at the luminous stars stickers on my ceiling ' i'll never ever have them' my brooding conscious said in my head. a door knock cut my thoughts making me turn toward the door " hey! your grandmother said you'd be here" Alice's voice came through the door " can i come in?" she chirped

i was stunned and so surprised " uhh yeah sure!" i stuttered , she opened the door with the biggest smile. " heya, how you feeling today" she said walking to my bed with a cutest outfit

" i'm feeling good, no pain in anywhere" i blurted automatically since i have been answering this question way too much.

" that's good, i'm sorry i couldn't visit you sooner...family trip" she shrugged, i nodded

" it's fine, i'm just bummed that we couldn't go shopping on Saturday because of my stupid accident" i grumbled, i was really excited about that

" hey! your health first, we have many other Saturdays to go shopping on" she smiled touching my elbow comfortingly. i smiled at the gesture, discarding how cold her hand is .

" oh by the way, Violet wanted to come visit you too, Jasper just drove her here" she smiled walking to the window to see the big Cadillac stopping by the driveway

" is that okey? she's kinda shy" she asked.

" that's super sweet of her, ofcourse it's okey" i smiled excitedly..maybe Violet and i can be friends too.

Alice grinned walking out of my room to drag Violet inside the house. i could see, Jasper looking worriedly at Violet and Alice... like a daddy... OMG! could they?

Violet stumbled behind Alice who looks really excited, Violet was wearing pastel violet skirt and fluffy lilac knee high socks, she has a darker violet sweater on and her hair was braided with violet ribbon in. i swooned at her aesthetic before they disappeared from my view and into the house.

i tried to clean my room a little bit, discarding everything under my bed for the moment .

" H-Hey" came the soft voice of Violet, i look up from my attempt to hide my messiness at her.

all i could think about is that,she was a living doll. so darn perfect it makes you want to cry a little bit.

" Heyyy violet...thanks for coming" i said smiling and sitting awkwardly on my way too big pastel pink bed.

she smiled, blushing vigorously " h-how are you feeling?" she asked timidly

" i'm much better now.. i was bored to death here" i chuckled, Alice smiled like a proud mother to Violet .

" i like your room" violet commented looking around my room

" yeah, i went crazy with pink and kawaii decors " i blushed, my heart beating so fast. i never really wanted to impress anybody before, so this is all new to me. Violet softly giggled

" that's what daddy says to me about pastel violets" she said.... her eyes widening at the realization that she just said daddy.. and she is not talking about her father. before she can freak out, i hurried

" yeah..if i had a daddy, he would freak out about my pink obsession too" i replied

Alice just sat down on the other side of my bed watching our encounter with amusement .

" i brought my nail polish collection with me" Alice sing song holding her bag up to show me

" since we couldn't go to the nail salon, i thought we can do our nails together instead!" she continued . i clapped excitedly

" yasss a girls night in type of thing..it'll be fun!" i smiled happily

" i brought a lot of sweet snacks along the way" Violet smiled softly

" OMG you guys are the best!" i squealed

after two hours of doing our nails for each other, and eating chocolate ,well mostly me eating the chocolate, they didn't touch it. i finally could look at my hands without cringing

" aww look how glittery this is" i swooned, between my little space and big space. which they call it medium space i guess.

Alice chose a milky white nail polish which was so pretty on her small hands, Violet chose a multicolored glittery nail polish that looked so pretty too. i completely forgot the investigation thingy that i suppose to do. and in my defense, i was just having so much fun to care about any adultish things... and i was high on sugar.

" so you never had friends that are littles before?" Violet asked me softly, all three of us holding our hands up to dry up the nail polish while we all laying down heads close..my bed was large enough to fit all three of us laying in different positions without falling

" nah, not even regular friends" i shrug not knowing how we ended up on this topic but i'm guessing we are having a heart to heart conversations time!

" no play date, no shopping sprees, no sleepovers?" alice asked

" nope..nada " i answered

" well, us too you know.. " alice addmitted " we never really had friends out of our family.. " she continued

" i never had play dates too " violet said softly, i giggled

" let's be losers together" i quoted "IT" which surprisingly , they got it. laughing too..

" we will do all of these things together from now on!" Alice chimed

i held my pinky up " pinky promise" the two girls giggled holding their pinky too

" pinky promise!" we all laughed enjoying the company of each other.

i made sure to capture this moment in my memory.. as my happy place when i needed it.

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