i stomped to my room and slammed my door shut to show my anger.

i screamed in Mr pinky's fluffy belly and my cursing was muffled by the big bright pink teddy bear that i love so much " whyy meeeee" i whined.

if you're asking why i'm throwing a tantrum ... well, it's because my mom is shipping me off to my grandparents like a freaking package. now that she has her useless boyfriend who also is a pervert. she wants to get rid of me like a trash bag !

i fought against it but now i know I've lost ! i even called my dad...he said he can't take such responsibility right now...he never was ready for such responsibility anyway!

i cried myself to sleep and woke up to pack my precious stuff and have them shipped off to my grandma's place. i don't really hate my grandma...she's like cool or whatever, but it's just the fact that i'm being made to do stuff i said no to is what annoys me!

" you have to understand that i'm doing this for your own good! i just can't handle you being so difficult al the time and my boyfriend at the same time" my so called mother said at the airport

" you do realize that you are contradicting yourself in one sentence don't you?" i reply with a poker face.

she huffed and pinched her nose bridge with her claw like nails " you are 18 and you still act like a brat ! when will you just.grow.up" i rolled my eyes and mimicked her before sticking my tongue out

" neverrrr" i sing song and walked away with my hello kitty bright pink suit case and my pink glittery heels .

the ride from LA all the way to DC was the worst thing ever! i huffed and pouted all the way, even if i was in first class... it still didn't help.

grandma Sally lives in the wettest, shyest town in the states. it's called Forks. i used to love visiting her when i was four but with my current lifestyle, i low key am very scared.

the way i dress and the way i act were unnoticeable in LA. everybody is weird there so who cares. but this town is small and everybody knows everybody. and they are too plain and normal for my own good.

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" ohhh sweet lily!" grandma gushed hugging me tightly, i wouldn't admit this out loud but it was the warmest hug i got in a really long time. i closed my eyes and hugged her back

" hi grandmaa" she pulled back and cradle my face like she used too

" ohh look at youuu, becky hasn't fed you enough! i made you your favorite pie! " she said with her warm voice, i giggled

" grandma i'm not even that skinny, and i missed your strawberry pies!" i jumped up and down. she smiled at me and helped me put my luggage in her old Toyota car .

i look up to only see clouds and huffed , this place never seen sun in ages! the forest literally engulfed the town and everything is so plain, i look like a flashy glittery pride sign in les miserables movie .

" we are here dear" my grandma's voice snapped me away from my head space and i nod forcing a smile.

my grandma's house is small, but cozy.. definitely no pool here ! the walls is decorated with pictures of family, her daughter which is my mother when she was young and my grandma and grandpa on their wedding day in black in white. she was a beauty!

my photos when i was a baby and so on.

" i tried to make all your things fit here but you just have so much so the rest is in the attic " she laughed uncomfortably. i felt bad that she is walking on egg shells around me because of my refusal to come live with her and my tantrums

" oh you didn't have to ma! it's hard work " i said, though she is not that old, she probably in her fifties . she smiled warmly

" i just want to make your move a little comfortable" she sat down on my light pink queen bed that now look way too big for this room and i followed her " i know how hard for you to leave your house and your school and LA lifestyle to come to this gloomy town and live with your old grandma.... i would be mad too " she said, tears were willing in my eyes and i hugged her tightly. Nobody ever done that for me! nobody, actually tries to understand how i feel and to have my grandma trying to understand where i'm coming from is a huge deal for me.

" i'll try to make this work i promis ma" i replied

first chapter!!! yaay