Cars passed by and the colours of the trees swirled with the lights, all of it a beautiful mess being left behind.

The memories were playing too quickly, my heart was beating too much and I couldn't breathe fast enough.

It was our day.

The day I said I loved you and you said it back, the morning you left, with all your things and your thoughts and left me to wonder

What did I do wrong ?

It was the day you left,

and I still miss you just as much.

Even though you don't deserve it anymore.

Even though I wasn't me anymore.