(Devon's POV)

And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

And sooner or later it's over

I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I finish the song and walk off the stage, thanking the fans. I wrote that song for Alex..obviously. The band are already back on the tour bus, so it's just me.

Nothing has been really happening. Alex and I have been spending a lot of time together, though. We tell our greatest childhood memories and stories in our free time.

I walk onto the tour bus with a yawn. They're not in the lounge, so they must be in the back. I sigh and throw on some black sweatpants and a black tank-top. I walk into the back where everyone else is.

"Hello my children!" I shout, causing all of them to look up.

"Shut up," Leon says. "We're older then you."

"We're older then you, blah blah." I mock him. Leon rolls his eyes and throws a pillow at me, which I catch. "Thanks!"

I sit down next to Alex, who smiles and leans her head on my shoulder. We act like a couple, yet we aren't one - trust me, I want to be a couple and call her mine. I just don't know when or how to ask her.

There is a knock on our tour bus, making me stand up. I shoot everyone confused glances, but they're to busy watching the movie. I sigh and open the door.

"Kai!" I whisper yell, pulling her into a hug.

"I'm here to surprise Sky, sh." She says. I nod and let her in, along with Emily and Regan, her girlfriend.

"Em!" I smile, a pull her into a tight hug. Emily is like my little sister. "Can I see your arms..please?"

Emily nods and pulls her sleeves up. I kneel down and kiss every scar. I stand back up and smile at her, which she returns.

"And you must be Regan!" I exclaim. Regan nods, getting ready to faint. I laugh and hug her.

I then lead them to the back. Nobody notices the 3 walk in. I stifle a laugh as Kai starts kissing Sky's neck.

"Hey what the fuck?" Skylar exclaims and turns around. "Kai!"

She pulls her into a tight hug.

"I've missed you." I hear Skylar mumble.

I look over at Alex and sigh.

One day that'll be us..

One day..

~~~

Right now, Leon, Alex, Raven and I are on the couch. The couples are somewhere else.

"This is awkward." Leon mumbles.

"Yep.." I sigh. Raven turns to Alex and I.

"You two are already like a couple, so why are you guys here..with us?" She asks with an raised eyebrow.

"We went on a date, I don't think that makes us official, does it?" I ask Alex.

"I don't know. You haven't asked me." She shrugs.

"We'll leave you two to figure this out." The two walks away.

"Would you say yes?" I ask.

"We'll see if you ask."

I grin and get up, getting on one knee, I take her hand.

"Alex, will you be my girlfriend?"

"I don't know.." She taps her chin. "I'm waiting for this beautiful girl with bright blue eyes, a lot of tattoo's and short hair to ask me out. Say, you look like her!"

My smile grows wider by the minuet.

"Of course I'll be your girlfriend!"

I smile and get up, hugging her. She wraps her arms around my neck while I wrap mine around her waist.

"I've missed this." I sigh into the hug. She nuzzles her face into my neck, her hot breath makes me shudder.

"I have too." She hugs me tighter.

We just stand there, hugging each other, enjoying each other's embrace.

~~~

"When are we going to come out to the public - again?" I ask, playing with her hair as we lay in my bunk. Her head is on my chest.

"Maybe in the next interview, which is next week, right?"

I nod, kissing her head. Who knows what everyone else is doing. Raven and Leon are probably playing video games while the other's are sucking each other's faces off.

I notice Alex fighting to stay asleep.

"Go to sleep, love. I'll be here when you wake up." I say. Alex kisses me on the cheek before closing her eyes. I smile and touch my cheek, still feeling the warmth of her lips. "I love you." I mumble.

I close my eyes, sighing as I go to sleep, still playing with her hair.

I finally have my girl back, and I can't be happier. I won't let anything bad happened to her, or us, again. I'll spend every moment I can with her, no matter what. Because I love her.

~~~

eh. I finally updated. Yay?

~Grace