It all seemed all right. Everybody around was laughing, including me. Even Misa was laughing her butt off in between.

I guess i could say..

I was feeling happy.

- ah maaan - Sara sighed - what time is it already?

- past 4 - Misa mumbled, half asleep on the couch.

- huuh? Really? I feel like - *yawns* - uhhh...

- what, are you running late? Pffft - Hashirama wheezed a bit.

We all excepted Sara to respond with something at least, but instead she let her.. uh.. i don't mean to be harsh but, it's a fact that her snore was kinda..

- ew, ugly. - Hashirama stated.

- and she's sleeping with guys with that throat? Poor boys.. - Misa was kinda sleep talking.

- i'm sure her throat is doing some other and better things than just snoring though.........

- oh for the love of god Hashirama she's my best friend, that's the least i want to hear about her okay..

The girls were laying next to each other, both of them exhausted of drinking and smoking.

- you got another bedroom? They'll suffer here all night.

- yeah but it only has a bed for one person.

- you think they'll fit?

- i mean, if they don't move an inch, sure.

- ugh, what do we do, leave them here? I kinda feel bad for them.

- yeah, ughhh i don't know..

The wind was starting to get stronger. You could even hear it.

- let's just put them in your bed.

- yeah..?

- yeah I mean you could go into that one person bed and i'll sleep over here, i'm good i promise.

- I'll.. y-you.. - i think i'm kinda stuttering - uh, o-okay, yeah, s-sure.

And he suddenly started laughing.

- look at you getting all stuttery once I say I won't be sleeping next to you ahahahahaha!!

- s-shut up! Do whatever you want, you think i give a fuc-

- you do..

- wha- NO I DONT???

- SHHHHHH what the hell man! You're gonna wake them up!

- even if you threw a bomb on Sara she wouldn't hear sh*t.

- really?

- yeah she's a deeeeeeep sleeper.

- okay enough chit chat pick one of them up.

I picked Sara up, Hashirama picked Misa up.

- good, all done.

- you're already sober though? - i asked because he seemed totally normal.

- i mean your weed is still kinda holding onto me but other than that, yeah I'm good. You?

- yeah same.

We left my bedroom and went to the living room.

- so, which one are you, big spoon or little spoon? - he said out of nowhere.

- what?

- ...???

- what is even that?

- you don't know what big spoon or little spoon is??

- do i look like i know????

- ugh maaan sometimes you're so stupid even my flirting fails. - and he made one reeeeallly sad face.

- huh? How was that just now flirting?

- oh lord, okay, just get us some pillows and a blanket or whatever.

- but i thought you wanted to.. you know, sleep on the b-

- can you just get them? I'm sleepy..

I pray to god a spark in my eyes wasn't too obvious just then...

- y-yeah, okay.

I got two big pillows and one big not that thick blanket.

- here.

He double sized the sofa. I put the stuff down.

- you think i need to turn the heat on? - i asked.

- huh? You're cold?

- no but look out the window, ain't no sunshine will warm you up tomorrow morning.

- yeah but.. i mean, you will..

i hate to admit it but..

- did you just blush??? OH MY G-

- ahhh shut it.

He smirked.

- say, wanna take a quick shower? No way I'm sleeping in all this sweat and smell.

Now what you think though, we actually took just a shower. None of us had any strength for the real shower.

- much better.

- yeah you bet.

- okay, so - he sit up on our "bed" - about that big and little spoon.

- yeah what the f*ck are those?

- do you like to hug or do you like to be hugged?

- huh? What do you mean..

- i mean exactly what i said. Like, literally.

- uh.. I don't know..?

- good so the choice is mine.

- what choi- what the hell are you talki-

- just come here okay. - he interrupted. - lay down.

- i was going to anyway but okay..

- now, make some room for me.

- okay i was going to do that too anyways.. can you finally tell me what a big spoo-

- and now, hug me.

- ooooh thaaat!

- oOoOoOh tHaAaAaT !

- who the hell did name this some spoon sh*t.

- beats me, but this is it.

- okay gotcha.

- wow it really does feel good. I've always wanted to do this with someone especially without sex, juuust warm hugs.

- really?

- i mean, not exactly just with someone.

- ...

- i'm just..

- you're just...? - i tried to tease him.

- tsk - he chuckled. - i'm just happy it's with you.

Did he feel the sudden stop of my heart? My breath? My pulse? My entire body?

- don't forget to breathe out.

Ah never mind, he did.

- just shut up.

- why so meaaan, everytime i try to say something nice you go all "ahh just shut uuup"

I chuckled.

- just shut up.