Are you speaking words?

Cause all I hear is nonsense.

Waiting for the day I understand,

understand why this is happening.

Why is it that bad things happen to good people,

and not bad things happen to bad people?

Why is it that I feel comfort in suffering?

But I don't want to suffer at the same time?

I try to help myself,

but at the same time I allow myself to become worse.

I sometimes wish that there was just one way to do everything,

one routine way to achieve what you want in life,

so then I wouldn't have to look back at the choices I've made and wonder,

what did I do wrong?

But I guess that's just how it is when you're confused.