Today was a big day for my twins, today is the first day of Kindergarten I'm so worried and excited for them. "Momma, can you do my hair?" Trinity comes in to my room with a brush I smile "okay hun" I say smiling. Trinity looks more like me everyday, her long dark hair matches mine and she has a survivor attitude about life shes always been really mature for her age. Serenity looks more like her father I love them both the same but its not always easy when I see thier father in them,Serenity has long blonde hair and they both have blue eyes like thier father.

I have them both enrolled in a special school for children who have diffrent needs than most children, I have already taught them how to sign but they can teach Trinity Braille and if needed their lessons can be accelerated or slowed to there needs. I chose this instead of homeschooling, if I didnt work full time I would homeschool all three of them.

After taking them to their first day of school I almost cried I feel like my babies are growing up to fast..

By the time I got to work I had calmed down enough to show my face, nothing has changed at work in the years ive worked here after Max took charge things ran smoothly.

The day seemed to fly by, I wondered if they where having a good day. It was lunch time and I was still at my desk, I was getting ready for lunch when my phone started to ring.

Ring.....ring......ring "hello?" I anwered my personal phone "Miss Angel?" A older womans voice said on the other end "yes?" "We have had an emergency with Trinity......" I couldnt breathe my heart jumped into my throat "i...iiis she okay?!" I was freaking out "I am unsure of her current condition, at about 1pm she collapsed at recess and we had to call the ambulance"

I am unsure of alot of what happened next all I could think is I have to get to her, I went to Maxes door and knocked "come in" his voice called I slid the door open.

"Sorry to bother you max but Trinity was just taken to the hospital I really need to take the rest of the day off and I might not be able to be here until she gets better"

He looked a little shocked "oh man I'm sorry to hear that of course you can go dont worry about it you will always have a job here"

"Go a head and take off let us know how she is okay?" I nodded and ran out of the room I needed to get to my baby. I jumped into the car and drove as fastly as I could to get to her, my mom brain worrying about all that could be wrong with my little girl.

When I arrived at the hospital I was flustered and stressed to the max, once I got her room number I headed to her room.

I wasnt prepared for what I seen when I opened the door, Trinity was hooked up to all sorts of machines my heart broke seeing her like this again tears ran freely down my face. I slowly sunk into the chair beside her bed my legs not wanting to hold me anymore. I took her little hand in mine and prayed for the moon goddess to heal her.

It didnt take long for a doctor to come in "miss Angel?" A tall large framed doctor walked in to the room "yyees?" I stayed seated unsure if my legs would hold me "Im afraid I dont have good news" he says walking over and sitting in the chair beside me. "Trinitys kidneys are failing, we will need to start the process of getting her a transplant" the doctor says. "Why are they failing?!" I asked suprised "there is a blockage in both kidneys that has been there a while and the damage to them has been irreversible" he tells me "but she only needs one kidney she doesnt really need both"

"We test the parents of the child first for possible compatibility, would you and her father be willing to undergo the tests?" He asks

"her father isnt in the picture"

"Oh okay, well we can start by testing your blood and if its a match we wont have to worry" he says

As the doctor leaves I break down and sob letting todays events and anxiety wash over me, I try to come to grasp about what has happened to my little one.

After getting my blood drawn I called Jane and Karen I asked them to pick the girls up and told them what happened to Trinity.

After a few hours Jane and Karen showed up with Serinity and Willow. When they got here I pulled them to me and we sat there hoping she would be okay, I would gladly give both my kidneys any of my girls if it meant they could be healthy.

Because her lungs where still fragile and can't be under to much stress they decided to keep her asleep until the transplant was avalible. It was hard for all of us too see her like she was, Serinity had pulled up her chair to the hospital bed so that she could hold Trinitys hand.

It was about one in the morning when the doctor came back in the room, Jane and Karen had gone home. Jane took Willow and Serinity with them because they had school tomorrow and even though it was hard they still needed to go, in some way to help distract them from whats happening.

"Miss Angel?" I shook my head pulling myself out of the daze I was in.

"Yes?" He walks over and sits in the chair infront of me "I have some good and bad news" he pauses looking down at the paperwork in his hands "you unfortunately are not a kidney match for Trinity, but if you where able to convince her father to get tested there is a high possibility that he will be"

I didnt quite know how to process the information, this means I would have to not only reveal myself but I would have to tell my ex mate about Trinity.

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Trinity in the pic above. 😊