You where close to tears as you sat leaning against the wall in the bathroom.Razor in your hand. Blood dripping off your wrists.Your body felt like it was shutting down and you felt weak.the thoughts wouldn't leave. As hard as you tried , they just wouldn't go. They pained you , they broke you , as hard as you fought them they still hurt your heart.You looked down at your wrists to see blood still dripping from your elbows down words.It was stinging but you had gotten used to pain by this point.You then felt yourself slumping , you where trying to keep your eyes open. The door then burst open to a wide eyes person who you couldn't focus on.as they got closer , you relised it was Lewis , Lewis Nixon.He was speaking to you but you couldn't find yourself to talk back."Shit , shit No come on stay awake just a bit longer" Lewis said trying to stop your arms from bleeding out.You kept slipping in and out on consiusness. Lewis was panicking at this point.

You then felt your body being picked up."It's going to be ok , your going to be ok y/n" Lewis said with tears forming in his eyes.After he said that , you passed out. He had stopped the bleeding and thankfully you had enough to go on until you got more.he wrapped some bandages around your wrists and lay you in his bed to rest. He made sure you where comfortable."There we are , it's going to be ok" he said softly smiling.He didn't want to leave you knowing what had happened.He pressed a soft kiss on your hand before he left to make dick aware what had happened.

You woke up a while later with arms around you.You didn't know where you where so was a bit panicked."Hey , hey it's ok , it's me" Lewis said. You calmed down once you knew it was Lewis.you turned around to face him and pressed your face into his chest softly as your arms where wrapped around his waist. He relised , you wanted to hold at the moment, just like him.He held you so protectively.He knew what it felt like to be at your lowest."I'm sorry" you whispered."Don't you even apologise y/n , it's hard , I get it , it happens to people like you and me , it's nothing to apologise about" he said.

He slowly leaned down to give you a soft kiss. You slowly leaned in to meet him in the middle.Your lips met and oh lord it was the best and soft kiss you had ever had."Please , let me look after you" he said softly breaking the kiss."yes of course" you said cuddling back into him."Ok good now try and get some sleep sweetheart" he said softly holding you.