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Thoughts and Dreams

Madara walked up the stairs to his apartment, the elevator did not work and so he has to take the harder way up the stairs. On his drive back to his home [name]'s words flow through his mind. Her indirect confession and the fact that she thinks he does not love her.

Well, he doesn't even know it himself if he has stronger feelings for the young female. The only thing he is aware of is that he doesn't want to lose against Mr. [Surname]. That woman is his; yes he claims her as his. She belongs in his bed, naked and willing to do everything he whispers in her sensitive ears.

Madara and [name] know each other since the youngest, the [color] haired woman, was born. He was her babysitter, friend and in the end also some kind of a lover, at any rate he and the girl had an intimate relationship. But is it love? Does he even know that feeling?

Since ever, when he was still a high schooler, he always had girlfriends that changed just like his mood. They never stayed long, due to their wants and need of more. He just had sex in his head, professedly he still does.

When he first saw the picture of his new employee he immediately recognized her. His eyes were locked on that photo. She looked so different; mature but then again she was still that little kid he kissed years ago as she asked what in the world a kiss is.

They were the softest and most innocent lips he ever kissed and he clearly remembered how they tasted like strawberries.

But when he thinks back at how little you were and the difference in age he sees it all; [name] is too young and has so much left of her life. How could he possibly ruin that girls life?

"Maybe I am just meant to stay a lady's man for the rest of my life. . ." he sighs as he lets his body fall onto the couch. Onyx eyes are pinned on the ceiling as he takes long and deep breathes. I need . . . a cigarette.

Not averting his eyes he takes a small boy out of his trousers pocket, his middle and index finger grasping the little stem and guides it up to his mouth where he ignites it with a lighter.

The smoke fills the area and he just sits there, staring at the clear ceiling; thoughts and memories running through his mind.

"Madara-nii~ when I am older, will you marry me?"

"Nii-san, you should really stop visiting [name]!" Izuna shouted at Madara as he enters the house. The raven haired older brother just looked at Izuna and shrugged. "And why? It's not like I come for her."

"That girl is-" Izuna stops mid sentence and shakes his head. "Nevermind"

"Tsk," Madara chuckles inhaling the smoky air. "You knew it all the time, Izuna."

"You are such an idiot, Madara! Have you ever thought about [name]'s feelings?! How dare you just go and fuck with her mother? I can't believe that you, Madara, are actually an adult, my uncle!" Sasuke shouts at the man.

"Oh, what do you know? You have no idea about the circumstances."

"You are unbelievable, but you know what? Do what you want, I am going to fix [name]."

"And why would you do that?"

"Because I love her, but I don't think that you know what that is."

"I know exactly what that is, now, and it fucking hurts. . ."