Every sip of it makes me feel warm and it's comforting,

I'll have another one and another one until he comes for me,

Got the grim reaper starring down at me from the balcony,

Got a lot of pain that I'm trying to drown, it's surrounding me,

Did a lot of wrong, now I'm looking back and it's hounding me.

Thought I had it all, now I'm messed up and it's challenging,

I had a love that I knew others would have killed for,

Gave all that I had, and damn it I wish there was still more,

The thought of you leaving it breaks me completely,

This nightmare I'm living, please wake me, I'm dreaming,

You tell me the truth and I still don't believe it,

How can I accept that you're leaving?