Welcome otherworlder. I´m god charge in your reincarnation. Unfortunately you can´t return back home no longer. I have made sure you have lost your memories about your sosial life. It will be extremely difficult to gain them back but it isn´t impossible. Basically you have lost all your human rights but don´t worry. We won´t demand anything in return. You can be sure of that. Actually you aren´t first to come here. Sadly you are only one healthy in mind currently. Reason for it is your birth race. You are going to be reborn as gargoyle. Gargoyle race is the most hated and scared race out there because they don´t have god behind them giving them support. As for why I or anyone in that matter doesn´t help. Well. Every god is responsible for their race´s knowledge. Sadly you possess multible knowledge from every race. Because of it no god can help you. As result of it this is kind of like job interview. Gargoyle race need god behind them to give out knowledge and you could be the one. Naturally you don´t have to. Actually I would recommend not to try at all. (More talk and even more talk. I think you go an idea.)

Suddenly massive amount knowledge came rushing on me. It gave me a headache but as result I understood my situation. Not quite. I don´t see or hear anything. I don´t think that I can move either but I can´t be sure since I don´t feel anything. I have no idea how long I have stayed here. I´m glad that I´m made of the stone. Otherwise I would be scared of me shitting something horrible. In the end I could still do it unknown to me. This is so horrible. Could I have lost my mind already. What is point to reincarnate if you can´t do anything. I might be in coma.

Time passes.

3459, 3466, 3473, 3480, 3487, 3493, 3500. Wait. Where did I make mistake?

Even more time passes.

How many fingers I had?

Time passes.

You are now one day old.

Only one day has passed!

Time passes.

3500 nooses for seven gods how are responsible for this. 3507 nooses for seven gods how are responsible for this.

Time passes.

People have passes into your territory. You can move and see as you used to. All your anger and frustration will be objected into your target. You want to make target suffer as much as you have suffered.

I see cave. There is pit trap hidden near me. Simple scare could easily make everyone misstep into the trap. What should I do?

I saw two people approach together. They had weapons in their hand. They were maces. Sound in my head said blunt weapons were my natural enemy. They will see me for sure if they pass from here. It looks like they will come here. They were man and woman. They looked like they have been spent great time together. They are now even kissing. Die you normies. You have no reason to live. Man is kneeling. He show box. There was a ring. Woman looks happy. This hurts. Why are you so happy when I suffer so much. At least give fracture of your happiness to me. Please.

There was no use. I couldn´t talk. Even if I did, I would have stayed quiet. I must make them fall into a trap. Finally they were right next to the pit. I need to jump out now. Suddenly there was pain in side me. Normally I would have thought that my heart was in pain but I don´t have one.

Why can´t I jump? I have to jump or I die. I don´t want to die. What if I will experience even worse fate than what I´m experiencing now. My reason can´t take actions. I understand. I will die. I don´t want this. Why did I suffer so much for this?

Then I saw woman trip into the rocks. She did have just sandals. Naturally she would trip in this kind of cave. What were you thinking? Fortunately for her man took her hand and pulled her into savety. In return man is falling into the pit.

Why would you do that? She will suffer rest of her live from this. She would be better of dying with you.

Suddenly I could move. I see. I should push her with him. This is my way to feel happiness. I´m going to do right thing.

I saw woman´s suprised expression as I passed her. Wait. I passed her. I hit the man across the cave over the pit.

I saw only darkness. I must have fallen into the pit. I´m glad. Even after so much suffering I could stay as human without even I noticing. It was the worst live but it is over now.

You resisted your gargoyle curse. Thanks to it you can take your body into your full control. Naturally this will cause both good and bad effects. For examble. You will suffer hunger and thirst without way to mitigate effect without inflicting harm to others. More importantly. You will feel pain.

F#ck!

I was hit to pit´s walls all the way down. It took over a minute.

F#ck!!!