《Notebook of possibilities》Sometimes we have control... Not often.
Advertisement
I retract my statement. Cause it's either that there are more types of authors than omniscient, omnipotent beings.
How do I know? I started a different book up. But like any time I try to make a story with a plot, the damn thing never does what I want. Its like i made a server and coded up a game in an instant and it immediately says, "world's done, you can't be player. Stop trying." It's a strange thing that I'm not sure can be understood without having experienced it.
Like one story I made a while ago I wanted the characters to do a specific thing. They never got around to it and it eventually was a shelved idea because I'm one of those Frankenstein doctors, you make a wonderful creation that you think is beautiful and wonderful, and then it betrays you, ignores you, or stabs you in the back. Another story I made i got to a moment where a choice was to be made, and I wanted the dark choice, it was supposed to be a pivotal moment, lots of character development, a bunch of self introspection, problems would arise, challenges would need be overcome! And then the fucking character decided... NO. I tried so hard to write the scene but it felt so wrong, so out of place, so vehemently not them despite how any other person may react to the moment... That I had little choice but to go along with a fictional characters pre-existing traits and whims.
We maucreate the world. We may even suddenly add a new feature, or a sofa, or something ridiculous like a seven wings oroborous so with only left wings so it flies by biting it's tail and frisby-ing across the world like a ufo from heaven.
But make the choice to have the naive goody two shoes stab an enemy to stop him from coming back for revenge? Yeah apparently THATS the impossible thing. Writing stuff doesn't always make sense. And at best you may be like me, a mildly telepathic ghost peering into another world. Somehow you can move shit with your ghosty powers, but you can try all you want and scream your lungs out, but those characters are never gonna hear you, never going to do what you want, and especially never in the time you want it to be. Its like herding cats. It's just not gonna happen.
Advertisement
Being an author is like rolling a d100 at times, for those who play DND. For those who don't... Imagine a random number generator for 1-100. Don't look at me like that. Not everyone is a glorious nerd and understands a d20 or a d100. I'm not entirely sure how they found this. I'd say this is a pretty nerdy form of literature. But that's just me.
For me, I like to think that there are many sources of things like "writer's block" and sometimes it's that you lose interest, sometimes it's being unsure of where to go next, and sometimes the characters just seem to lose all want to do the heroic and epic actions they did. And as an author, one should likely take this into account. Too much action? Let them take a break. A week of being lulled and charmed into staying at an in that's haunted by deadly creatures. And you just make sure they keep being near misses until, "oh man, what a great rest that was. I feel like I was supposed to be doing some- WE GOTTA FIGHT THE DEMON LORD!?" *Draw sword, shatter illusion, find out the proprietess is a demon, slay demon, rush across the map* you get a little bit of variety, humor, and tension. And it hopefully gives you a bit of a break from the arc you were writing.
Taking a break doesn't need to mean stop writing, if that's what you don't want, it could just mean the arc needs to pause and take a step back, recenter things. But it's up to the author. But hopefully you never lose the enjoyment you get from being a god... Or being a ghost. :3
Advertisement
- In Serial51 Chapters
Rise of the Archon (Rewrite)
In the Kingdom of Ferris, mages are not born but made. Through the might of both magic and arms, Ferris has grown to become the most powerful nation in the known world. Born into this world, a young boy named Vayne was taken in as a child and trained as an advisor for a noble family. His life was set, and he would live and die as their servant, never knowing anything else. However, a vision of his future reveals a terrible truth. His destiny was to become the strongest mage in Ferris, only to fall in battle before thirty, fighting invaders from beyond the ocean. This leaves Vayne at a crossroads. Will he follow this path and die in servitude? Will he see his life cut short, fighting a fruitless battle? Or will he defy fate and forge himself into the greatest mage the world has seen? A rewrite of my first story, with some pretty hefty storyline changes and improvements. Updates MWF
8 172 - In Serial20 Chapters
Bottled up wishes
The desires of man is unfathomable. Clearly wanting it all, but afraid to even reach out for it. And then there was a boy, a socially inept and akward one at that. Who just happens to stumble upon something when he was trying to find his way home, but little did he know that he was soon going to run for dear life. He's a hapless one. ... Or is he?
8 185 - In Serial42 Chapters
Heartbreaker Or Heartbroken
What happens when love turns into hate, don't try to collect the broken pieces of my heart you will end up hurting yourself
8 183 - In Serial44 Chapters
You Will Regret Rejecting Me
Lilic (lily for short) is without a family she has been since she was 8 she is treated like a slave by everyone except for the cook and Alpha,and Luna, their daughter,but when the Alpha's son Jared rejects her she has had enough and sets off to make herself strong,and beautiful and will make him regret his choice.
8 148 - In Serial23 Chapters
Game on
"I think Y/N is pregnant with my child." he said it as if he was admitting that he had a disease.-"YOU CAN'T KEEP ME AWAY FROM MY SON!" He yelled as if he had any rights to claim my child as his.-"Then we will see what the court will say about this." He spoke angrily before walking out the house not forgetting to slam the door.
8 178 - In Serial50 Chapters
Obsessed with you (Reader x Central Cee)
When their eyes meet for the first time, her heart flutters and she has no idea why. 'What a beauty!' He thought when he locks eyes with her...'Damn! He's way sexier than I thought dayummm' she thinks as he stares into his sexy, hot, hazelnut brown eyes.
8 111

