It's been a month since classes started

I can only say that I am somewhat disappointed, although I think it is partly my fault for not understanding the reality of wizarding school.

Most of the classes thus far have been incredibly boring and with little to no educational content that is important concerning magic.

the classes are focused on content for children, which is logical because they are all children, this is where I overlook this situation

I thought that because it was a magical school, they would begin to deal with related issues on this immediately, but it is not like that

In most classes, they teach us very basic concepts, a lot of history and even teach us to read and write

A total waste of my time at the moment, it seems that I had a very wrong idea in my head, I imagine that with the passing of time the classes are improving, luckily I have not wasted my time during this month, I was able to enter the library of school and I can say that it is an incredible place, thousands of books with much interesting knowledge to acquire

I have taken advantage of my time to concentrate on reading many books and enriching my knowledge, to the point that the vast majority of classes are ignored by me, I just sit in the classroom and what I really do is read books while the teachers teach their class

This has generated that the vast majority of teachers constantly scold me in class, although these have been decreasing over time when teachers realize what I am really doing is studying more advanced content and I am not wasting my time, although Some still resent that I ignore their class because they think it is a challenge to their authority, it is not something that I care about the truth

Currently, I have deepened my relationship with Filius and Mundungus, sometimes I meet them in class or the hallways, even with Filius I have had some meetings in the library,

It seems that Filius is doing well in the Ravenclaw house, as he told me he thought he was going to be the object of some kind of discrimination but it was not like that, he has made some friends with his housemates

But undoubtedly the most notable change has been that of Mundungus, there is little left of that shy person we met on the train, little by little his personality became more active, he talks more, he smiles more

It also seems that he is starting a business with the collectible stickers of wizard sweets, changing, buying, and selling to those who need them, especially the rarest

He has shown me some of the rarest stickers in the collection like those of Merlin or Morgana le fay

There are some stickers that are interesting, as he told me, he is making an album with all the stickers that exist, when he has them all he will show me

It can be said that they are the only acquaintances that I currently have at school, in the Slytherin house it seems that I am suffering some kind of rejection, from what I managed to investigate this is due to the reputation of the Gaunts and the black hand of the wizarding families who seem to be preventing them from associating with the children of the Slytherin house.

According to my research, there is an unwritten rule in Slytherin house and it is "don't talk to Alexander Gaunt"

I have to say that wizards families are very original, this has never been tried before ..., maybe if my mentality were that of a child this situation would be quite depressing, it is a pity that their plan is going to fail, I can even imagine which one it will be the next step in your plan.

If the person who manages the plan is smart he will wait for a year for the next freshmen and when I am in my second year he will form a small group, maybe 2 or 3 people combining first and second years so that they earn my friendship and after some time betray me, maybe kill me or charge me with some crime and send me to prison

If he is impatient, he will indicate that in the course of this school year one of the people who ignored me tries to be my friend and then seek the same result

This situation does not really bother me, I did not plan to make friends with anyone, because magic is something very mysterious and it is very easy for someone to betray you for their own benefits, I do not believe that nonsense of best friends when easily almost anyone wizard can cast an imperius curse on you and control you without anyone noticing.

I also plan to do many things that are surely prohibited by the magical world and ethically incorrect

having many friends can be a burden for me

at some point, I thought about maybe starting to look for subordinates to create the foundations of an organization, but I think that this is not the right time and the circumstances do not allow me either

Speaking of the last acquaintance, Nimue, I have not had much contact with her, according to what Mundungus said, she seems to be a quite popular girl among Gryffindor students, surely her cheerful and very active personality attracts people.

Leaving aside trifles, I think I am sure of something very important in this month of study, both young students and teachers cannot feel the magical energy as I do, even in books there is very little or no reference on this subject

I have been able to identify that for wizards the way the spell is cast is of critical importance, from the movement of the hand with the wand to the performance of the act of vocalizing the name of the spell is an almost mechanical situation, they at no time they have that feeling of magical power moving throughout their body much less being able to control it

This means an advantage for me and it also means that for some unknown reason I am different from the rest, there are many mysteries in my body and my mind, and I sense that they all seem to be related to my father and my birth ...

It's a shame that everyone who knows anything about this is dead or missing.

I am still investigating if there is any book by a wizard in which reference is made to this or an experiment on it, but so far I have not found any, it would seem strange to me that no wizard has ever wondered about these topics and studied it or performed experiments to understand it

While doing my research in the library, I continue to practice meditation every night for a few hours before going to sleep in my bedroom, I feel like little by little my magical energy continues to grow, this will be a process that will surely accompany me in most of my life lifetime

Maybe for some, it can be a slow and boring process, but I am convinced that this will create what will be the foundations of my future

"Constant effort - not strength or intelligence - is the key to unleashing our potential"