December 24th, 2014

The worst day of my life.

no no, i bet you are all thinking that “just ‘cause you don't have a lover.....you cant really call it the worst, right?”

well, that’s part of the reason!

although, i think you pretty much hit home. but, you cant expect that's all there is to it, right?

its not only the worst day for singles, but its also the day where i have met with fate.

some call it destiny, but it is nothing but gears set in place since the beginning of time.

on that fateful day, the gears began to spin.

the gears of fate.

well then, shall we see for ourselves how that came about?

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Shindou Light.

A highschool drop out and a shut-in

age: 18 years old

longest relationship: 0 years, 0 months and 0 days

basically, single for life.

Today, the 23rd of December 2014, is the day i finally leave my room after two years.

well, my story isn't that special. as for the reason why i’ve became a shut-in is probably because of bullying....

ran away.

that's probably the word best to describe me.

a coward.

that's my personality....

but everything is going to change today!

Today, i shall change my lifestyle!

i bet you wont believe me but i’ll still say it, TODAY I SHALL CHANGE MY DESTINY!!!!

now, i expect you to ask how i’m going to do that.

well, its pretty simple.

i'm going to get a girlfriend~!

its a cute girl i met online~~

well, not really a girlfriend but where there's a will, there's a way, right?!

so i’ll take control of my destiny and do it!

destiny is within the palm of my hands!

......or at least that's what i used to think.

leaving my room, i started heading to the station which was the meeting place we agreed on.

of course, all i was wearing was a hoodie, a 10$ jeans and some old shoes

now i wonder what you people are thinking?

“you are wearing those for a date?!”

well, its not a date! -yet~

and whats important is the feeling behind it not the outer appearance!!

hmm?

ohh?

is it just me or are people less here?

even though its supposed to be rush hour....

a little anxious, i continued my way to the station.

just as i reached the station, i saw her.

she was wearing a light blue sweater that went bellow the knees.

it honestly looked like she wasn't wearing anything under that...

but i wonder?

ohh, no good no good!

she noticed me as i suspiciously stopped in my tracks

damn.....why's she here......?!

“---go”

huh?

did i just hear something?

her bright eyes looking through me, she flashed a very bright smile

i wonder why she is showing me that smile....

just as if the chains binding my movement were cut lose, i started walking toward her.

“Do-- go”

hmm, my head is playing tricks on me....but, i am hearing things nonetheless.....

ehh....?

w-why cant i move....?

no, i am moving but what i mean is.....why cant i move anywhere else than toward her.........?

it’s as if my own body is having its own will

all it did was move toward her

she, which had bright blond hair.

she, who was too beautiful for someone like me.

she, who could be taken as a goddess walking on earth.

she, who ruined my world.

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Author note: if you spot any problem with the spelling and grammar, please point that out.