intangable as if never there

we can feel it as if we were in a lair

our hairs up

our eyes out

Live your life as if I was dead

Kind of like in this book I read

For love I do not get

Yet I will not forget

Neither will the dreams of others cascade

Fool me twice and then thrice

For I'm a fool

Better stay up

Watch your back

Cause in the night I'm gonna attack

If this is a game

You better stay up

The pain you have isn't enough

I'm poet

Playing with water is what I do

I'm a poet

My words pain a strange hue

I'm poet

My words right through

I ring true

As I sing to you

Playing with fire

You won't hurt me now

Playing with fire

It's a cascading shield anyhow

Stacking my deck as if I wasn't gonna lose

This fate I have I shall never choose

A victim

A player

A thing of wager

Nothing gonna keep us up tonight

Let's have a fist fight

Aight'

You and me make so much love

Regret hate and not enough

You want to make my life so fucked up

I'm gonna make your money not enough

Let's take your stuff

Let's take your love

This ain't ever gonna be enough

No holding back cause I prefer to give it rough

Baby girl I'm gonna take your stuff

Talking shit

And doing this

Calling me a player

I dismissed

Fuck the opposition

Fuck the submission

I'll push you to hell

I'll go to the lobby

I'm quite swell

Alligator

Pitch black

Why is it that all I can feel as of late

Is a cold discompassion and a splitting fate

Where I'd rather not be under the sky

than look at another person's eye

My morals

To me they stand above all

I'd rather fall or lose it all

My morals

I won't yield

I'm a jerk for doing this but my coldness is my shield

The definition of a jerk is simple

It's the one society hates

Not the evil one because as of late

Blind followers are ornate

Let's see the people I'd rather cut down

I'm not vying for the crown

A single pawn

A person I once fawned

But now my relationship with them has dawned

In catastrophe

Because it's only me

I'd rather be alone than under your sky you see

My morals

They stand above all

To me with them they fall

My friends I'd gladly fell

If I could scream and yell

Because that's how much I hate you

Giving false excuses

Using up your time

Taking the heart of the one you once called mine

You hurt them

I was the only one there

But when they needed it where?

Something happened to a relitive

So now you cannot

Ha as if your in distraught

You flirt with some others

You continue to play

the girl you abandoned

She is no longer happy so to say

Yet after it all

Your relationship to fall

She still loves you and it gnaws

The pain

It drives me insane

Not of jealousy but hatred of you in my brain

They call me poet

I hide under a mask

Repent

That is not all I ask

Abandon a girl because she's close

Don't abandon the others and don't make the most of

This pain

It burns my brain

Because no one will ever trust me for I am insane

I will never be the same

As people like you

The close ones

Those are those you hurt

But those who you harm love you the worse

Is it because you know

In this flow

They won't ever leave this show

Trapped in your own hypocrisy

Trapped in this place without democracy

I'd rather be friendless than with you

I'd rather not have to choose

Because it's so simple to say

I'd rather lose everyone than enjoy your company so to say

lets test a theory

lets see if its true

lets see if the world can be dyed blue

in this hint of color

in this splash of light

where do we live

will we ever fight

So one loss

The loss of you

Two loss

the loss of the ones you choose

Three loss

The one I supported talks to me no more

Because she'd rather be with you than keep her pride up no more

Abandoned

So to say

Left on that day

Broke up with her you bloke

I supported her but after that your relationships still awoke

Relationships with others

Excuses between each other

"Because of my mother

Who shares the same fate as you

I'd throw you away

But you'd come back like a dog with a shoe"

I'm prepared to leave everyone to leave you too

This is my sense of justice

The morals which only I hold

A giant jaw

Gonna give you slack

She's nothing but a baby back

Of deadly opposition

That's where it's at

Mama told me

Never gonna give

Never forgive

Or you saying shit

What's up

Not enough

Kind of fucked up

Light it up

Better keep running

No place for love

Maybe a death

A single shove

And all is gone to black

Let's cut the poor girl some slack

I sing of the chaos I bring

You won't see a thing

When it goes to black

Ain't no place for slack

So a hint of emotion

A strange notion

A memory faded to dust

Will we ever have enough

Enough trust?

Can we throw it all away

And say

They will rule the day when they cross me

Maybe death is the cure to my tears

death stopping all pain

all sadness and ability to gain

The blame

Again and again

eventually the sadness i needed to recreate

a past of futures of things ive lost as of late

the memorys i hid in a far away land

this sadness

longing

it drags me by my hand

the thing that first inspired me

will i be able to let it free

writing so many entrys

will i ever really be me

its addicting to take pain killers

its kind of a thriller

the doctors wait for you to justify so

this addiction

it freezes my heart like snow

im hurting myself to get a point

im loseing myself to get out of this joint

tearing some times to open a wound

i have lost in this dune

will i let myself out soon

we are ready to run and utter a shout

the first perception

what will we see

eyes at the ready

who is this before me

it seams as if action

it seams as if not

it seams as if we need to hit it with all its got

i seam to be going back to a lack of judgement

as if my eyes are down

as if the people judge

as if i always have a frown

their perception

its not of use

our views

are too obtuse

we cultivate image

we portray lies

we do everything

but even so called gods will die

when fighting for ourselves

we must not lie

under a casket of shadows

what bothers me most of all

what will cause our friendship to fall

a hint of desperation

a hint of idiotic elation

a hint of trust too much

and then its enough

it shatters down

on the ground

without a sound

as if a bubble poped

as if time has stoped

as if the tears will never fade

we leave

on this path we both made

what bothered me most of all

what causes our friendship to fall

is a fall into hypocritsism which i am enthralled

to end

regret

lets not forget

the best things have not happened yet

the young are old

the old wish to be young

the world is spining

our feelings stung

lets not forget

our time has passed

our world has gone on

it has gone at last

so lets regret

lets forget

fall into a vat of dreams

where nothing yet everything is how it seams

regret

thing about what you cant change

regret

you'll become deranged

regret

it all passes by

and here we lie

looking high to the skys

regret

the one friend we can count on to be at our side

no one for me dont you see

a single sad song left for me

in this place of one not three

of a single boy alone without any need

companion ?

no kind of over rated

love?

no id be elated

happiness?

no i know it crumbles down

and when the love dies i hope you dont frown

because in this land

of only me

no help for me so you see

in this land

of desolate thoughts

everything has a hint of distraught

for everything we gain

another to lose

another thing we will one day need to chose

a single sad song

is all i need

call me full of greed

static p live stream poems

welcome to the stream, im hyped for the gleam, of the faces of everyone which beams, but to say as it seams, this is gonna be a great stream, no chance not to sheen, in the light of the beams

thats called steam, not smoke it seams, for smoke is from the fire and its gleem, the water and the steam, its called water it seams, water can be found in streams, smoke can be found in the firegleam

hello im amree, its static cant you see, wait too many people for me >~all around me are shoe laces, everyone around me is in familiar places, all alone is craces >~a tea pot, i am not, im a poet and i tried to give it a shot, but i was filled with distraught, dont drink tea from the stove,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

a giant cup, is it enough, with a huff and a puff, we blow it away with our stuff, is this tea cup enough

ill dump your tea, so you see, dont sit next to me, for it hurts me

justins beaver, its on a leash, its kind of small, like a keish

being creative, kind of relative, i must say, i cant tell night from day, so i say, weird people like me will play, in comments and hey! goodjob ley

ameree has alot of pronounciation, starage elation, i gain from this relaxation, lets scream to the nation

i cant give myself a ocean, even though im full of emoitns, to my thoughts i have one notion, my tears wont change a thing, so i wont sing, it wont do a single thing, so ill just wing,,, it

because im happy i become sappy, not a single thing to do, so what am i gonna do when the chaos ensues, lets sing the blues, dun dun dun dun

when i was nine, i was on cryin, not a single tear flew down, because the tears went inside and around, in my blood is salt, in my eyes is water, its just gonna get hotta'

if a detective cant remember his lyrics, can he remembers the wrongs, can he sing a song, of evidence and sing long, can he really see, what this world has done to me, in the blue and the trees, see

a taco unicorn, kind of strange and deserving of scordm just kidding its cool so norm, is this unicorn

lets bother amree, static too, i wonder what hes gonna do, 123 chaos ensues, what do we do out of the blue

static p, how do you see, so much hair too much for me!

unseen, many spleens, a heart is a book cant you gleem

im a song dont cookie cut me, use your emotions and set them free, therepudic, for the soul, a son

hype hype so much hype tonight, a new wensite to plight

no more inspiration, in my elation, i hope for some relation. i must pass, for this is my last

lets cry down with tears and thunder

skys going asunder

nothing left on this barren land

run away me to far away lands

nothing left in this land asunder

split up by winds and thunder

of sadness and mist

we never wished for this

but only i can see the tears

lets blow away winds of skywards tears

and lets look at the people we consider mere

in this croud

we see a face

but in our memorys binding lace

"NO NO" dont talk to them

"no no" they were once friends

"NO..." a single tear breaks out

before we scream a lost shou

lets build up a wall

a barrier so to say

our feelings traped in

they wont get away

cant wait to say

i dont feel jealous of you

because my tears and the wall will come down too

and with the blue moon a million strikes

of my pencil to my skin tonight

not of the flesh

but of the mesh

between my hands and head

a million strikes

go on tonight

as i think of a way to fight

for my life

for my morals

for whats right

because i know that it might end tonight

am i a fool

am i acting cool

when i hide my feelings away from the entire school

this school of people

not of learning folk

im hiding my attitude to you blokes

dont wanna hurt you

really dont

dont wanna curse you

so i wont

so im gonna go

and with the tide

gone is with the hide

gone i will be shy

a fool is the only thing i can call myself

for i hate myself most and no one else

but who is to say

my feelings should go away

only i will to my own dismay

so i hide myself so to say

bye bye friends not today

gone with the sea and gone with me

for nothing is left for me

a million miles go to rest

a single flower no unless

who is to save it from the best

who is to save it from the unless

in this place

the flowers will not grow

in this place

beauty has no home

here it is only to be picked

lost as if never exist

death besets all who step on this land

death follows all who hold my hand

in this place where desolation reigns

only i

the forgotten remain

a fool i am

no longer can i hide

im a jealous creature

i know inside

ill hide my pain

and stay by your side

maybe one day disappear with the tide

im a jealous creature

i want you for myself

but being a jealous creature i know your better off with someone else

so if i ask

will i go

for good only time can sow

the seeds of future past

never again to last

for this is the final

goodbye

and in the silence of yesterday night

and in the dimming hope once bright

and in the love i thought youd give

and in the places i forgive

i know im falling into the abyss

the darkness of this

in the silence we call a home

in the noise we call alone

in the tortcher we feel today

in the places we never sway

will we live for another day

will we see the light of yesterday

will our journey come from east

will we ever smile at least

a million tears upon a single moon

a million mere fools and baboons

a million things i want to ask

but in this silence is your task

the smell of death never ending

A forest found in mountains of bones

One single tree living stands alone

The wind of yesterday blows across now

The winds of fate wonder how

The things we've seen all passed on by

the world we've seen has all gone and died

The things we've seen

The friends we've felt

All their deaths have been delt

THE FUCKING DEATH HAS ALL PASSED ON BY

THE EVER SCENT HAS SCREAMED AND DIED

AND EVERY SINGLE THING PASSES ON

AND THE THE WORLD OF DEATH BEYOND

THE ONES DEAD SHALL NOT BE REMEMBERED

THE DEAD LIE DISMEMBERED

IN THIS FOREST OF ONLY DEATH

EVERYONE WE KNOW WE FORGET

What reason is to live

What reason is to smile

Never in a while

Will we get these answers

What reason is to be happy

What reason is to not

What reason is there to ever distraught

Life is funny do you think

I'm cutting myself from this brink

Of destruction

A million years found a single rose

A million seconds to blow it away

A million seconds to give up

A billion years to forget the pain

Alone again

slowly everything has died

slowly everything gone inside

nothing left

a shell of before

every single thing

drops to the floor

the incoming darkness

the internal mess

the mixture of happiness and distress

the moment we die

why do we smile

the moment we cry

once in a while

whats going on

this mind inside

whats going on

what are these lies

who are we

who am i

what are we doing

why do we die

in this distress

what unless

in this mess

who can jest

in this place

what are we to say

when everyone dies in a laughter of dismay

A song which just goes along

Never to end as it goes strong

But is that ever a song for us

Is that going to be enough to trust?

In this song of never end

Is there a end for us as friends

Maybe

Just maybe

We have to part

This is our start

So let's see the mistakes we made in the past

The goodbyes we've had to have said as of last

The goodbyes of never ending tears

Of mistakes we made here

Our lives mere

Our tears here

Across the faces as if mistakes never bore

Into the hearts of the ones we failed once before

I guess there's more

To this sad song called life than gore

Beauty and sadness

Happy Ness and madness

All intertwine in a million ways

Heart break and love loss

And heart warpth

And pillow toss

A million sides to every coin

Maybe a end to everything I will enjoy

Maybe the sweet embrace of death will toy with our hearts

As we are pierced like a dart

Gone is yesterday's start

Here is today's end

A single person on a long road

The road of life it was foretold

But what is a road without its turns

will we ever truly learn

The goodbyes of yesterday

Lost in the never say

This is the tears of dismay

Never again can I say

The day when freedom becomes a right

When others can't control our life

When money does not rule us all

Is when authority will fall

The root of all evil is not money

It's authority

For so you see

Without authority

Money would be nothing to me

A single melody from times past

A distant coldness at last

For gone away from bonds of youth

What are we to ever do

Let this he our ending song

At the moment of coldness we can no longer go along

So let's see

The cold sea

As our heart freezes like never before

love fades

the road we made

together we cannot stay

for hey

im not yours

you not mine

ill love you but only a little bit for all time

lets start

a simple story

lets start

and not be sorry

how will this go

i dont know

a poem for me is just going with the flow

stuck here?

dont fear

dont quit or lear

stuck here?

the problems mere

we can finish it in ways with sheer

words

good night goodnight all

are you prepared for the fall?

into flames

into hell

into it all

goodnight of eternal darkness

can you see this?

no dreams

no dreams

all shattered in blood

no dreams no dreams

all gone for good

how will you live under that hood

wear it in shame

no one knows your name

whos to blame

but you the no name

so how will you cope

you wont you dope

so say this i will

welcome to the eternal darkness

my thrill

So ever since the light of yesterday, the light we cannot see today, the fading beauty which has captivated so, the sadness which can only grow, so ever since that longing went amiss, ever since we lost this, we waited by till a day, when we could finally leave our dismay, but ours turned to mine, and only I bid my time, the Everscent regret

twenty one days

twenty two nights

a hundred thoughts of strife

a eternal fight

a spring of tears

a thing slowly growing mere

our past ... gone

get down

get down

all of you down low

dont look up

dont lose your toes

get down get down

because you know

this place is gonna blow

blowing across barren lands

the hands of people lie where they stand

no one knows of their brand

the mind of people are their hands

Blood lust wrath

A ever trodden path

With a knife and a blast

Everyone's left in the past

Their bodies

Dead

Their souls

Gone

To the world beyond

Blood lust

Wrath

Anger in this path

For what is the last

When everyone dies

its all over

the love had died

but id rather not be your friend tonight

i saw you as a lover

now nothing for it over

we all ended our relationship here

id rather die

than be here

living a life of fear

that my emotions may break

and that you will take

my tears as mere jokes

friends ? friends

that all changes the moment you snap to them

no free will

no pen or quill

what can they do but utter a shrill

can you cry

can you lie

taking free will

id rather die

i dont care about your lies

"you dont understand"

look at my hands

here and there

all in air

no one notices those there

all alone

as if not close

you make a problem and dont notice those

shes sad

cant you see

what is this world

doing to me

cant you see

are you blind

"dont fight"

ill take whats mine

free will?

got it in a war

dont understand?

look at this worlds lore

everyone's born equal among the states

"dont argue with me"

abit too late

you crossed the lines

when you thought you could cross the minds

of everyone reading all the time

you crossed the road

of no return

when you took their hope and made their souls burn

will you ever learn?

"dont argue"

"dont fight"

"im always so so right"

well lies

so put up your guns

shoot me dead if the chaos has begun

but i wont care

till my dying breath

i will not utter a single unless

never

never i tell you

shall i break the cues of human shoes

"you dont understand me"

take others cues

dont you see

lies amuse

your not the only person

i must add

dont act like that

its kind of bad

yes im mad

what am i gonna do

but watch grudgingly on those who amuse

my sense of justice

so lets lie

with a sigh

did we ever truly love

or did we die

did our songs dissipate with skys

we all cried

the moment our love died

heart break

pain

nothing the same

lets whisper a melody only known to the soul

a melody which is millennia old

told in storys foretold

through the centurys many fold

the melody of betrayal

sprinkled with the rhythm of heart break

and all it takes

to end this sake

is the death of one alone

and so we sing this song

and as our thoughts go along

we all fall down

without a frown

because this is how it was meant to be

come die with me

lets make you happy

because im sad

never will i ever show you that im mad

because i know

that although the seeds we sown

will forever freeze in this winters snow

so maybe ill go

never return

look at the bridges

all going down to burn

will you ever learn

the things weve earned

shall be pulled away

because you never intended to stay

what color is the sky

black white blue why?

because in the night

out of sight

is the fear you will die

in the sky

in the day

you wonder hey

how will i be blinded today

and in the sun

where is none

no one will smile today

for hey

what is this

when all of this was written by a misfit

and so the winds keep moving

blowing bonds away

forever gone

what can we say

i love you?

no thats a lie

if i knew wed part like this

ID RATHER DIE

so i scream to the sky

and know that tonight

this pain will end

again and again

and here i stand

and here i send

a last whisper to the ones i once lend

hearts shatter

and what matters

is now gone forever with the wind

blowing across the forest thick

blowing into ears just like this

a whisper from out of sight

dim

quiet

like the night

will we ever forget that sight

which was blown out like a candle despite

the need for light

extinguished

When I was a young boy

My father hit me

I fell down crying at my knees

Blood flowed out

But that's what life is about

Only the poison can bring out the shouts

And only then can love be brought throughout

Not to him but to someone else in which you doubt

Yourself and what you scream loud

Who are you

What do you love

Certainly not him rise above

A million years pass and the trees turn to dust

A million years pass nothing but desolation remains

A million years pass and a love crumbles into nothingness

A million years pass and I stand their waiting

Yet a year passes and you leave me so

A million years pass and my sorrow crumbles into nothingness

A million years past my self pity burns like never before

A million years pass I waisted my time

A million years pass nothing from before remains

lets sing a song

we brought along

with our selves

never our voices strong

but a voice unwavering

is more valuable than loud

because the song of love

should live throughout

yet your voice stopped

as time passes

we lose time

and as poems are made

we use rhymes

so what goes on

if we never lose

we will never grow

if we never choose

hey

to the girl i once loved

to the girl i consider a dove

oh wait thats a lie

i still love you and hold you in my eye

but i know

under this sky

only i love you

dont you lie

its been too long

and your love was strong

but i loved you all along

im the only one to sing this cold song

not a thought of warmpth to let me go strong

on a path long

yet never will i prong

at the past we held dear

to the past you now hold mere

was i ever really here

did i ever love you who was near

or was it all a illusion

made by the mist of time

out there enless possibilitys

of not only fortune but death

loss regret

all of them fill our future yet

we are hopeful

we grow old

we go to lights

we all really know

open your eyes

close your regret

because never forget

in times of dispair we cannot let

ourselves fall

we will se the horizon of it all

in a light where we are shawled

by constellations of sky fall

the dreams

written by our ancestors

the past

told by ones before

the clouds

they dont block us now

in this dispair

we gasp for air

or our past selves

but we wont care

if we die here

for we will die trying

and thats all that bmatters

no trust to give

no trust to take

no more hope for love to make

but in this darkness

you may find a light

but only if you give it time and a hope to fight

for you live your own life

and you live your own strife

so never take a knife

never take your own life

live without love until you can live without lies

live without pain until you can find the hope to not die

never give up under these orange tinted skys

never give up under the ever growing lies

because under this sky

we all know inside

your a friend and shall never leave our eyes

we care about your life

so never say die

or we will cry

under this auburn sky

tinted in a sorrowful red

as we lay and look at ruins of despair

and as we look at the thoughts we had in air

the people just like you and me

fall of trees like leaves like these

do you expect everyone to listen

in this world of despair

where everyone gasp for air

frozen we all bear

this coldness

this world

all frozen in ice

we ask for help in despite

im not gonna help you

you scream at them

when they dont help you

you cannot fend

here all you have to do is smile

but no

youd rather wine for a while

run a mile

no ones there

forever thoughts frozen in air

lets go to the graveyard

everyones dead

their heads slowly hanging from stakes instead

youll find everyone waiting

bodies all in a row

as you look at it

you finally know

lying dead and everyone gone

gone to the world of the forever beyond

when you find it

the reason to live

your dead

no reason to forgive

its cold

bone cold

no one was here before they were told

its dead

bone dead

everyone lies here in your stead

"why" you scream to the world above

but you really know that you gave them a shove

everyone dies and everyone cries

as you bleed out poisoned lies

"i tried to save them"

you poor poor fool

you were the thing which pushed them to eat gruel

you were the cause of their death tonight

For what reason

could you possibly fight...

Dammit why did you have to say goodbye

Did you really want our relationship to die

Although you said hi

I never yet forever got a goodbye

I miss you

My love for you will never die

I'll remember you when I look up to cold sky's

Or see the shifting lives

Of people far away

So can I say

I love you to this day

Okay poetry in free form goes in 3s

3 main points so you see

Rythn rhyme

Emotion , all 3 sublime

Because without the other you have something without shine

Without emotion you have no meaning

And that makes the poem duller and without gleaming

For what is a poem without a mood

Without it you have no food

Without ryhtm you have a story

Might be full of emotions and rhyme but also full of glory

So Rythn is important but not as much so

As emotions wherever we go

Ryhme

The least important of 3

For so you see

A poem can be written with 2 of the 3

"A poem is just a song without instruments"

depressing this world

it shall be

it has always been this way

to ever she or he

it wants to take your life

and in this depite

you hold no might

and are drowned out by pain

lost in thoughts all over again

falling into a loss of ability to fend

where no answer is cried out

no life is shined now

nothing but despair drowns the sea

filled with darkness and me

"kingdom story"

once far away where a kingdom stayed

filled with people galore

all revolving a princess who only wanted more

the king watched

silently till that day

banished by himself in dismay

for he could not keep supporting

a princess he loved from night to morning

depressing this world

it shall be

it has always been this way

to ever she or he

it wants to take your life

and in this depite

you hold no might

and are drowned out by pain

lost in thoughts all over again

falling into a loss of ability to fend

where no answer is cried out

no life is shined now

nothing but despair drowns the sea

filled with darkness and me

for he felt she had gone astray

in perverted and strange ways

so to keep himself from saying

that he'd never see her another day

he watched from the shadows in dismay

because he has no right to change her

find another

who can be your father

because i'll never understand

the friends i have at my hand

so goodbye

thats why to you i have died

for i dont want to hurt you all the same

this is fates game

only the king can hold the blame

"goodbye"

Without bitterness you cannot have sweetness

Without darkness you cannot have light

Without love you cannot have despite

A flame meant to live shall live

Sometimes extinguished and reborn

But you cannot fan the flames away

For you risk fanning your own

I'd rather smash my own love on the stone

Than breaking her , and Sams own

so lets see

the boy has died

he was all alone

fear to hide

no one saw

the sadness he bore

but now his life is no more

so dead he lies

upon a tree

dead upon

yet no one sees

no one but the dead old trees

the wind blows across telling no one of his death not even me

so hes dead you see

never to be seen again

A wise old man once told me , he was not wise , he learned to live through many eyes , the foot steps of others , the feet of few , seeing through each one anew, a wise old man , he told me this, everything is for a reason even if the reason is lost in mist, never again to be known by anothe

Calm aura

Emotion from nothing

As if your eyes do the huffing

What you see

Is different than Hart

And even that will give you a start

Don't go too fast

Take it slow

Don't love too bad

You never know

But know them first

That's all I ask

Don't ask for love first before that

That's a lovers Plat

Nothing good about that

I'd rather wait for a while and see where we sat

Only know who you love after that

Because even in times of stress

Find the person who makes you feel best

Not the girl who has the biggest chest

Best eyes

Or feels at rest

Because this is your whole life's test

Love can be worse or best

Don't rush now or you'll jest

Yourself and her unless

Be careful who you love

And when you do

Know who it is

Who are you ?

What do you do?

She doesn't know and neither do you

Not enough to love out of the blue

Because neither knows neither who

A rose will wilt over time

A rose will prick as a poet will rhyme

If I made her jealous

If I made her break up

Could I say I ever actually had love?

Roses are meant to be withered

Love is meant to die

Reborn or given up with sky's

If she found a new rose

Not from me

Only time can see

If it will be withered like me

The fading rose

a voiceless bird flies through sky

silent as he is high

so as he sees the turning sea

he loses himself to he

the ever turbulent sea

the bird ask to me

what do i see

as if never silent can it be

does it talk or without a voice

is it silence or just full of noise

many questions fill the room

many answers not to be found soon

many things well never see

but thats just life so live with me

who is he

who is she

no one possibly to be

"parents"

lets see what this society wants

happiness and obedience lots

so what is the purpose of being here

if everything i chose is so mere

this helps you

that too

do what i fucking want to do

no self judgement

everything a lie

freedom living in places of despise

whats going on with this world

poetry idiocy everything a whirl

cant love me for myself

everything i do is fucking delt

everything i do will hurt myself

who am i to you?

what do you fucking want me to do

beg to humanity with the drop of a cue?

love everyone and be just like you?

learn the things everyone wants to

fuck no im not gonna do that in the blue

im myself and no one to you

he laughs and appears next to you

I'm a mind reader and I wonder too

Because you just met her and asked her out

You don't even know the girl what's that about

Your judging super ficially

Without your notice yet ficily

What can you do but as a stranger?

Asides from friends

Did they cause you anger?

You asked out a stranger

What's up with that?

I know it might be pretty but doing this is shat

It's better to be with a friend or ask later than now where you sat

so let the blood boil

hearts slowly toil

a body rolls down the stream

and as the blood crumbles

and as the world turns mean

we laugh as it never changes it seams

this world is cold so let the show begin

for not a single thing changes when pride goes thin

for humans the most prideful of the bunch

they all suck and should become a demons lunch

although humans

they rule the world

lets see how they scream when our plans unfurl

see how they bleed

so before the poem i wanna tell you guys my reason to write this , ive seen bullying to black ember army where satanism is being insulted and everyone is being bulled , although they worship Satan hes not a bad guy in their religion so respect their opinion

i might or might not worship satan but i will not support bullying under any circumstance

how funny how funny

you think were scared

idle threats

hatred everywhere

obstructing our hoby

hurting our pride

you say were exposed?

how about you go die

oh wait you wanna cry ?

the fudge man we dont care so why

harasment bullying

all of this

anger sadness

are you mean or just a misfit

sure were satanist

sure were "bad"

but in satanism nothing evil that thinkings a fad

why dont you research childish lad

oh wait im calling you a boy!?

thats because your the opposite of coy

its like your a idiot by choice!

what if we dont agree with you

what are you gonna do

spread hatred and lies?

use religion to despise ?

ha funny all your lies

were satanist

thats our thing

but to us your the evil you bring

for your the idiot who trys to sing

sing of hatred

sing of lies

one sided insults in despise

ha research all your arguments are lies

so lets see how life goes today

in this eternal abysmal dismay

how will we live with no say

no freedom ability to play

here we cannot live nor stay

lets break free run away

what do you say?

take my hand and run throughout days

into a land where we never grow old and stray

to never land we go

but when you grow you know

your dead

all i wanted was a simple goodbye

you led me on the path as if you died

yet i didn't believe that why?

you never even said goodbye ...

so ill say it for you

goodbye

how they scream out of need

as without friends

nothing goes how they plan it to end

for its not humans that were god sent

it was the demons back which were bent

so now humans repent

as you suffer bellow our knees and as we hear your pleas

we watch waiting to eat your knees

your skull slowly and painfully bleeds

so after your done

everythings dead

everything is crumpled and red

nothing moveing

a silence unforetold

what was new is now rusted and old

bloody bloody cold

lets see how bold

humans are when old

old snapping and red

lets not forget

drenched in blood they are said

to have died instantly

as if never yet always reluctantly

winter coming to bring the ice

winter coming freezing lives

in a frozen wasteland in someones hand

is a crown and before a throne they stand

watching over desolation

watching over elation

a wretched king walks to his throne

a wretched king finds a home

in the flames of a place far away

in the woods where lives never stay

its never winter yet never day

stalking prey they hide away

searching for food

no good real mood

only desolation

only isolation

fall asleep

fall so deep

in a dream

we forever weep

as if dead

as if instead

we were frozen to a land that never ends

to a land where frozen are our friends

king gathers a army

one giant fight

one aim

to take a life

so in desolation

so in mess today

we stay in ashes

Now

go away

Now

all of you sinners bow

so im a huge fan of static p so im like spamming poems based on the stream today in the chat

how will you live if we are in dismay, how will you question if we may never say, on deaf ears we will play, for this is the land where we have no say

be writing poems like death not, hands going across the key board like they float, in one single motion my hand comes to pass, in a single poem my words come to last, forever stuck in past

how must we live, in a world we can never forgive ,we must live... its never late to say sorry, we are all humans arent we, for this is life we stay, for this is life throught the day

brain damage, life damage, lead the path away, for can we ever, can we stay , this life we live today, will we ever be traped in dismay

rainy days, rainy nights, rainy will you be my senpai tonight, for although we are, far apart , i really do love your art

a reason for suffering , a reason for another thing, for even if we are hurt , for even if we are prepared for worse, we will never cry for a nurse, for we can prepare for hurt

and as we say, and as we sing, and as we think , of everything, and as we live, and as we die, we never change, for morals corruptible tonight

i was far away, in another place, but can i say, i love you today, for even if we cannot stay, for even if we cannot love irl today, we must say, i love you today

will you see, make amends, make some choices, be friends, say sorry, never lie, never never say die, for this is life, not a game, never ever stay the same

friendship, mis slip, maybe we could go astray, friendship, maybe slip, one day we may fade, this is what the path ahead has been laid, never change, never lay, for this is the world we stay

am i a ghost , never noticed so close, for even if you know, the wind will never blow, my way you know, it really shows. senpai.... rainyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

rainy is senpai, rainy is life, for in whatever strife, art work is always nice, you must know that art is life, although music is nice say that twice'

trying to get rainy senpai to notice me

rainy senpai , you are life, so please keep going in any strife. but dont fly low if you can fly high, for us you can do what you want with your life

5 am , somewhere far away, not a place to stay, for this was early in the day, for we could not stay, we must have gone away , must have gone astray

notice me, poems in threes , rainy is best girl you see, for she is amazing in art for you three, best girl you must agree

anyone else agree, rainy is best girl you see, for she is amazing to me, i idolize artist you see, i love artist because they are not me, im a poet to you all three

singing is something i cant do ,monotone voice between me and you, im a poet so that doesn't do anything to... me so i must ensue i like poetry yes i do

rainy is best girl, i will unfurl, my opinions which i concur, she is best girl ... greater then most, greater than all, rainy is best girl she makes everyone else fall

can i say, rainy is best girl any day, for she is amazing i say, the best any day... please show me the way, im not a artist im a poet to say

hehe you saw, im so glad you saw that all , i thought i was ignored, spirits dropping to floor, i adore, rainy senpaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

rainy is love rainy is life

can you not see my poems with thee, for you will never see my poetic trees, lol im at my knees, do you see this or see me, for what am i if i never feel the breeze

static notice me, senpai see my poems in threes, ive written hundreds you you haven't noticed even one from me, but someone else who only posted one you see

static look at me, can you not see my poems with trees, can you not see the sea, for what is this if you will never notice me, is this what they call unease

and how does someone see me, if you ever notice my comments in threes, poems unnoticed you see, for life is strange via the information sea

you cant drink milk, your not missing out, for many things will give you the same feeling throught, milk is like water, but you dont need it tosay , dont worry ree, youll make the day

lol cool

rally a comment, in rebelion today, let the comments be seen, in the day, for we cannot spam, we cannot see , will you ever see my poems, do you see me

will you notice my comments p? static p will never see. im missing your notice senpai notice me! ive been writing a few hundred poems writing in threes, never noticed by you or me

ive been writing poems for this whole time, you notice not my eternal ryhmes, over ten, not one seen , will you ever see... me... my poems unseen ,,, life by the trees

leaving the past behind

a pricling thorn

leaving the things which left us blind

never more

so as we keep going

although it may hurt

its better to cut yourself off than seek a nurse

for the pain will only continue

and so will regret

its laughable how your efforts can be forget

its funny how you can thing

"its not over yet"

so this is my curtain call

this is my goodbye

i must say

i wonder what happened after we parted

i wonder if you felt anything inside

but now no more

as if feelings have pass

we are nothing

like our relationship

not fated to last

so as you cut me off

oh so long ago

i never forgot you

you forgot me you know

i wonder if ill ever know

your thoughts back then

i wonder if i ever know

the feelings you wanted to send

yet just one day

Recognition is not what a seak

Too much will make you meak

"So much to lose"

Only a fool

Will do what he considers drool

So cold

So cold

Freezing slowly

Mind old

As I was told

I'll die today

Goodnight

Be born astray

As we lay

We go into the temporary death

Please no

Dont leave me now

Oh god

Oh god

Why must you frown

Your at the door step of death

At the corner of despair

Yet why

Why do you choke yourself without air

Oh god the deaths they all revolve

Oh god the sadness it all evolves

From depression only silence springs

What reason did you have to lose everything

Why ...

Just why

Why must you die...

you left , gone away

in my heart

how can you ever stay?

even if you never wanted to hurt

even if you never wanted at first

you left

just gone away

in my heart you can no longer stay

so with these poems

i say my goodbyes

once these poems held a love which no longer lies

so goodbye my friend

our relationship must end

not because our relationship ended again

but because you left me to hide

the truth under a veil of lies

you left one day

a promise of tomorrow shall never stay

because you just left that day

never to be seen again...

until you were with a friend

i didnt even get a goodbye

so keep going

have fun

but we are no longer connected

the link is done

so who were you

did you leave your past behind

if so im glad

because i have left mine

although you were important

to me so long ago

now the hearts have grown cold

like the barren white snow

so as you must know

my heart never wavered and thought to go

but as i know know

you left me

without even a single "i must go"

for i never knew how quickly a relationship could turn cold

this is our last

parting task

have fun

When does beauty become a eye sore

When you wish to see it no more

As if the joy you felt has left the floor

What you loved... that beauty ...

Is no more

And hey the blood flows

And as you know

The time of love when it grows

That time has died at my toes

No longer an time of love to me

Of sadness and blooming love to be

Let it die

Bloody skys

And that is the red tinted night

oh is this another poet i see, or is this a rival to me, lets see, how will you be, i challenge you to a duel with me, poetry in threes , a battle for me and you by the sea

hey anyone see me, any one feel me, this feeling of never see, you will never be, noticed like me, im kidding tee hee, im a poet you see , notice me (rainy senpaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

the weeb, lol i heed, im kidding no offence ment by me, i enjoy this but please see me, im so small and loney you see

you dont see my poems, yet ill do the sa me, for im a artist , and this is my game, although i cant spam, my poems will stand, for this is a game, and i plan my hand, throught the land , coments stand

lets see, how old we be, we are the most alive with thee, for this is fun, and this has begin, for this is how we sing

how will we watch if we must sleep, how may we live if we are deep, in a eternal dream , with me and you , is this what chaos ensues

this is amazing is it not, this will take away all distraught , sadness be you not

shout outs, out loud, i play music now, i play piano and guitar, i play a instrument much bazaar , ocarina, something you hardly hear, music rare , i am mere

be happyness not distraught, will you ever fall off, this ship is lost, now by frost

cookie cutter, oh so simple, nothing new , oh so simple, so boring, we cannot find anew, i am giving up on music, i am through

make what sells, this does well. we know how to travel through hell, no longer the days of old, no longer really bold, but not special, not free, that is not what i wanna be

ive been writing poems for rainy , rainy is senpai and i am not being zany , rainy is amazing, ive once said, for her id do anything even be dead

rainy is life. not matter the strife, amazing for she can fly high, this is amazing by and by

lets see how i do , will you notice me , will i notice you too, so how are you, how am i, how is your outlook on life

rainy is amazing, you must agree. for she is senpai, senpai is she, for her art brings me to her knees, poetry...

on one day far behind, on a place far behind, somewhere back in life, for this was along time ago in the night, when we use to live and fight, for this was once our old life

so how does this go, if we can not slow, in this poetry we flow, please notice me you know

rainy senpai, never say die. for you are best in my eyes, in skies you can fly

when will this stream end, will this stream end my friends? for this stream is god sent, but my scheduled is not , i am in distraugh

rainy is life. rainy is nice, for she is the best despite, ameree also being nice

how are you static i must ask , static how are you i must last , for you are amazing in your task

ive been here for the whole time, ive been here for all the ryhmes , im not well versed in songs i say, but ill listen to you guys any day

rainy is life you see, rainy is amazing to me, she is senpai she, hehe

one single note to rule them all, one single thing to cause the fall, so many things i must admire all, so many songs to cause the fall, one song to rule them all, the song off

will the stream ever end, will the stream ever leave friends, can we keep going as if we were god sent, can we keep going as if we were lent

cya i must say. goodbye today i played , look on discord to my dismay , lay

shoveling into your mouth, eat your stress slowly out, now shout, about

fireflies, never die, for this is flyeing oh so high, in the sky

cya , heya , goodbye hihi , night night , fight fight, life death skies, byes

And hey the blood flows

And as you know

The time of love when it grows

That time has died at my toes

No longer an time of love to me

Of sadness and blooming love to be

Let it die

Bloody skys

And that is the red tinted night

When does beauty become a eye sore

When you wish to see it no more

As if the joy you felt has left the floor

What you loved... that beauty ...

Is no more

I must fall asleep

Going into it deep

Tonight i must see

Who i am to me

Goodnight

And if we cannot live can we die

And if we cannot breath are we down low or too high

If we do not even know why

Can we smile at innocent sky's

Spilling as if the blood no longer flows

Falling your arm

Off it goes

Who were you

We no longer know...

But please dont die and let the sadness blow

This sadness everyone knows

And what has this sadness brung today

In what have you done to feelings you've betrayed

What am i to you

What do you expect me to do

Hands shaking

Worry rising

Fear and despise slowly dying

I wanna help

Yet i cant why

The silence it hurts

Pains the sky

Oh god

Oh god

Im shaking now

Oh god oh god

The tears flow out

Oh god i dont wanna lose you so

Oh god please

Don't let it rain bloodied snow...

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And what has this sadness brung today

In what have you done to feelings you've betrayed

What am i to you

What do you expect me to do

And as i lay here thinking about past

As i lay here thinking about last

The feeling of depression fills my soul

When was i ever whole

And pain and pain again and again

Can we say we were ever friends

And death amends for your sins so

Lets all die in the snow

This is kinda fun

I must say

Breaking the emotions which led us away

No longer love

But hate instead

I wouldent mind if you ended up dead

Jk id rather die instead

Black like ashes or dried blood

White like cinders full of the worst

And as if dried on the sky

The rainbow is tinted in red light

And as if living for not the one you love no more

And as if your sole has become tired and sore

And as your mind fills with lore

What can you trust if the one you trust most is trusted no more

And as the pain comes to the heart

And as the pain slowly starts

What can we do but go to sleep

Our soul staggers and falls too deep

And who are you to me

What do you expect me to be

Am i a angel who only serves

As you do worse

Without knowing your thrust

And in places where feelings pass

Will you love me like we did last

But no i know you truly do not

Because it pains me in all that is sought]

Alot has happened

Sadness ensues

Im kinda depressed

Dont know what to do

Do i know you

I forget who

Do you know me

Like i once did you

Winds blow through throats sore

Chorus sings and makes spirits soar

And for those who see no light

I hope you have a nice life

The winds of fate have changed as of late

Not a whisper to be heard

And as we look

Reading books

We miss the world around

Nothing we notice

Nothing but white sound

A silence errie

As if a pin can be heard

This is the worse

For this silence is a first

It bores into minds

It corodes our time

Surrounds us in ryhme

We lose our minds

What can we find

No need to remember a past so far away

No need to remember places you didn't stay

Even if your paths split yet we'll never know

New memorys in the snow will follow us with the flow

Lets walk toe and toe to make new memorys

ive felt left out many times and again

lost in a ocean of people yet not one a friend

where will this world send a hand to lend

for i need a hand to hold mine

time and time again

please bring me a friend

yet im left out again

Beauty Ness not a quality for eyes

Neither a quality for touch or despise

For when life is over and your wills gone

Is the fading beauty of face what you want?

No beauty is for the soul

For even when body grows old

Even when times of danger foretold

A mind will still be beautiful and bold

For looks wane yet soul never withers instead grows

In a place far away

In which magic and science could stay

The scientist rose up

The magicians froze up

In a war of science and magic

In a war of gore

What is to find but hatred and love no more

Both so different

Magic and science to say

What similaritys can be seen in the day

Both magic and science are needed in the heart to say

What is different between the night and day

poet appears next to her with a slight smirk

Hey are you trying to hide something like a dirk?

Or are you avoiding a jerk?

Anything you need

Ill help and try to heed

What do you request

What kind of quest must i jest?

poet sits on a step of stairs

I feel as if im walking on air

As if when i step ill fall and die right then and there

he laughs and smiles putting on airs

What if

Whos there

he ask to the world and the ones residing in lairs

For all he can questjon now

for his voice spreads out

Lets stand up and live out loud...

Lets live in a shroud...

Travel the world now

Heart shatters

Broken heart matters

Lost in the sand

Lost to the wind and fates hand

What can we say

When love can no longer play

When we lose our will to say

"I love you to another day"

When will we finally see the life

The reward for toil and strife

For when will we see the dark

Do we need to live with a heart

Cant you sometimes see the light dim down

Cant you hear the laughs be drowned out

The ripple of times past can end

Can we ever say we were friends

No way i can find to live

No will to try and forgive

Whats parted can no longer heal

For this world relationships are real

Ill cut it off with zeal

Trying to find a way for my heart to heal

But heres the deal

Never again shall our relationship be real

we all lose our path one day

the ability to give our say

but please don't stay away

from the path called life

although full of strife

although with the fill of spite

life is not meant to be void of bites

we must live a life

reveling in the shadows light

The know the pain which comes out of the blue

To know the feeling im going through

I need you to see

The true side of me

In which the air i breath

Is so beneath

My heads in the cloud

Its so hard to breath

My eyes in the sea

All the blur consumes me

With passion blind

A world i leave behind

A doubt in my mind

Who am i?

For can my heart ache if i can no longer feel

Can i suffer if relationships are no longer real

As if the death of our relation is a shield

Ill live normally , full of zeal

Not hurt by the death of what we had , i shall never kneel

Love

A cycle always passing

Yet sometimes but rarely lasting

You can become friends and stay like that to the end

Or start to love and never he friends again

Maybe you become a lover

Maybe you become one to another

But remember all great things come to a end

Because even love will die when you become lent

To the devil or heaven where you'll be plesured or repent

Its kind of funny how it is to swap close

Lose the old and walk out bold

Without a friend

Without bonds which have come to a end

What can we do but walk to where life sends

Us to find new friends...

But i dont want any

They just hurt us more

For this is what we find on the dance floor

Enemys at all sides

No one to rely

For when your backed up and ready to die

You know they all only used you inside

And as friendships come to a end

And as we lose our friends

What will we do to make amends?

We wont

We leave without a goodbye send...

Falling from places i cant do a thing

Falling from heaven without a thing

I can neither sleep nor sing

What will the future bring

3 2 1

Not a thing

Dont sleep

Dont sing

Red eyes shooting tears like a spring

Daggers knives all made for despise

Ment to take lives

Made to survive the fight

Many edges

Many lives

Oh so many ways to fight

A parry here

A parry there

And then your dead

Stabbed in the head

Square one again

With a triangular blade

For death it was made

The water a clouding force , the depths of the ocean hell , so deep we do not dream to delv , but where our youth goes to die , is in the depths we lie , for when the land catches our eye , the world is our sky

Night mares please go away

For my friend please go astray

For i am here with her today

Nightmares night mares go away

Because i can say

I love my friend more than you scare me any day

heart breaks

heart aches

cant feel anymore , feelings disapate

and as we go on

we wonder whats wrong

but we still go along

for we are still here and that shows we are strong

heartaches

feelings disapate

time moves on quickly as of late

so can i say

that one day

another happyness will lay

upon your soul because hey

life isn't black and white

its also grey

the heartaches fade

and so we fight

for what we want in life

and like another day

can we say

i love you bae-

In the winds when no happyness can be felt

In planes no love can be delt

What do we have but ourselves

What do we have but to stop sniffing and smell... the winds of fate

Can we do anything but hate?

A river will keep flowing even if the silt stops, a river will keep going even if the newts do not , a river will go and one day forget , about the roots it had once on planes higher than this, much like the river you will need to bid me goodbye

A hole in a heart which will never be filled in , a place where no love can begin , the day you loved me , the day youd say , a pain in the heart to dart away , something for me , something for you , even though they said be born anew , let go , let it flow , move on they say , but what other than the day can we play? Wasting time , wasting tears , what other than eternal fears , forgotten days , and forgotten rules , dont you find all of this cruel , i try so hard , i break on down, i slowly gain a frown , no one cares , yet they say to , lose a part of myself and be born anew, the other day , we can say , may love sprout in a time far away , when we can be at peace and say "i love you"

I walked into the house and saw my mother , the screams which enveloped my soul and another , the running of stairs , what was no longer there , a chill from feet and spine , a clawing to my soul , a pain to my eye , a dog coming from behind , a thought of panic inside , i cant see , im blind help me! A cat in her arms , a scream of harm , a banshees wail , from my head my blood pails , over and over turmoil away , over and over what can i say , going around over and over , no where to hide , no protective cover , whats happining! What comes from the abyss , whats on the ground , who did this , mouth to mouth , help it now , my sister crys out , a nudging creature to the lifeless flesh ? A animal i loved to the best , as if strangled it pushes around , my arm , the life escapes without a sound , it died in my arm... a feeling of harm , streaming down... without a sound , the life is nowhere to be found , i get it now , hes dead , no soul in his head, im numb , his life is done , Swallowing me whole, as if a gentle foal , we get in a car , rin to the kennel ... too late... too late... his life disapates , run run , drive drive , run run , broken inside , run in , scream out , my cats dead , no soul in his head ? At his death bed , his life is shed ... memory's rin around in my head... as if the screams of past instead

In a river far away , in a places where children played , to ones dismay someone would say "they will never see eachother after this day" , they were separated and thus ends this play

Angels falling from up high

Oh what has she fallen for

from the skys

Lost in places of might

For what does she fight

For can she save a life?

Or will she destroy one instead

Stained in red

angels can play with voodoo dolls too

For it is not god but Satan they chose

For what do they have to lose

They are born anew

Feathers of black

In the night they attack

Cry silently without a sound

Bawling my eyes out when no ones around

For i dont want them to wonder if my mind is sound

We cry together when we are prepared to die

So never lie

For your under the hot knife

Full of strife

How is it in times of lost

How do hearts stop of frost

And the death blows over

And the bodys roll over

And again we see

Lost children by seas

All orphans at a young age

Lost to the horrors of society's blade

Lets live on

Hope they be strong

And escape this treachery

3 2 1

The nights begun

Time to look and the trial is done

A death sentence for all but none

In the midst of the night

A horabble fright

A shreak

Then silence

Nothing is right

Waking up

Is it enough

For a life of death and destruction

Is it a junction

Lost in a function

Of death

Is the feeling of sadness coming to pass

Is the feeling of death coming for me at last

How will i live on this barren rode

How will my storys be foretold

The cold wind blows and so does the snow

It falls from high and some creatures die

In the cold we stay

Fate away

We are blown by the page

As we say

Are we going to die today?

The beat of the drum

The smell of old rum

The screaming of the dumb

What have we as humanity done?

The human race full of greed

Taking what they truly do not need

They take the life of those who plead

The human race has a deed

They require the killing of a hundred lives

They to others must be despised

They really suck in the way they move

They destroy everything in front and behind they chose

A white mornings glory

The pride of the tropics

In the night when all the moon bores is life

A mornings flower

That is the sun

But when the day is done

The moon flower bears its petals

And mascarades across the sky

For it will never die

Only wane and be born again from the night

So many lights all blind us deep

Oh how much we'd rather sleep

But when your next to me i feel so lost

What has caused this internal distraught

A soul is dark and covered in black

A soul is shattered

No turning back

An angel who will only take our lives

Will they force us to change inside?

Because this is life

And we have a knife

A weapon of eternal strife

For this is life

And this is the night

When all will bleed and words go asunder

For this eternal untameable thunder

Will we go under

Will we cause the world to shake a rumble

Worlds apart

Deadly darts

Diabolical starts

For what is heart

When all we can see is the dark

Ask the lark

Hope for a new start

rebirth

If you really know me tell me my past

As not even i know what i did last

For time has slipped me by

Years consumed by times i wanted to die

So if you know me tell me what i did last

For a past in secrets is what amass

My memory are what i seek today

For this is the last stage of this fallen and run down play

In a rundown town we can say

Lost to the winds and run by fate

How long does a sorrow in the heart last

For a year or for our futures and past

No one knows

Only time will show

The sorrow of death

How does the world age us so , how do we know when we must go , how do we see the light in the snow , how do we know where we must be , when we must go

Trapped in a place we cannot escape , trapped in time with a dark fate , what we don't know , what we want to be , what we are , that is beyond me , life is a mystery , the past is also one , the world is never showing , time is always yet never slowing , forever with the winds ablowing , its always snowing. .. such a cold hell we live in

A tomorrow which will never come , as its always moving away , to the day after today , to the day in dismay , sadness and sanity , it all starts to flee , depression and death , it has all wrapped around me , isolation , desperation , what we reach out to see , what we lost ... between you and me , give me some time , some time to unwind , as we think through minds , why is fate unkind

A body cold , lips blue , eyes dull , to be born anew , born because , a love bright , it died in the frozen nights , what is life , gave up fight

Violet filled sky's , full of nightly delights , two who played pretend , one who saw its end , walking in a line , looking for a sign , for the world they left behind , for a door they must blind , for this is the story of time

The feeling of a new born life

Infinite futures yet also strife

But how will this pass

Will the beauty of love last?

Will it become the past

It will not as this is a eternal task

A task full of love

Peace like a dove

Yet struggles to come

A game and task has begun

A sad cold night , fill of despite , a boy sat there , in a wooden chair , he ran his fingers through his hair , the last sensation which will be there , no motive you see , lost between him and me , no one knew , until his life was through

Shadows crawl and consume it all

In the night when we are enthralled

And as we sleep

We fall so deep

Into a meek leap

into another world we go

Jump from reality to the snow

Where our dreams reflect and may go

The winds of time will never rhyme as time is a mystery to our minds, and thus will never shine in anything but a dull light

When do creatures change from human to monsters

When does savagery consume

When does the path change for us

Leading to our doom

Whats the difference between those who can only fight

And the difference between those who must fight

They are not both covered in despite

Because somehow those who only chose to fight are the light

although their is no difference

How cruel is this World

Real talk: when you only use guilt trips to try and fight for your reasons i wont give you mercy if all you can do is cry about how bad your life is

Hearts fragile as glass , easily broken as the last , fivr hundred times has even the most innocent heart, every heart has a bad start , like a shark the hate will consume , the hatred spells the worlds doom... hatred and plunder , two different things , but what will we become , when we sing, the song of fate , are we late , to one day change , and become better for the world's sake

Alone with thoughts once again

I hope my memorys will lend

Some satisfaction

Why try and fight for something others deem right , when in their blinded sight, we lose the path of despite , and in our sight , we switch to another side , for what do we fight , when we risk our life , for merely our life , but we also risk the chance to live and gain the one to die , the ones who won , they used guns , the ones who lose , they lose their life as we pull the trigger and fuse

Lose their heads, now in insanity instead , laying on the bed , their path is misaligned instead , no longer right in the head , what lies in a heart cold but hatred instead , for what is fair when you lay in bed , insanity going through your head , for what is correct when you are always wrong , for what do we live for when we have sung this deathly song

Why sleep at night , when all is nightmares and fright , as if we've done the wrong , were our minds ever strong , is this story of hatred short or long , like a slowly stopping song , we have died all along , inside our tears roll down long

A beautiful world, a shadowy night , full of painful black and white , cloaked in light for all to see , dressed in shadows for the people to bleed , this warning you must head , do not trust or you will be corrupted with greed, do not seek but only what you need, for this is a world of greed , one which seeks you when you bleed... no second chances , lost to the world dances , for this is corruption , for this is disruption , life in assumption

Watching the sunset on moonless nights , looking to the sun although the moon shines bright , how is that right , we only see the brightest light , what is the difference between blindness and sight

The shadows they do not coat the walls , instead the light covers the world with a shawl, we cannot do anything but feel the darkness at all , as we live in a illusion which will fall , the king of darkness rules it all , for the humans are going at a technical crawl , they see it all , nothing but darkness will befall , the rebels they see bellow the shawl , but they only see a reality ment to break their emotions , break them all , now the villains they stand tall

Id rather stick for the ride

poems are more fun when they were polished by the tide

i just dont know my time... to run and hide

I want you to be mine

Even if it ends in tragedy, for only me , ill stay at your side with love for eternalty

Kittens play in the sunlit day , in the morning rays they play and say... "meow" what does it mean now? Have fun ^.^ already done , on the grass they play , all through the day

Out loud they scream , oh so loud , in fear they scream , all out now , a knife at my throat , my neck slightly bloats , as your finger slips , and then the knife dips , full of metal and not lead , who will die , me or you instead , hope you enjoy your bed , bed of death instead , full of lead ... take a risk , let your heart dip , say the sane and miss , let your finger slowly drip

Slip up , sit up , lose all stress in your brain , lost of blood , slowly running insane ... drop of blood , from your brain , no longer sane but deranged , drop a knife , lose a life , one shot of a gun , then your done , prepared for the love of none. Be shunned, it has begun , no hope , any ? Nope , in the arena with a girl and another named sabrina , lost with the memory's of friends named hina ... from a time far... are they memory's they are... or are they bars ... trapping us in past which we are

So lets start this duel sim-pily, a duel with knives between you and me , a knife to your throat and then your lifes gone , a nope , but what happens if instead you win and gloat

The silent whispers through trees

Tell of storys beyond me

Times or past do they tell

But learn from them and your future will do well

Life we know Is shattered, I am the darkness all covered in white, mascaraded as the thing you want to die, no longer do bright flowers bore the night, but the legacy of seaside did you know, hide my light so no one can see, what was once fed up to the moon, I have a few good to me

In the forest where love once grown , the seeds of the next season were sown , but in the winter they all died out , a forest shrouded in darkness it is now , no longer do bright flowers bore , only shadows lay down whispering no more

The roots of the flowers which once bore , now shrivel spelling out never more

Can you hear the silent whispers

the screams of times past

sleeping in the shadows

a figure will dash

making history in its wake

walking through rain and hate

once it was a slave

now its now too late

let the body's split and disapate

the ever burning hate

the end of time is nigh

Its far too late

Run quick

Disapate

for you cannot stop fate

Kyrielle: a French poetic form

Four line stanza, and 8 syllable lines, it can be as short as two stanzas or as long as the poet wants it to be. It also has a refrain in every forth line. The rules I want with the freedom to duel

And in the forest down the tree

I see a darkness which consumes

it spells of horrid doom coming soon

shadows pass by the waining moon

Waining moon i see spelling doom

life in the shadows end me soon

shadows of the blue ending moon

shadows pass by the waining moon

You'll be the girl, ill be the monster , black and white as you can see , no need for blood and meat can feed me , its better if id die , because then you could live , but animal instinct still exist , the warmth of blood, the feeling of wanting more , not enough , drink it dry , live it as if floating in skys , drunk with blood , still not enough , a lost fallen dove , a motive overlooked , still not enough , secrets now gone , betond it all , as we fall , our dreams are hidden in your blood red shawl

"The more you scream, the more you hurt , the more you wiggle , closer to death and rebirth"

Oh darkness can you sing me a song , have i been trapped in your embrace all along , yet some can still shine so bright , what gives them that light in the never changing night , sing me your lullaby , let me come inside , lose the will to fight , and fall into slumber in the eternal night

I just want to leave my past behind

Over and behind the golden light

No matter how much it shined

It eventually blinded me till i saw no light

Now behind me i can say with rest

My life from before is gone with the rest

This is all a mess

Look to the skys and see the light

Neither the light of the moon or the night

Look at the sky and find lost hope

The night is over

Sadness a nope

So look up with pride

Cant you see

Life has so much to do

Come to reality

Follow your dreams and look up high

Find yourself in the skys

Im tired of being here

On this earth so mere

Supressed and over stressed

By the fear

Of loseing one near

Oh so very dear

If i left

Would anyone mourn me yet

And if you left

Will i ever be able to forget ?

your presence still lingers

My heart still fights

ill look for you through out the night

If your lost ill be your guiding light

A wound in the heart will never heal

A arm cut off is just a monsters meal

This pain is way too real

Its close

Its dangerous

Its sureal

will i be the next meal?

When you cried id wipe away your tears

When i died

You screamed out all your fear

When you smelled

The air of love in the air

Family close yet never there...

the smell of a family bond is there

love of family is there

A resounding light

Blinded me till you left and my eyes died

So close to the light inside

But now only darkness resides

in my eyes

Bound by the life you left behind

lost to the memorys that were lost to skies

Pain oh so real

Way to sureal

The pain you felt

Its still steal

Pain will always stay

Never break

Be real

Be my guide and lead the way

To futures we left can we stay

Its been gone

You've been lost for all too long

Singing a nostalgic song

to the world

something wrong

I must be strong

Goodbye my friend

So long

"Boys are honest but dumb , girls are sly and cunning when needed , im alot more like a girl , thats why i cant trust you" -brian huynh

The last question makes my heart race

Mainly because it changes the pace

No one is you and no one is i

We are all people yet also lies

Its useless to think who is real

Because this world is mixed in the sureal

But as we ponder of what is next

Life will very much vex

Drowned by noise

Traped by silence

Lost in seas

Who am i

Who are you and me ?

Drowned in silence

No one can hear

The difference between deafening noise and perfect silence is mere

Its all practice my dear friend, the rewards or practice do not come to end , so let me lend you a hand as i bend, down to mend your crestfallen heart once again

When the winds of fate blow

Do the gods above know

Or are we guided by a light

Of eternal despite

When two people meet

Is it fate

Or is love a illusion

And are we late

What a lovely lad , on the edge of Maine , with the blackest of hairs , the thickest of manes , with a lace dyed in red , to complement her cheeks , a crimson bed , down the streets , the fair lad walks , down to the docks , so he can talk , in boots made of rubber , and large thick heels , will he catch a large meal? Taking so many fish , and so much treasure too, with his luck , nothing he could not do , leaving the only one without a meal , you... a luck like his , is like no other , sad seeing his luck when others are born without fathers or mothers , in the same slums , a familiar dump, yet he is richest of them all, remember , expect your fall , know your game , know no blame , others will try but fail to do the same , because I've done the same thing once , i no longer daunce , on the runway to hell , a gambling spell , a trap you fell in oh so well

Tired and alone , walking on cold stone , dragging along , the past and all , as if swimming through goop , as if my head can no longer move and just droop , a world so hazy , mind so lazy , before i fall , my knees grow weak , i can see it all , the time i lost , which ran behind , the many lost minutes , through all of time , turning into hours , and much disarray , one day can we finally say , my time has ended , let me stay , in one memory , forever taken aback , living in eternal silence , forever stuck back

Warnings from places far away

Who was the first one to say

I do not know but hope you stay

Safe and far far away

The start of a new year is not the closing of a door

But merely a chapter passing in whats to come more

And so we dont leave our past and throw our keys away

We merely build on our past and say

Welcome the future

Oh we hold dear

In happiness or in eternal fear

The turning of a clock

How much we wish we could go back

We've lost and gone off track

What do we live for

What do we lack

Death atlast...

Music and prose

Two things which know

The emotions of the writer

The pain of the liar

The emotions they all show

In a prose we all know

In songs we can say

They show the emotions from the night and day

So pretty much everything we know

Can be shown in poetic or musical prose

In songs we can say

Like any other day

Let it go

All away

Lets just say

Music can make or break a day

The feelings of worthlessness that has come to pass , that is the feeling i want to feel last , not through the embrace of sleep , only the moments before i fall deep - that is the reason i write , that is the reason i fight

Im reading manga when i find this series named "diamond cut diamond" its abit perverted and has a harem but its not too bad the plot is quite interesting and the antagonist is someone you never expect

The difference between pain and love

None i say

List the bellow not above

Love can hurt pain and harm

Not by doing but causing alarm

Someones hurt or done something bad

So we

As humans

Get mad

We hurt the ones we love so dear

Call them names as if theyre far not near

And as we see the future like a seer

We relize

We've hurt the ones

Far near

Close and dear

Lonelyness is it really pain? Or is it a way to get away from everything again , lonelyness , is it mere lost , it can be more than pure distraught , instead of being alone you have , time to lay around and sat , lonelyness , your thoughts all alone , as if a song , long driven home

The human mind , a strange thing , feelings of love , the pain they bring , nothingness , nothing itself , the love is pain yet to be delt , yet although the pain , although the loss , many hearts are not in distraught , as if pain is love itself , love creates happyness , not soul wells

It bores into our very souls , we say no more , lost to the eavning skys , between the cold floor

In the sadness we beg no more , in death we can rest on cold floors , our minds weary and sore

I hate the drama and the lost , the family we once had is distraught , taking the place of the love , is hatred and arguments , drama and the above

Hatred of the lost of the things , of family we once had , now nothing , i hate the loss not the thing itself , the sadness and difference we have has been delt

Diary entry #4

The things which we thought were set in stone

We forget even a earthquake can destroy our homes

Nothing is forever

Nothing is less

Gone with the world we wonder

"Unless"

Diary entry #2

The chaos which spread across many lands

The drama which has gotten out of hand

The leaving of places we once walked

A migration to places leave us distraught

Become corrupted by the chaos withing

Or leave this place and everything

What should we do

Oh so long ago

Once we knew

Once we flew

But now all gone

A long lost song

The melody of clouds

We see it all know

Either in the chaos and consumed withing

Or gone and without anything

The basics of poetry from brians point of view

The 3 main things in poetry are emotions - without them the poem is heartless and boring, rhythm- without this the poem is a story or paragraph, ryme- everyone loves it yet you dont need it to have a poem There are many types of poetry such as haikus and epics though each with their own rules Poetry has many topics from philosophy to just random things , it can be about life or it can be a song

"Poetry is merely song written down and without music" ~ my teacher in elementary because my middle school teachers know less than them

Diary entry #3

Oh how long has it been

A simple time

A simple thing

When we could laugh

And when we could play

But now can we truly say?

Family a thing we hold dear

Is gone with the wind and no where near

These doppelgangers or clones

The ones who took the place of my home

Will they consume me?

Will they lie

Who are they

Where is the shine once in my friends eye

Bye everyone

I bid you adieu

This may be the last time i see you

My family will take over

But i will not be here

Ill be gone

See ya

Im not near

What is happiness if we have no sadness

What is sadness if we only have it

Is it sadness anymore or is it just life

That is a question for another strife

On chrismas all i can feel is despair

The happiness once there

Its lost in the air

For another night it may shine

But tonight its lost in grime

Time moves by and without a life

Without a time

And without a strife

If we go by without any pain

The pain from a thimble will put us into long gasp

Again and agaib

If something is reflected in the black light

Is it a dark and dreary sight

Or has it always been this way

Were we just too scared to say?

Forgotten are the bonds we made

Lost are the laws we saved

What have we done which bound is gone

Lost is this forgotten song

And through the night full of fright

Only the shadows move around

Lost and empty of all the sound

All of the sights reflected in the snow

The forgotten faces of those who came and go

Lost in the snow are the memory's we all know

Yet lost as if melting into the drains it snows

Cindy's lost her raisins

Her mind went a blazing

Where did she leave them last

The answer and search is a blast

because as we all know

it was all for show

She actually lost the ability to know

The raisins are only a small part of the show

Onions antiquing over

Time , sofas growing mold , oh so old

Older than anemone knows

Yes i know it has nothing to gain

Once lived nothing even the light is not the same

Only we can feel shame

No one but us to blame

The faces in the mirror

The faces far away

All are faces once laughing but now holding dismay

When we held hands

When we broke apart

When did this calamity start

How do i find a brand new say

Life away from this love and dismay

Gone are the skies and lost is earth

Lost to the world which has given birth

To madness it has given birth too

Death to us only to be born anew

In hells flame we bathe

And black embers we walk

This is the night

Full of evil talk

He wrote a poem but he never said it

Outloud it was never said so it vanished

And as they went along and sung the song

The night grew long and lonely with somber song

It was ment to end all along

She sits on his bed and cries for him

He is far away and cries back

Too far away to say "i love you"

They grow apart and never love again

A heart has grown in pain

Another did not

Once both hearts break

Only one is in true distraught

A hardened heart with shatter

A soft will melt

Both will be in pain

But more so to the one hard will be delt

They broke eachothers hearts

They broke their love at start

Forever torn apart

A rift builds in the dark

No longer together

A heart has grown in pain

Another did not

Once both hearts break

Only one is in true distraught

A hardened heart with shatter

A soft will melt

Both will be in pain

But more so to the one hard will be delt

They broke eachothers hearts

They broke their love at start

Forever torn apart

A rift builds in the dark

No longer together

Never was once forever

Because in the darks light

Nothing is what it seams

The shadows are right

This time no light

Start to fight

No reason to fight

Nor reason to live

Neither a reason to forgive

When i did fight

It was all to die

Because now i know why

The end is nigh

I dont know why but...

Lets go up high

And just fall and die

We will say our goodbyes

And one day maybe we will say

I...

Love you once again

Or maybe never to begin

Shattering is a sin

Life is ending before it begin

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Never was once forever

Because in the darks light

Nothing is what it seams

The shadows are right

This time no light

Start to fight

No reason to fight

Nor reason to live

Neither a reason to forgive

When i did fight

It was all to die

Because now i know why

The end is nigh

I dont know why but...

Lets go up high

And just fall and die

We will say our goodbyes

And one day maybe we will say

I...

Love you once again

Or maybe never to begin

Shattering is a sin

Life is ending before it begin

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What song i day , its easy to lay , a easy task , not simple in fact , the world hurts but its the mind at night , it truly is the thing which causes the most pain and fright , because even when slipping into sleep you must fight , to escape the insanity which no one dreams right , the dreams of running away and in flight , no longer seemingly strife , it brings me to my end , its the seak for revenge my friend , even if i fall and burn , the world will still turn , i fall to the ground and clutch my head , this ringing in my head , the voices they speak to me , insanity it creaks to me , my world it wont stop shattering , my mind wont stop happining , drifting to places better not shown , the candle has been set , once the wick ends the life will be blown , for a it need a face , death is like a race , to the end you go , cannot restart and throw , to this body we've grown attached , lets go , heart attack wish to be free , i know better, wish to become dead to everyone but me , even to death and the sea , a cry to be free , pity , in this shitty world , lets go throw up and hurl

Hell can have snow , when all else falls , the sky may be covered in unholy fog , always bawling in the tears of tragic , lost in fog of black magic, is this snow just pain and magic its all so painful and tragic ? Nothing could stay and the scars will fly , throught the sky into the miners eye , bothersome i say their thorns dig in like sunlight is to day , they make me lay in pits of dismay , peircing into souls , lets always go , bitting into the bullet , stabing and slashing to our fullest, im finally getting what i want , revenge is not all for not , lets go and do what we sought , hell sire is long , the fall is sure like a song , making all the rymes , lets pass the time

I wrote it on a phone , your laptop will slow to the bone , my phone is no more , forgotten like long lost lore

So you also have heard that song of woe, the thing which hurts even the toughest to weakest from head to toe , this i know , the pain of loss neglect and abandon , lost as if shot by a cannon , this call of death , soul unless , i sell my secrets to the sky , my mysteries they no longer hide in my eye , anything anyone please help me , my revenge and my hatred beings me to my knees , im shaking from pure insanity , i don't need yet so need your charity , the thirst for revenge , it drives me mad , it was once sadness you can ask , a new face cannot be bad , we have not grown all too attached , life trained and taught , it taught distraught , like loose thread , im cut through the head , not by a blade but hatred bringing despise , it will lead to demise , thats what i see in my eyes

Im very sorry my dear lady

Its dark and the sky is wavy

I cant really see

So pardon me

I must be on my way

he continues to stroll

In my garden i should patch up a hole

he sighs

Let's go try not to die

he smiles and walks

Im getting ahead of myself lets talk

he turns right around and without a sound

like a dark cloud his cloak looms over you

So how do you do

I swear i might respond in poetic verse

Im weird i might need a mental nurse

My brains too strange to be healed

My character is too true to my life

Its kind of sureal

The abuse hes felt

Its based on my own

The things he does

A extension of my real life is shown

The shadows he appears from

That is like me

I appear quietly

Reality

My character is much like me

As you can see

His name is poet

He is what you see

A strange person who has run amuck

I really do suck

You may be falling , your also crawling , to the end , god sent new beginnings , slowly fading , always glowing , forgetting yet always showing , its snowing , this snow in hell , its the trust which has melt , i shed the tears like feather from birds , i try to love but its as hard as moving the earth , a tragic end , a loss of friends , a mask to lie , a tear in my eye , how long has it been , when has it begin , a cloak to hide my past scars , even if they no longer are "see able" , they shine like red stained scars , thats what they are , "im fine" , lifes just sublime , this pain is mine , it does not fade in time , this heart , it will never again start, your words are as bothersome as a fart , leave me alone , left over like a time forgotten stone , because once your done , the end of time is none , it has begun, because once im shunned , ill be left like the bullet out of a gun ,so spare me the use , i know what your going to do , though im a flower , even i have my thorns , you deserved to be scorned , leave me while i continue to fly , backfire into your eye , i stopped giving my all , ill watch you fall , into the abyss , you always deserved this , whats real or not , death is what you sought , your getting what you asked for , "enjoy it"

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Long ago like flowing seas

Lost to the world

Lost almost as me

The shadows which only leave distraught

All of life is for not

So as show

we will not go

Stuck in places still

The thrill of life is a quill in hand

because where we stand

Life is bland

By the sword

A dream of ago

A place where'd we rather wish could go

But although that we may only show

Even if we dont know

Flip of the dice

Lets see your luck

How much are you willing to bet

For how little to win

This is the bet i propose to you

Anything

From riches to love

I can give you all

Ill make you enthralled

But how much to lose

How much to win

Some things considered

Misery i bring

Consider all things

I got lies , not secrets in my head , tricks and despise which will make you think in bed, its gotten to the point in which what i said , is never truth even if i wanted to say so in my head ... let's stead the light and let the shadows shine , i will one day make the underground mine , without a sound, the rumors will ring out , with just one laugh , its death at last , because i so have a knack , to say and stab you in the back , because its neither my aching heart , or your love thats keeping me afar , lets all get covered in pitch black tar , bleed to the heart and cry out to mars , will it ever be me and you , no its the skys time to chose , because of huge success , ill gain and lose less , knowing what to do , what lies to chose , no feelings for you , who? , death i chose , death is my muse , have a good day , or should it be death i say , it was never you and me , it was my blade bringing the shadows to their knees

I cannot recount only one time i say

I've felt much loss and many dismay

The things i've felt and the failure i've delt

The falling i know is not a show

Anyone i've met

They should know

But to live in this world i one day grew up

Ive felt the loss but i then knew it was enough

So i gave up on running and went away

I left my path astray

I left the laziness and dismay

So i went away and walked across

I've felt much loss and distraught

So i ran from this abyss

And i became a person who i can respect by doing this

I don't walk a path all alone

The loneliness and sadness all are shown

I've left that path in the past

And seen the life on the other side

This path i speak of

It is one of running

Lost to the world

Lost to the sky

It is one which anyone walks would rather die

But i left that uselessness

But i left that world

I've become anew

As i twirled

I dance in the past

I know i was once last

But now it is different

But now is lost

My shadows , my demons

They are distraught

No longer defining

No longer tell

What can we do but scream and yell

The past is not future

I can tell

Yet not everything is well

It's better to be confident and in hell

Than in hell only to scream and yell

You don't need to start anywhere , just start from your heart , the beginning of a new world inside our hearts , I've told you of my sorrow , you've done the same , we can endure the pain yet this love may never leave us the sane , this feeling even god cant explain , it is not of mere brain , my heart has been shattered so to you , lets make a new heart and bid the pain adieu, and close to love we felt a sin , the pain heart break can bring , all the pieces once broken in two , now one and born anew , fix the damage and become whole , love honest and live bold , overcome with love yet also fear , don't leave me it will bring me to tears , I'm clinging on to my only hope , I'm afraid like others you'll leave me for someone new , please don't beg my heart adieu, lets leave this dust on yet make you anew , ill give you my love , please do the same , live as if your new and with a brain , keep it tight and never let go , for all you know , this is a future we can sow , cursed spell , love me with zel , we can live happily even in this hell , so leave us be , together till eternalty

Shes dead and forever will be

Shes gone with the wind

Her bones made of dust

Her face and body gone with the wind

A vampire is she

Lost in the breeze

Impossible to revive

Ive tried over 20 times

Ive almost died trying twice

Hurt what is hurting , gain what is loss or pain , peave and love is like an dove, it will die after enough , after all is the same , confusion and doubt a game , without everything now , we weep , we die , we cry from our eyes , we can try yet we may frown , we can smile yet still feel down , only to be hurt , only to be a jerk , Life's lesson , learn it well , maybe one day you'll get out of this so called hell

You wake up from a recurring dream , the dream of life nothing is real , in your so called never sleep , you fall deeper into the dream , you fill your lungs, yet you gasp for air , you move your lips , you exhale not words but air , broken pipes that never leak , they only try to one day bleed , you open eyes , you remember that life , is nothing but the will to die, you cannot see , you cannot think , you can only ponder and sink , you drip in parts , let death go start , the silent eternally , the forbidden missing , very vague , what is the next stage , worse than being late , to this so called hate , lets not tell , lets scream and yell , falling deeper into hell

No one shall know , they never go , deep enough to find who you are , a lost lamb in a ocean of people , a thing lost to the sea , as if a butcher looks at you , hell is for you and me, as if we were fine luxurys , to be consumed by the demons inside you and me , no other way , no way to say , will you be with me another day ? , I'm fine but not good enough , i need you , i need your love , this ? Its just a mask , it will leave me once you give me your love now , it hides the hatred and the grief , i don't want to show you that side of me , i wear this mask to escape from the pain , i want to learn what love is again , don't forget , your not alone yet , you sit there saying it can't be true , I'm in love with you , you say my heart must be a rare sight , you'd be right , its trapped in the ice , not only my heart , also my soul , it won't thaw till it gets you , so come closer , if you dare , without you life is a night mare , ill reach my end , I'd gladly love you again , give me your hand , lend me your ear , give me your love and passion , although i am mere , i love you even if hiding under mask , even death is a fun task, just with you i must ask , i wonder what you say , will you go on a date with me , you've asked me here , ill ask you now , take it off , my mask and give your love a bow , please love me now , although not worthy , I'm just a memory , the memory of a mask , for your love is all i ask

Hello ill be trying to make you blush

Tell me when youve had enough

But im a poet so dont shut

Your eyes for the night till youve blushed enough

So ready ?

Lets go

Time to go with the flow

Your cute thats all i know

Lets go on a date and have a show

So how?

Do you like it now

The shroud of love will bring us together bows

Im your butler for now

Ill do anything you please

Ill bring you to your knees

Lets go to the trees

In the dark with just you and me

*wink*

So whatcha think

The hell thats going on

Its your life

Keep it strong

Dont die right now the hell will be released out

Be the shroud which keeps heaven and hell bound

In the heat of thing night when the blood is rising

The heads are diving

To the floor they go

They all shatter and splash into broken skull and bones

Oh okay then it was just me

Shooting like a star ill be leaving with the breeze

See ya friend but remember in the end

A song is just a poem put to sound

Not the verbal kind but the instruments which resound

Red scorched fallen torch

All on the ground you burn

Slowly as the pages of time turns

RAGING INFERNO

it all burns to the ground

only the sound or cracking wood resounds

As we turn the page

its all to late

We fall to the ground

the flames surround

We all die in flames

we all hold the blame

RAGING INFERNO

_the pain its internal_

Burn to the ground

the pain of times past resounds

A poetic starter

They bring alot of class to your char but may be hard to make , it helps if your char has a simple name like "poet" but doesn't need one

Example ((basic poem)):

On the cold moonlit night

A lone wanderer looked for a fight

Gone to far off lands

A stick and shield in his hand

For what reason does he do

For what reason is he born anew

Many questions may be answered tonight

Of course if you win the fight

Example ((complex poem)):

a man walked across the streets to tonight

The moon is bright and ive come looking for a fight

what does he mean and who does he see

I see nothing

I see me

a fight with himself , a inner demon

If i could really do that am i dreaming ?

he walks across the slum floors

I mist find more

what is this that he so much adores

In the forest of dreams the trees are cut

No destruction of cbildhokd is ever enough

The time goes on and yet beyond

The feeling of death is tough

There is no love

Is that a poem i see

Or is it just the impulsive assumptions of me

Im a poet and life is a breeze

It sends the rocks and cuts into everything including my knees

Translation of last post

🔙🔛🔝 ⏰🔜🔚 💀🔁

Back on top , time soon end , death again

Certain things Pearce into heart

A stab somewhere like that will give you a start

The one who stabbed you

They were stabbed themselves

And only spread the hatred they were delt

As you laid down

As you grew insane

Watching your blood bleed

Watching your need for blood increase

We figured we would call it hatred

We figured we could call it love

A lack of feelings

A lack of all things

Although I'm stuck with you

We are one yet we are two

More alike than we ever once knew

But still I love and hate

It's all to late

We cannot change fate

And through the lost seas

Through the hundreds of "me's"

Weve lost ourself

In this ever confusing hell

Who am i

Who are you

What is one

Is it also two?

Who am i

What do i do

Who am i

Who do i chose

Maybe or maybe not ... the world is every changing and sometimes yet never always in distraught

Roses are red

Blood drips from over head

Slowly dying the ground in crimson

Lost to reason and lost in treason

The crimson blood flows

Where will it go

Into the rose it follows

The end of its journey knows

The end and beginning of the blood rose

🔙🔛🔝 ⏰🔜🔚 💀🔁 decode it ^.^ its a poem

Goodnight everyone

This is todays end

Lets see eachother again

My old friend

Sky sings songs of times of past

Places which fell have seen their last

And the people who ran headfirst were rash

But the past is in the past

Time for hells bash!

One

Two

Three

Lets go

Start the show!

We gotta know

Whos going to go!

Sorry for taking so long

My needs in real life are too strong

How can i say

Ill try to do alot more today

Because hey! Lets make poems and play!

In the shadows of the day life us hell

The end is nay

And as cold winds go on by

And as the clouds change so do skys

The futures not set

It will not fade yet

This is the time for war !

Lets battle at the shore

Death and more !

Quietly time flows around

Without a sound then bodys dies around

Age kills all even gods

Life is at its mercy

As the wind blows on a night like this

When all of the rhyme is done and my head is in mist

I must sleep I must do so

Sleep and slumber us so close

The flowing sea

Drowning the happiness around me

All i can see

Is the waves going with the evenings breeze

And as we go

Life and so

Only the shadows will show

Beneath the waves

Inside the haze

Only darkness can see

It envelops life

It envelops me

Darker the world grows

As if consumed in black snow

No matter how hard you try

A layer of snow will always cover their eyes

Being blind by greed

Selfishness galore

Tarkthoughts turn many to drop body's to the floor

Turning away from light

Is that really right

Or maybe all that matters is might

Isn't it fine to say we died

Reborn into a past untouchable life

To be bound to a place far away

Ripped into shreads in our dismay

I'm so bored aren't you too

Fed up let's be born anew

Love or lust

Want or a must

Only time can tell

Only the world can meld

the hearts separated once

Will they become one again

The loss you felt

Is it like hell

Clinging on tight

Wanting to go

We are bound to the far away world we never know

Fade away

Say this is love

Or say this is hate

It's all to late

Let's all learn to relate

Bound by hate born anew

Your lives are worthless

You are through

When you say things wholly untrue

Then when yiu say you don't know me out of the blue

I think to wonder who?

Who are you

Why do you expect

I may not know you but don't forget

Your actions decide not your fate

Because as of late

I've gotten to learn to hate

Those people who think everyone must know

"You don't know my past yet I won't show"

The things which led me to such roads

They lost me in the snow

Actions prove your worth to me

Be selfish and lie and see

I wonder what a normal person would react to thee

"You don't know me"

I don't want to

"You don't care"

If you always lie and deceive who will be there

Actions dictate more than words

If you seam rude than I'll utter a slur

Not only will I judge you like that

If you blame rudeness on ignorance I'll snap

Don't give respect yet want it back

Don't live like that

If you can't even prove your own

Cry to something which will make you alone

"You don't know me you don't know my past"

From the first to the last I'll go right past

If you act rudely you are rude

The past does not dictate what you chose

Endless sky's

Restless nights

Eternally baggy eyes

Sleep...

our love is so ethereal

times go on and we can feel

so delicately the explosions go on

the air and wind blows a small song

life is quiet yet Oh so long

it's as if we're in a dream

maybe we've known all along

the wind rings with silent airs

the sky is full of clouds which aren't there

feelings hanging off places so high

life is Oh so quiet until you came by

you filled the black and white sky's with stars ever high

Oh how much more fun is the world in which we live and fight

The paths you go

I'll follow them like I follow footprints in the snow

till the end

I'll follow you as you go

even in times of strife

when the wind changes ways and we change sides

the petals will dance at our side

well into the forbidden night

search for me

search for love

I'll follow you anywhere like a heaven sent dove

because I so love...

the feelings hang from sky's Oh so much

this place in which we love

as if a dream we live on by

I'd die happy with you at my side

life is a dream with you and me

I'm a lock and your my key

Through the hail and sleet

Through horrid heat

Even through the fires and dragons

Even through liars and majors

Nothing can stop is now

The chaos

The death

It's not enough yet

Even demons can't change

Even demons can't hide

The thing inside

They've taken so much

I can lose no more

If I do I'll drop to the floor

We the family of people spin

Lies and story's where to begin

A war?

A battle

Or maybe just fun

Let's all be creatures and live and run

how is it that all things we hold dear

all things which we love yet consider mere

"everyone has it"

thats a lie

some people cant live but chose to fight

but here you are

crying over loss hope

gone to the wind are your screams you dope

some people struggle every day

here you are crying your life away

cant you see your uneaded dismay

the things which people say are just a play

a act

your false happiness

the loss you bring

the crys you sing

"my life is the worse please end it now"

tell me what have you done anyhow

you useless person without a will

you sit around and scream your shrills

this song you say

this eternal dismay

what do you play

you play yourself

the false happiness

what is this ?

this is despair

not of the world but because of your proud stuck up air

"we have it bad"

other people have worse

is this ruining your illusion

do you need a nurse?

afraid of the pain

this is truth it brings dismay

life is not for fun

but yours is good so dont use that gun

hey you

yes you

im trying to live too

but you are

you were

your falling into despair

because of that stuck up and bigoted air

dont kill yourself

dont do it now

anyhow you have a life better than most of the world , do i need to scream that out

dont drown

dont cry

your life is better than the people who have lived and died

your here

your mere

you cant do anything right

you pretend your better than those people who live in perpetual strife

they fight for their lives

you cry over spilled fries

maybe itd be better if you died

back in time

when we were young

life was simple

we were dumb

"ill do it no matter what"

dont you see now

your distraught

this life youve chosen to live

this pain youve decided to forgive

you think you wallow in pain

think over your life again

it may not be perfect but you once had passion

it may not be perfect but you once were dashing

this bravery you had

this emotion you hold

gone with the wind

my arnt you bold scoffs

Hello I think I'm in love

Please be mine you little dove

Your white wings shine in the light

Please accept my proposal to not fight

If everything has a dark side , you can also look for light , but if you only see one you'll be blinded as if you've stared into the sun, a part of me I can easily hide , that doesn't make it right , hiding it will make my heart go into a pained shrill , when I see people with a perfect life, I know it will end in a blink of an eye , and we what happened to me I claim darkness is also beauty , it's the truest form , to claim it's a phase is to claim life is a game , no sense of joy means no sense of life , what is truly defined as right, the corners of darkness or heart of light, which survives in the end Is the one which is right

Oh how can I, I will not lie , I don't know what you are , a being of hate or despise, the thing you've come to be , the monster you think I see , are you really that ? Is that part of you or me ? A mirror that's what I see , the world's breaking the grounds shaking so helplessly it dies , you laugh and grin , hatred and bloodshed has blinded your soul within, no sympathy , no life I see , broken away , please stay , I need a mirror to reflect the light in my way , guide me and take me with you to the end of days

I'm breathing yet I'm dying , slowly without sound , I'm shaking yet I'm cold , my body lays on the ground , I'm a living contradiction , I live in a world which never yet always sways , hiding away hoping to finally be seen another day , I hope you fine hope , there's things to see , contradictions and a world will make you wake up you see , someone imagined , a past far away , so until the end I want to say ... remember me , don't die just live with your head up high , I'll be as clear as can be , your dear to me you see , the lonelyness, the pain inside , the deepening of hate yet loss of life, you cannot run but you can hide , the pain it will come one day so live a life , a change is logical , the world will change , our lives are basically deranged , left behind , two lost minds , paralyzed in haze , lost their personaluty and face ,They see your gaze, your trapped in their maze , you see not reality , you see a world made to free me , I'm not insane, we all are just deranged , I've changed , you have too , call my name and I'll call you too ? Im already tainted , part of the void , lost in memory , lost in defining noise

I'm breathing yet writing , in the pain of yesterday

Let's just say , bye...

We might not go

But we won't forget

to the friends who are still here and to those who may come back yet

I'm not sure

Who will remember

This place may go down in black embers

Or maybe it will be reborn

But not with me

I'll always miss the people from back then with me

It's been far too long

We once all sung a song

One and all

We all felt well

But now after so long

The song has ended

By the drifting of people

It's become a mere melody

A melody in memory ...

The song of family

People so close

Am I not the only one who noticed with a jolt

To my friend daniel

I still remember you well

So I'm glad to say hi

This end is not forevers goodbye

... reborn from ashes only if the flame comes back

The Imortal will die if their will and so can't last

So I hope to God

Or whoever above

The people and will or sba can come back and love

Reborn like a Immortal flaming dove

Blow into winds so far

You wonder where they are

Do they come from the north

The informations to complicated to sort

Yet Life is harder

I must say

I have lost my way

Someone turn off the shadows

Turn on the light

I'm frozen by this cold fright

Maybe the light

It might make me alive

I'm not sure how this world goes on by

Let's be alive

Shater me or eat me be

Two choices to prove who you are to me

So cute seeing this world go to light

This spinning line

Shater me

I left sanctuary for a new home

Life is gone

Life is bone

And as we go we look on boney hands

We see the things which once made us stand

Our friends

Gone

Our family

Don't remember

Life is like a hammer

Always hitting down us like a screw

Life is going to one day get through

Soulless eyes

Full of despise

We left sanctuary for sadness yet to be free

I've left the shackles but instead starved

Ice is cold

And marsh is hot

We go on and see all of these things

Yet we also feel the sadness and hunger it brings

When you see friends fight at home

You'd rather be alone that I kmow

Away from the fighting which hurts you not

You only care about the pain that your friends brought

They hurt eachother for another

Life just doesn't go on by

Why do we live in the endless strife

This is our life

Soul less nights

So I blow into the air

The sadness thst once was there

I use the sadness to keep myself awake

Death is coming just you wait

Blood roses fall from black sky's

Dipped in blood of the deceased and dead eyes

The eyes are the portal to the soul you must know

Their souls are dead

They're dead in the mind yet not head

They've seen death

They can't forget

The bliss of silence will make them deaf

Without the noise

Oh how simple it can be

Yet this death

It simplify troubles like Killing me

Death I seek

A dream not meek

Small yet tall

The door to death hides it all

A place after sorrow

A new tomorrow

Somewhere far away

The sadness this death brings is nothing to Life's dismay

Do you see me now

The one writing this on a desk anyhow

Life goes on

A sad slow song

Through death I hope

To hear a silence or noise

Far away from this world of girls and boys

In this death

All I see

Darkness and sadness from past envelops me

Even here I can't leave

This darkness behind

In the silence the ringing goes through all of time

Eternalty

Life without my family and me

Selfish in the head

I want myself dead

Far away

Oh how I wish I could lay

5 feet down

All around

The silence blows

The shadows near me wane and grow

New horizons only open with burnt bridges

New places only open when we lose this

The past we've had

Let's bring it back

The past is ment to be the past

The shadows only can last

But even they'll end so see you my friend

I may see you again

This is the thing

We may always be friends

But this might be the end

So I say this to you

I've given up on this life so blue

I hope to see you in death

Or a life after this sadness at its best

I hope we can see eachother again

Life as friends

Once here but never again

Life without friends

That is my life

That is my dream

Please don't pretend I'm mean

I'll live a life away from this hazy dream

Gone with the wind

Gone with the things

Bye everything I've known and loved

I hope we together will reunite under a dove

If only the shadows could move I wouldn't be alone

Even if they only watched they'd see things unshown

But here I am alone in the dark

Every bridge we see falls into Rivers of sharks

We're all frozen by fear

To scared to move

But when we do the sadness from a bridge falling crashes through

And even in our happyness

We find regret

And then ask

"Are we there yet"

But as we know it's not that easy

Not even a shadow can be considered measly

We must see everything before we can react

But that's the flaw of us

We never can look forwords only back

And as we go

On bridges swaying too and fro

We wonder if the bridge will go

Into oblivion

And with it ...

Us...

Oblivion

Things so close

Yet out of reach

Oblivion

Something so feared

It's so close

It's so near

I want it...

The world slowly pressing onto me

Why does this place do this Why not he ?

This world has something on me

What does it do

What does it see ?

Why do I need to do all of this

Why does it need to shove me into the mist

The confusion it envelops

the mind it becomes mellow

I'm confused yet everything's so new

Where am I

What do I do

Let's go to the future together too

Oh how much strife

How do we lose our lives

The places we've forgotten

The world's we've lost and

More

In store

So many secrets all at once hit the floor

The heart is foolish and very week

The people who hold it are very meek

In the face of the pain

What makes them fall in love again

To a wrong or right person is hard to discern

Only the pain or bliss can make you learn

A shadow of a self before

A shell ment to hit the floor

I'm no longer who I was

I'm no longer worth the bore

Let me lay on the cold floor

I've been through too much

For far to long

I've forgoten who I am myself

It's been long

Who was i

When was I alive

Even I can't say

It's just a haze of despise

Copycat lies

I'm not me

I'm a lie

I'm a shell ment to take the despise

Lost in the night

What brings you fright

Is it when your friends fight

Or maybe more

What makes your heart drop to the floor

This is the question I ask

What do you want to see least and last

Hello shadows we meet again

I hope to see your end

The illusions creeping on the sleeping

The defenceless lies

They left their seeds and stole our eyes

Forever filling our visions with our minds

The sounds lost in time

In restless sleep we go alone

As the world keeps being shown

Roads of lost broken stone

Places of lights and shown

When the cold lamps dome

They split the night and create fright

This is life

And in the transparent world i saw

Life of enslavement and maybe more

People talking and things shocking

Gasp in silence

People writing things unknown

Trapped in dreams of ever shown

No one dared to try and know

The sound of the night

The eyes of fright

Fools I said

You truly know

The places of shadows ever grow

Like cancer and Moss

You grow and freeze hearts

Trapped in death forever more

Blood drips on the frozen floor

Hear my words thell beseech you

Take my arms and my knife will reach you

The things fly like silent dreams

All crashing to the ground ever mean

The sound of loss it ecos in silence

The life of the people lost this

And then they looked to a false god

What have they made

What have they taught

The signs all turn

And only the sane learn

The forbidden verse

The lost rehearse

In silence we hear

What we held dear

Roaring sky's

World asunder

world lost in a roar or thunder

and as the world burns in fire

We look for the liar

But he's here and there

He's in everyone everywhere

I manipulate alot

Alot is to be sought

I will however give my apologys

Even I'm appaled by me

But as you can see

I'm competitive and tipsy

In the night when I'm sleepy

I hope you can see me

We may be friends

Or enemy's again

Many things to be sought

Lost and distraught

So let's wait another day

See how the world plays

and then we'll lay

As friends or enemy's tomorrow and today

I write words

Without a mind

They become lyrics of a song in my mind

They go into paper

Or maybe text

And then I wonder

Who will read them next

And as I wonder

And as I ponder

My mind becomes lost in yonder

the world of imagination

Lost in inspiration

Lost in sanction

This is poetic elation

The sky moves on

another dawn

And as the sky grows in black it shows

the stars up high

Gone with the night

And then only sunlight

Up high in sky's

Lost and far away

Up high the days of times astray

Gone away is time alone

Time for futures to show

Life is not set lets go

Go with the flow

It's what we do its what we know

A rap you say

I do no such thing

I don't like the glory nor the bling

I'll keep going on

And I'll keep staying strong

To my poems in which I go?

I'm poet if you don't know

Give me a challenge and I'll give you a show

A spark of inspiration it's all I need

I'll give you the enjoyment in which you feed?

I cut you up and pull you through flames

Your a sucker and a slave to pain

Mind games

I'll chain you up and let you fall

Let your body slowly sprawl

As you try to crawl away

I'll just say

Your a sucker for pain

I'm a sucker for pain too but not receiving

I'd rather give and if I said otherwise I'd be deceiving

If I lied what would I do with the meaning

I'll cut you up and watch you cry

I know you enjoy the pain inside

I take your hand through the flames

Your a sucker and slave to the pain

Your with your friends in a home you love alot

Because you'll be hurt don't be distraught

It doesn't matter you can't feel

The pain which is so real

I'm devoted to death

Poison and more

Life in the dark slum floors

See I'm a fool for pain

I'm all for the games

I might as well die

Get stabbed in the eyes

Kiss a shark or swallow a poisoned dart

Because I'm a sucker for pain

I'm addicted to this deadly game

No pain no shame

Life is a game

Beware of the blood of those who died

Even their corpses can stab you in the back and make you cry

Hunger delays what was once fed

Lost and crazy in the head

Back to hunting for trivial food

Daylight breaks and ends the mood

The sky grows bright and we go to sleep

We're the undead of the streets

Renew the light which once shone

The heart has grown weary and cold

A weary woman walks down streets

Covered in blood and torn off meat

Invitation to a deadly feast

Lost and filled with many treats

Cooked by sinners lost yet winner

This is the best food

The food of the dead

And as the fangs sink down low

It takes prey and it goes

Then rin off as it may

Beware of the kiss

Beware of the bite

But most of all the first fright

Blood for dinner tonight ?

Some people fear of being scorned

Lost and draped in shackles adorn

the boom of whips on naked skin

I do not fear pain of all things

Nor since the times of dark

Haven and death from sharks

I do not fear all of these things

I am not shackled by the tears they bring

I fear the silence and not the noise

The quite makes me paranoid

It shrouds me in darkness

Binding in heartless

Strings

I fear the silence

It reminds of death

Death and despair I'd rather forget

The dear itself it silences my screams

The life I've lived is quite mean

Did the fires of hell give me safety

The Atleast helped me keep my sanity

A falling leaf

A snapping twig

Then a scream

And again silence of all things ?

Lost in thoughts all alone

The world has moved on and the light has shown

Now that all has come to naught

The light which shone will be forgot

We the humans living on such roads

We the humans walking on cold stone

As we walk past the world once alive

We laugh and cackle as it all dies

Lost in thoughts all alone

We have forgotten when the childhood memory's shone

Lost in anger and regret

Why can't we go back and forget

Lost in places not of light

This is our life

Full of strife ?

Secrets lost to hearts so hollow

Telling them brought me great sorrow

And as I think of how I'll live tomorrow

I know my secret is out

Death is coming close

It's about to go down ?

Lost to sky

Lost to always watching eyes

As if we've already lost

The road is paved in sharp Spears and frost ?

As the time passes by

As my life goes shy

Astray from my dreams lost am I

And slowly as we may

And slowly as we go

we are lost in a large fog made by snow ?

As the world goes on , and as we travel beyond , who can see what the future will be , who will see if we suffer on fallen knees?

This song of death I sing tonight

A morbid one full of saddness and fright

Why do the ones who do nothing but smile

Why can't their lives last more than a little while

To my friends who I sing this song to

Bye your life will be remembered untill

Untill the time when the world burns and falls

Your memory won't be forgotten by one or all

Even in hell I'll remember your name

Even though your death was a shame none of us will be the same

Goodnight to you

I hope that I fall too

So I can see you again...

This is far from the end

Don't lose hope again

... to all of you

Be born anew

Remember our friends who have gotten us through

Be born anew

A blaze of passion will grow our love from one to two

Never forget

The ones who's death makes us upset

... dedicated to catania ?

Breaking bones

I'm all alone

And as my soul breaks out from my body

I look down as a ghost to something shoddy

I'm broke yet still alive So

How did this go down no one knows

Shining in darkness yet hiding in shadows

The depths of the undead ocean

Healing not all

Hurting not one

All the way down

No one sees the sun ?

When writing a poem just put down what you feel

If you can't trust to do that are your feelings real

When you write can you say that you see

the emotions going from your words to the viewer, me?

My smile was always cracked, a forbidden lie , thr happiness which I created, tell me of your deeds, what have you done , are you evil or as bright as the sun , my body shakes in strange ways , the blood runs cold when my fear shows , as if I was crying out sugar , my tears went down into my mouth like a river, wishing to find what I once knew , seeing only what born anew , lies of days up ahead , I may as well be dead , to tell a lie , to show the truth, either are neither and neither are neither , that was a lie , to tell a lie , it's been done since times past , to find the end , it is not set , to not break, to not fix, battles go on like this , my mind creases , my mind fixes , then shatters into oblivion?

Your blood which flows from your head , your bed which lays as you think and said , to take something that is not mine , don't you think that is fine ... my mind harms my body my spirit and body rebel, my mind to body , my body to mind, I find it hard to say , I've had a fun day ... you take yet don't give , you worry yet forget, selfish and mean , how do you find glee , I take what's yours and never return , I will let you burn , my mind races as I think of more , ways to drop you to the floor , to steal the gems of a happy home , to steal the money you have alone, you are kind yet you are happy , how does that make you money? In this world of darkness there can be none , no love nor inspiration , a smile of light shines down on the dark, yet it's too thick you'll be eaten by loan sharks , a life of happiness, a life not yours , rot to the floor as I walk out the door?

Let me teach you a lesson

A thing called aggression

Some have lots

Some have little

But when you get the calms ones angry

It's harder to live than it is to solve a riddle ?

Depression I've felt so

Many times but the feeling comes and goes

But as the day grows dark

I can't help but lose heart

I can't help but fear

That the end of life is near?

Blooded eyes look out to night

When all times are lost

And as we sit

We lose and hit

In rage akin to animals

Are we mere mammals??

I truly care about you

What can I do but hope our relationship is born anew

I'm sorry for all the loss

The heartbreak and the Moss

The things we've forgotten

The things I've remembered

Lost in end is nothing weathered

Again and again

I hope for your safety

In loss sanity

But as I think

I remember the times we've had our drinks

Life was nice back then on the brink

Bit now I've hurt

And not I've cried

Please be happy or I might as well die?

Dripped in blood

Lost alone

The world moves by as the gleam of knives shone

But now all too dull

Now all too dented

The shining jewels are now cemented

Cemented in the abyss

No one remembers them

No one remembers this?

Gone to sky's

Gone to sea

Memory's lost in eternity

Lost and found

Remembered and forgotten

What is sound

If everything is forgotten

All for nothing

The cold winds blow

They chill to the bone

Only the memories can keep us warm

But if we're alone

Who will provide heat

Who will be the protective sheet ?

Life alone it's quite deep?

The world moves on and I'm left behind

Million memories are left in my mind

And as I struggle to keep up

Do I ever wonder if I'm enough ?

Of course I do

Of course that's every human too

And as we go we find were all as different as animals in a zoo?

?Darkness follows the revealed lies

Some lies protect

Other aim for your eyes

Either way reveal and trigger

Lost your bearings

Lose what made you bigger ?

Depression

Unrepersentation

Life in the dark

Slowly killing through heart

Eating your soul in dark

Gone is the happiness of yesterday

Let's just say

Pain it never goes away

Eventually you grow weak

Eyes grow meek

Then death

The thing which you end up to seek

Depression

Representation

To late

Gone is your life

It ended for God's sake?

Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

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Parryody:

The sun shines bright

I do not

"Don't cry dear moon you may shine"

"But how can I take your light ? How can I take what's yours and not mine"

"Take it in the night when I'm away , shine in my stead and light the way"

"I'll shine again on the next day, don't fret I won't be away"

"Oh no I cannot , hurting you will leave me distraught"

"Please do so , if you must know, I have a brother sister and daughter who need a friend , when I'm gone in the night when my time ends"

I've got a light

For a single night

Many follow

The light will shine again tomorrow

Loseing less than winning

End is not beginning

But is there change in the end

Is there not always a friend ?

Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

(Parryody)

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Parryody:

No time alone

No place a home

Or Else a life

It falls to strife

Some are pulled up by invisible hands

Of God's or hero's from story's and far off lands

I met him

Someone far

Not myself

Yet not lost in fog

He my heart

It truly ached

I floped over in silent wake

I lay still

The sound of calm shrill

While he passed me by

My future self

A mere aspiration

Set to life and become passion

I became closer to him

What one day may be me

Made of nothing

But mere hope and insanity

Too far up

Too down low

The world changes and go

As he changes

My future self

Gone will be my self doubt

He changes

So do I

This is my life ?

Complete poems 1913-1962 E. E. Cummings

(Parryody)

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Paryody :

Little boy

Running around

In a hurry

Why are you worried

Something important

Remember to relax

Wait and live a life of neither stress nor slack

Little child

You have stressed

You have tried

But remember it's okay to sleep and cry

Lay down

Be brave now

Sleep

Big rain

Tremendous snow

The wind and sun blow

Big moon

Across the sea

Watch us

Watch me

End of us

End of stress

All enough

Sleep now ?

In times when the past is burned to black

To times when we think of futures past

Our hopes and dreams

They hide in all

In horrid dreams

Thoughts of friends

In horrid sleep

This isn't the end

And as we go

It starts to snow

A white sanctuary ?

Blooded eyes

Pure despise

Cant you see

The dripping of green

As we sit

All alone

We all rot to the bone

Without a home?

Hello friend will yo be with me

Your one of few which can see

A little change to feed my famine

A little soul to give a prayer

Surely you can help us can you not

Others ignore us and we are distraught

I've been down on broken knees

I've managed to walk to a helping trees

My friends love me

Although I've done wrong

I sit alone yet my hope is string

You may see me but you cannot feel

I am a ghost

I am nothing but the world's meal

Doing labor for little a day

A family to feed far away

A dollar for one

A cent for another

Jobs aren't easy

Jobs aren't fun

No collage degree

I'm far too poor

Sleeping on streets so I can give my family more

Looked uppon as if we were scum

Life in the slums is not fun

You see us daily

You shrug "maybe"

I'll help him or her

But we're common as dirt

Only few will be helped

Many will hurt

We are the poor

We are the ghost of the slums ?

The moon will fall

into the horizon far

Thus ends the night

The night may end but not the fright

Goodnight my love

Goodnight moon

See you tomorrow

Hello perpetual fear

See you soon ?

Friends leave to far away

Sky's fall to shadowy place

And as we look up to the moon

We see our friend which will leave but come back soon

Hello moon

Hello my love

See you tomorrow

See you

A fleeting dove ?

And as we go all

We prepare to fall

Listening to songs

Suspended in winds

And of all things

The songs sing

the tale of our lives

As we fall

We fall into oblivion ?

And as we listen to song

Suspended and all

Time goes on

And we all start to fall?

poet sighs and sits on the roof tonight

I'm almost asleep

he thinks to himself in thoughts not deep

How did the day go

it was quite a show

It had drama the people at sba should know

so he sat there and pondered

I begin to wander

How did my day end

he thinks as he falls asleep thinking of his friends

Goodnight everyone

Goodnight this is today's end?

The stars are bright on nights like this

They can hide under clouds or mist

Think of the times when you were free

Think of the times when you had people who loved thee

Those are the reasons why you should stay here

Never run away your life is fun not mere

Your a royal something I'm not

Have fun in this life don't be distraught ?

Without feeling life is without meaning

Don't shut your emotions away

Don't lose your sanity

Don't go astray

Life is ment to be hard as days

Without love you can still hate

Without hate love will disapate

No resistance makes love lose meaning

Without hard soft loses all meaning ??

Poems cannot have no feelings

Without that they have no meaning

No matter how good it may sound

Without the heart the feeling will not resound

Without talent you cannot write

Without feeling you'll only get despite

And without talent you can get story's

Without feelings you'll only look sorry?

Sounds keep moving around

The things which change the sound

The ones who we see

They are lies much like me

Who am I?

I don't know myself?

Words turning to mean things unknown

Worlds moving to reveal things once unshown

You know more now

But understand less

This is the world

This is its test ?

Hazy days

Hazy nights

All things full of fright

And as we go

We forget the falling snow

So beautiful Yet overlooked?

How many days has it been since the world passed

With its happiness and brightness ending at last

The things we've seen all turn to grey

Life is as dull as yesterday ?

400 days to turn the page

400 years to lose the haze

1 day to lose it all

A single day is all it took to fall

Time moves on unyielding

Pain continues and we keep feeling

And as we go on pained paths

We remember the happy days

We remember their last

It all ended Oh so fast

How could life change like that ?

Demons and dragons all around

In this imagination there is no peace to be found

Death and dangers at every turn

Things about survival we must all learn ?

The times go on

the past is shown

As the world goes

The life we know

Is shattered...

Our lives don't matter?

Insanity's already bitten

You can't change the past which has been written

Gnite ?

This is the world chosen for me

A life which I cannot stay

The world is what they wanted

Not me

Not I

This world of pain

I'll write my story again

These words for you

This story's ending only to be born anew

This world I've chosen

This pain I've caused

I made this all

I will one day fall

This story reborn anew

Life changes with you?

Hiding the truth is like hiding the sun

You can hide it behind the moon but once it moves your facade is done?

Blooded sons all drowned out by the roaring of guns

Lost to the sins of war

As we go we see it all

the sadness which fills the floor?

How long can you hide a truth

How long can one live in lies

How long can one suppress the fear to die

Not long

Not long at all

The mental strength of humans is not strong

Not long

The time continues to tick

Gone is the sanity that was once here

Who did this ??

Friends comming

Friends leaving

Times going

Sanity lost

How have we been left behind

We might as well die

Are our memory's nothing to you

Why don't you take me too

Please don't leave me

Don't leave me behind

I need my friends in my life

Please don't leave me

I care about you

I hope you remember the fun we've had once too?

Insanity grasp onto once bright minds

Lost to the pain and torcher of time

Insanity grasped onto the ones we loved

Gone is our faith in the world above

Why do the good suffer

Is it a command from someone above or another

Why are we pained so

Why do we all lose ourselves in painful bloodied snow ?

Through the day times moon

During the fading sun

The time moves on at the sound of roaring guns

and during the chaos

Even peace can be felt

Somewhere away from the blood once delt

And up above the clouds we see

No clouds around only sanctuary

Away from chaos

Away from mist

Life keeps going

Death and this

Sleep sound

All around

Spindle of life

Unwinds the stress of life

Go to sleep

Leave refreshed

the world's stress will be everless??

Tripping on your feet you fall , from sky to floor I see it all , I'll call you crazy , I'll call you stupid, I tried you , call me foolish , the light fades from hall to hall , going round ready for fall , visions blurry like my day , I can't remember what I said or say

I'll remember my acid trip like yesterday

Peace to the world

Something to behold

The world will not stop

It's wars casualty untold

Peace to the world

A near impossible dream

Life and death

They're both mean??

How the wind shines

How the night sky's

They all change with time and light

How the sky falls

How the end stops all

the world's changing

Life's journey ?

Falling sky's

Eternal night

Again with constant fear and fright

+Aleksandra? your latest post seams sad so here to you

Sometimes someone always follows you round

Only to put you down

Drown out the voices in your head

The time to die is not yet

Don't think of the dark thoughts of yesterday

Don't think of the lies to today

Life is for happiness and dismay

Don't disown your emotions

Learn from commotion

That is my notion? ?

Falling like petals to the ground

Hitting the floor with a pit pat sound

The rain of sky's

water of past lives

Evaporated and fallen

Again to the ground

Listen to the sound?

Underlines of black moon

Look at the sky's and remember that soon

The world will change in so many ways

Think to the past and plan future days

And as you think of times gone

Think of the lives you've changed and improved on

But don't forget

That life is not set

Even sadness can be found in light

There's always a reason to live and fight

But after war it will be gone like candles light ?

Two coins to every death , two lives both hidden in darkness , one was judged by the light , one was brought up as right , but as I said two coins 4 sides , many things hidden from even the omnipotent eyes , they don't see the lies and decrees, the things you start , they ran out of track and broke many hearts , yet not you , you never did wrong , it's what you started , you were the one who pretended to be a holy knight always strong, and I'm here knowing your lies , i tried to kill gods servent so I... am evil ? Because I stoped lies ! It's your fault !both of us are lies ?

There will always be simple paths

All with complex past

And through this ever Last

We all see the death of mask

Who are you

Who am I

We don't know

Why should I?

This world is confusing

We don't know ourselves

We could die without knowing what we once yelled?

What's left in the past

A forgotten scar

What doesn't it still hurt you

Are you a liar ?

I cannot live without dreams of times past

I remember their faces as if it was last

And as I think

I remember them dance and spin

Through life they laughed and sing

But then they died

How can you not feel something ?

everytime the rain came down

darkness fills the land around

and as I walk on Barren paths

I wonder if this day will be my last

and as I go

the world spins slow

through the land

the change shows

what was once right

will only bring strife

life is not kind

my life is not mine

and as I go

you should know

nothing is to be expected

as I go

you should know

the world will be covered in red snow

and as I bleed

on my broken knees

shaped by years of strife

and as I bleed

you should know

how to live you life

don't die

it's not time

never again

do I want to see voluntary end

and as I cry

look up high

the people who died

they're looking up too

they're waiting in hell for me and you

it's time to chose

the path of either

the time to be born anew

would you fit the expecting shoes

or go and find a pair all your own and be born anew

life is not like shoes

it's not always fitting nor yours to chose?

Better than anything I'll do

What I do looks like it was stomped on by a shoe

Because I suck I really do

So don't look down

Don't frown

I'd rather see you smile

I'd rather see myself drown

So smile for me

This drawing is good you see

It's better than anything I've made

It's better than me?

The scars of pain you can hide

Although you hide they'll still hurt inside

So let me help I'll really try

Maybe then they won't be as deep inside

Or maybe letting it out will save your life?

Hehe I'm everywhere you know

My eyes just don't show

They are like lies

Yet they still see you as if they are hawk eyes

Don't try to hide

Security from me is a lie ?

It's useless to think of pain

What does that give you to gain

It's a hurt inside your heart

I wonder if mine will ever start

I wonder if in life So alone

I wonder if my eyes once shown

Will I find this happy

Or will I just cry and be sappy

All I've felt was how to be alone

Not even anger grew in my eyes dull

Someone is trying to break free from haze

The life they are trapped in

the very thing they've made

The time when you don't worry

You'll be sorry

Death will come

And it will shatter

What did it shatter

It's the one thing you thought didn't matter?

The red blood flows

Into dark drains it goes

Fly up high as you want

Even to the nights sky

But as you burn in the suns light

Remember what your roots are

For what you fight

Forgive or forget

It does not matter

The path to home has been shattered ?

White is cold

Like the fallen snow

Now red with blood

We take the sacred test

Kill them all

Let them crawl

On their knees

They swarm for food as if bees

Black the sand

Once yellow as the land

White like light

Is now mere shadows turned evil from fights?

Red like blood

The drink of the dead

They bring me into a zombie like unrest

Kill it all

Grab it with your claws

Take it all

The demons call...

And as I go

And as my mind fades

Into a insane haze

As I go

I slowly know

It's all to late

It's all open

Hells gate ...?

A journey through life is no different than a journey through strife

Both will end

Both have begun

Neither are certain

There's no definite there's none?

Endless as the river spring

Time moves on and begins

As it goes on ahead

A drought will happen and we might all end up dead?

Time heals all

Even the pain of as fall

When you cry yet want to die

Your being selfish

Live your life

Even when crying remember here

Heartbreak stronger is always near?

Lies and truth intertwine

Much like space and time

One without the other is as if nothing

Nothing without is nothing all the same

Lies alone will only be nothing no truth to be found

Truth alone will create insanity as insults all to true ring out

Both alone are nothing to show

Much like a row of death or the power to know?

White sky's

Black night

As if a world of both death and life

Under the curtain of light

Darkness will always reside

And under the shadows so high as if reaching the sky's

Even the light can't hide ?

Forlorn long ago

The shadows shone

As if light

A year ago

Everything changed

The once bright eyes became as clouded as the foggy sky

Eyes

Darkness

Voice

lifeless

Mind trapped

Can I fight it ?

Insanity is encroaching in

Pretending to be a emotional thrill

This is kind of sill-ly

Who am I

Who is me ?

Insanity ? ?

There is always light in the dark

Mud in the marsh

Forgoten in the remembered

Thunder brining the world's sky asunder

And as we watch up above

Look on down and remember so

All evil is once light

Even the purest will become the night

Greed and suffering one in the same

Who is to say true evils name

Neither greed nor jealousy

It comes from the humans hell ish mind you see?

Look at our eyes

Were dark inside

Look at the night

That's where we live and fight

and as you look in horror at the forlorn land

I'll be your guide to darkness give me your hand

And as you decent to this insanity

Look at my hand holding yours to me

Look at my eyes

Try to fight

I know you by now

Your mine ?

Welcome to society

I hope for your dismay

Be yourself and be betrayed

Look the way twords the light

I see a future economic fight

Love your body be called a whore

Too much and pain and more

We'll hurt you for smiling

For crying too

Get steped on by our shoes

Fall in love with whoever

But who loves you is for society to chose

Please enjoy your stay

Don't be yourself

Or we'll force you to be born anew

There is no where to run

No where to hide

Society is accepting only on the outside

Demon eyes watch from yonder

Watching every action as you ponder

Look for the truth or lies

Look in our eyes

it doesn't matter your also dark inside

As dark as the night

We are society's eye ?

There's Beauty in every sorrow

Loss in every tomorrow

As we walk along

Our feat grow callus and grow strong

We walk to the next dawn

Dragging along

The things we once held

As the present itself

But now behind

Far behind

It's still not the time

to let go of the past

Because when we do let's place it somewhere it may rest at last ?

Deathly silence

Deathly night

Oh how much of a heartbreak can I have in life

So many deaths

So much loss

Can I toss it all away

Or can I not ?

Goodnight world

Don't topple down

I'll remember you

In my deathly hollow shroud ?

We got it now!

Why are you smiling put on a frown

We fall and get scorned by the people all around

And as we cry on feeble legs

Let's not forget it's not time to die yet

Life is not set

Not yet! Not yet!

Kill them all either dry or wet

Even the rain can't stop us now

Not now! Not yet!

I'm not even dead

A bullet through their heads

Now their dead ?

You loved me yet hated

It's all to late

I was once elated

But now I'm only hated

You say I'm beautiful

Yet you scorn behind my back

What is this

A mental attack?

You say I'm a nice person

Have you met me now

After you hurt me

I once was but now now ... anyhow

I'm just a ugly shadow

Adorn in thorns

A rose when you want

Yet behind my back

You talk all of the ugly crap

I've had enough go away you blood sucking knat ?

I really hate you

It has nothing to do

with who you are

There's the door

I really love you

Yet I also hate

Is it to late to say

I'm a person of many taste

And as I go

With so many emotions

I lose myself in horrible promotions

I really love you

I really do

But I'll mess up so you stay away too

I know I mess up

It's what I do

So don't care or trust me

It's good for you

Your the world I've left behind

I'd rather suffocate and die

Then ruin your life ~?

It's hard to find a smile in a land do desolate , a land in which smiles are all fake ... what does it take for a smile as bright as back then

Back when... ?

This poem of fear

This poem of lies

This poem of telling what's in my eyes

Only despise can be seen

Hate be felt

This hatred must be delt

A hatred built uppon fear and lies

They all hide under my eye

Although I smile I'll cry the same

Although I hurt I laugh as if playing a messed up game

Through this on and off

My heart hardened

It blackened till it was no more

A poem of hate

A poem of lies

A poem made in pure despise

The blood which felt as mere Tears

It Lost to doubt and hid it's fear ?

So one time during school

A girl made me drool

Not because she was cute nor cool

But because she was a boring teacher at school

?

Haha

As I laugh out loud

Hahaha

A scream far off rings out

bang CLASH

I start running off in a dash

The dark of my eyes

They hold no light

The bags of my eyes

They show the secrets of my night

And as you look

All you see

Is a shadowy eye looking back at thee

And as you look

And as you see

All you see is my past reflected in thee ?

Demons rising

Questions arise

Lost in thoughts

Lost in mind

As the darkness

Oh my dearest friend

They've always been there

In my shadows

Waiting to begin

Oh the silent darkness

How warm she is

Loss in light

Blinded by spite

Guided by shadows

Who have been alone

They were once people who shone ?

Our love may be small

But like Hells flame it can grow

I'm the demon lord just so you know

wink

I'll take your soul

And your body too

Just so you know

I'm not as innocent as you wink

So try to stab me in the heart

It will be fun because it still won't stop

I'll be here to love you still

I'm the demon lord I live for the pleasure and thrill *wink*?

Welcome to my home

It's so lonely here

That will change my cute little dear

I hope you don't mind

But I'll consume your heart

Be prepared to wake up with a start ?

Want to bet

This will be fun

Although I don't love you much

I will still jump the gun

For fun

So take my hand

A little dance

Maybe a kiss or two will enhance

Let's go for a date

Or maybe two

Please be my friend

Of maybe more

We'll see how it goes

Let's hope God knows ?

Sleep alone

The dark sky shone

Sit above the world unloved

Look down and see pity

Because all along you were under

Someone

Someone named society

Who is that

Who is me

What is our future to be?

Everyone may have secrets hidden inside

Somethings hidden so you don't despise

But all secrets weather dangerous or not

Should be shared with love ones

Dangers unsought

Don't hide them in forgotten thoughts?

4 month mark

Times moving

Times changing

Into many forms

As the world grows warm

My heart grows cold

The night sets in

the blackest world blows?

Don't do it

Lost to the wind

Words lost and forgoten

As if never spoken

Don't do it

Screams lost and drowned

Never again heard by another humans ear as sound

Oh how far I've fallen

Oh how lost I am

As I look at myself

Am I a sham?

My once skill full talents

Now nothing but luck

End up

Will I end in a muck ?

Breath out

The moments now

Breath in

Loss of sanity

Did you have any to begin?

Look out

All you see is black

Time to have a heart attack ?

On this night of all nights

The world keeps moving as if there was no fright

As I look around I think back

What is life

What is that ?

Then bellow a forgoten corpse

Then above a live of myth and hoarse

Hoarse screams at the top of their lungs

As if no more can be sung

And though the night I watch on by

What is life

What is that ? ?

To you those who listen

Please head my words

All of you are important

More said would do no good

And those who don't heed my words

Think back and say

Have my days all been bad or did some stray

Although in darkness

All will have light

I say this but even I don't believe me as I'm scared and in fright

But although scared as I may be

Don't you see

This world is growing in ways unseen

Follow the path not set off before

Rocks may hurt your feet as they hit the floor

But only when your feet are strong

Will you realize you've had a good life so long ?

I thought they're was only one

Only space for the moon or sun

Death and life cannot co exist

in one body only one can stay like this

And in this darkness or light

The other may do something and take a slice

In the center of the heart even the white can be taken dark ?

Light and dark neither are set

Well at least not until the end

Both will help one in times of need

Neither will fall to the others unless they proceed

And as you know both are in check

Their deaths are neither the same or set

One will die at the hands of the other

And in this moment the sky will grow asunder ?

Happy holoween you strange few

Walking the streets with faces covered as if born anew

Who are you

Are you the same as before

Or are you a beast in humans clothing

Or maybe you were already a beast before

And as I look I think again

Who are you

When did we begin

Are you a demon

Or a person in plastic mask

Or are you both

Should I even ask??

The cold wind blows across echoing shadows

The once fired passion is no more

It's now black char laying on the earthen floor

Life is mysterious yet much more?

Ashen walls burning down

Till the point where memory's ring out

Once a home has come undone

Fire blazes bright as the sun !?

Laying in ashes

A fallen thrown

Once sat on by the kings of past unknown

Now lying on ashen floor

The ashen door has burst into flames and is no more?

I'm sorry for the death I've caused

I'm sorry for the eternal loss

What has gone by which I've not seen

What is life anymore my queen

And as I wait to hear a answer

I look up and ask her

But no answer as I'm alone

I'm lost in my own home?

Under the cover of shadowy dawns

Living in a place beyond

And as I wander through the world

I look up and see no more

Then looking around

A endless fog

Looking around a hazy shroud

A place inside my mind unknown

This place so unfamiliar

Is like my home ?

Dreams no longer unseen

In the real world they haunt reality

As if theirs no more sanity

They look at me ?

As I lay on my bed tonight

I sit and think of the dreams of great fright

And as I wonder when I'll grow older not younger

Will I have such terror??

Through the night I sit and wait

Times are going as it turns and wakes

And as the ocean moves my ship astray

I look up to the night sky and hope to wake up to the day ?

Life is something full of strife

Always turning directions left and right

And as we go through this stream so long

We realize humans

Ourselves

Are not strong

And as we break on down

We always hold a frown

Oh how sad is life now?

I don't believe in God

Because I can do it myself

What I do wrong will be fixed by life

And if you doubt

If you can live alone

Christianity is just a place to hide your sins as if it's your right alone

And when you think

One man dying

That's not enough

To save us all ?

Welcome to Hells door?

So see ya

I guess

Is this really all a game to you

Or is it a test

You know I love you

But others do to

So why are we fighting over you?

I'm selfish that's all I've said

Yet were still fighting ...

Weird

Strange

Am I deranged ?

I think I may be insane for you to ever love me the same way

So yeah... have fun

I'm done

See ya hun?

Burned and hurt

Lost and cheated

Till it imploded one day

What can I say

I'm in total loss of dismay

I can't even feel

It hurts till I'm num

As if it's the end of the sun ?

The mosters crawl on the shakey floor , they howl for more , fear galore, sweating as I arose , from a haunting sleep , wiping away the tears of a past days dream, I breath and wait as I try to clear the fear , nine to one one to nine fear undone as if they were as far yet haunting as the sun?

When the thing you want is Oh so close , just out of reach as if you were a rat and it was just close enough to touch your nose, when you can have anything but your treat , oh how much you want that cheese , everyone's waiting ... I'm watching , just a bit longer , in the grand scheme of life , we see and live always needing things to just be right , and beyond anything , we're only mortals?

Calming my soul as it comes undone , I think of the time we played in the sun, you left I felt betrayed as I was force to stay, praying to the sun for a safe return left alone for the world is bright and my corner unshown , and as I wait you fight alone , hoping for a day to see me again , but alas it wasn't ment to be ... your the sunlight I'll never see?

It's not right yet also right at the same time , what is to be done , just a speck of good , a speck of evil , infinite is the emotions as they scream, do it one said to me , don't another screamed , and as I stood and waited , I just , fell , and fell, into insanity , haven't I been here all along ? It feels like my home again I'm alone ?

Crying as I lost the days , when the world was filled with bright rays , holding hands with a face forgoten , lost to the end of life lost, your grip softened and I cried as coldness entered your eye where have you gone our one chance , was it all just a reversed dance

Just one more chance

Regret what you may your eyes have strayed , hesitation will bring dismay, yet so will regret the future is not set , not waisted , don't give up now , and anyhow , hesitation is a curse and a gift one you can't learn nor reverse , yet you still regret as if upset not yet not yet?

Pretend to be strong and hide your mechanical faults

Slowly crumbly in many hidden spots

As if you shot your face distorts

Slowly your body breaks down and contorts

Be iron and hide all your faults

Haha what joke that is its all for not

Although your strong you may not yield

You facade may not be used as a sheild

Even the strongest will crumble one day

Even the hated will have dismay

And one day you too will fall under weight

The weight of your own illusion

The facade of strength ?

And ask the sky continues to intertwine, life goes by with many bored sighs, and as we all look up above, we see the stars still as if a stone dove?

The thought of tears lost to nothing but fear, this scares me to no mere end, the idea this pity this thing which hits me, it drowns me in fear as if I was being sheared of emotion , lost in the commotion , the tears keep coming to no end , as if they were my faithful friend , the pity of others coming to end, is it my fault my friend ??

I am not a raincloud in the sky

Yet it's thundering because of my forlorn crys

the future is coming and in comes stress

Oh no a test

The use of me is unknown

I am not used so what can I show

I don't have happiness in a bag

Because who has all that cash?

This is important don't forget it

Don't try and end it

Life is not a fragile gift

It's something which can only be broken after tears and hatred ?

abandoned the past for a hazy future

the world near yet also farther

what have you left

how much pain have you delt

this world yells this song

all you've done wrong

all the people who act strong

all of this is a lie

gone is the tear in my eyes

good ridden

you've been forgiven

but your also forgotten

sianara

see you tomorrow?

Don't fear the darkness

It shows what it hides

Don't fear the light

It blinds and controls your mind

Don't do the things I've said to do

Be yourself be you

Although foolish

I must say

Being trusting is sometimes the better way

Because even in darkness

Their are friends as if you were in light

Not all people can be seen

Until they turn and become mean

Trust but don't put your guard down?

You sit and you see

You watch the things

They pass you by

A tear drops from your eye

The loss and loan

Of a forgotten home

Never again

Is this sadness shown

A screach rang out

No one around

Where did that sound come from?

The beating of the drums

The screaming of the fun

The bloody War which will begin

A scream rang out

But inside your head

Shouldn't you be in bed ??

Ride around with a frown

Falling down

I hope you drown

As you swim you think things

In the Eerie silence

Bandaid my mind now

Your soft hands hit the jagged ground

A soul shattering shreak rang out!

but we're under water?

Scared to take them off

They expose the lies

Promise me you'll look in my eyes

I love you for more than everything you do

Push me down

Push me up

I'll never have enough

Letting me go

Making me fall

I love it all

Till... i...

Explode

Asking us where we shall wonder

Just ponder

I'm not asking to be your husband

But think of the sights and...

Is this coming in a cheesy way

I'm sorry to say but nay

This is the truth I must say

I hope you love me for many days

Falling

Down

A screach rang out

The sound of love

Drown me in it?

Laugh away the summers day

Remember you'll never be this way

Once friends

Maybe enemy's

Drift of emotion ...

As time goes on bonds weaken or grow strong

What will happen beyond...

The summers breeze ?

Oh how sad

You act like your cool and bad

Following the trends

Following your friends

Ripped genes

Something old now something new

How cool!

Buy the thing for ten fold

And behold

Fashion untold

because you bought trash

Idiocy may I add

Just buy it cheep

From the junk heap

Fashion may I add

Is a ripped pair of genes

Trash?

When you doubt yourself

Think of the road

Beaten and stomped on by your determined toes

And as you walk

Don't forget

This isn't the end yet?

Some people feel rain

Others feel hail

I feel the living hell

Underneath of society

Where we all live can we see ?

This darkness that we feel

It's all numb to you and me

Oh where did our freedom

Once here

It was taken by the world ever so dear

And as we lost

We became boring

Individuality is hard to find now you see

?

God bless the depressed

All wearing a dark veil and dress

All lined up in a row

Then theirs me

In the light with insanity

In a dress of black

Out of the shadows about to get attacked

outcast

Without a mask

That is me I'm the shadows in the light you see?

You turned into what you said you'd never be

To do what save something of fragility ?

Save someone yet kill your heart

Destroying many more in the wake of your dart

And as you say I did it for her

Millions die as that occurs

Truly this world is unfair

Is your heart still there ??

All your lies are turning slick

From the pain and tears your losing your grip

What is truth what is lie

Even your own eyes can't tell truth from hate and despise

Bring yourself down will you not

Is it saddness or happiness than you sought

But what is it now when your so down

Stop being a baby and suck it up?

Don't you dare break out ties

Don't you dare say they were always lies

I've seen the truth behind the fog

Even if blocked by a infinite bog

Don't you break our ancient ties

Theyll always be there as they have throughout time

Don't you dare say such a lie

I know you better than you know I

Yet I know nothing about myself...?

I try to be happy yet always seam mean

Is my word really that obscene

Why can I not feel the hatred

In my words which apparently come from satan

I did nothing wrong or did I so

This world is not black and white I should show

I'm kind of tired or the hate from all sides

Am I weird or am I just late ?

My thoughts a dark melody always unseen, hidden and changing as their reasons become obscene , mentally and physically I slowly break down low , I look forwords for the winters cold and unforgiving snow , with a quill and ink I sit and think, as my hopes sink , through nightmares and dream I see the same face always mean , I'm closer to the floor than the basement door , the stars once we're shadows , and they were once air , what is this World, what is not there?

Happiness may be the strongest thing

But having too much and getting it taken away will sting

I've felt that far too much

Such loss is it worth such love ??

Always be happy

Such a strange thing to say

Lose your emotions just to keep one tucked away

To pair with sadness you must have light

Yet without the shadows

What is the light?

Don't force yourself to be sad

Don't force yourself to be happy

Be in the middle

Not being happy is not the same as being mad

Don't lose yourself

Don't lost your emotions

Losing your emotions just to keep one is a commotion?

Oh how we fight through even the most peaceful of nights

On the day when the sun becomes brightest we all fight as if the thing we must do above all is fight ?

Scream and shout

Without a doubt

Life moves on

Your screams unheard

?

Time moves on I've moved beyond

Through and through I was born anew

Neither of darkness or the night

I fear both

I also will strike ?

I remember the days of my past

Oh how I wish they last

Gone is the veil which covered my eyes

Exposed to the world where they are dirty ed

The loss of innocence ?

Live your life

Not knowing what's right

Who cares

Because at least your there

Cry alone without a sound

Although you cry no one will go round

As if you were left alone

You'll be crying as your heart turns to stone

As if the birds have left the clouds

The sky screams out loud

Eyes and ears ringing in pain

All of the screams are one in the same

This is no game

Insanity has set out loud

Darkness and light shrouds the clouds

Day and night are blurred into one

No one can even see the sun

As I look far away

I see something homewards way

A beacon making the madness go asunder

As if the darkness was suddenly struck by thunder

As I look homewards way

It finally becomes day

And as I look up at the sky

"Thankyou world..."

I say wide eyed

As I try not to cry

This maddnesses end

Is also the lost of a constant friend ?

Laugh out loud

A shroud of sound

Nothing can be heard

Not even the rumbles of earth

As I laugh

I start to scream

Madness and depression easily Sean

Death is coming

Easily dead

Life is coming with a knife in its head

It

Has

Ended

Life's end?

Life is taking its tax

My inspiration is taking a toll

What is life

What is it to be bold

Take it back

Bring your life on track

Either that or die in a heart attack ?

Loss of inspiration

Poetical desperation

Loss of civilization

Loss of all sanity?

Slowly as the birds flew

The sky was born anew

Dyed black by the darkest wings

What is the sky

What is anything ?

Just sitting here

No one near

Why is everyone moving away as if in fear

All alone

Crying to the earthen stone

Where is everyone

Have they left me ??

Time to go die

I don't know why

Life goes by

In a endless haze

Try to grip

You fall on down

You'll fall to madness

All around

You hold your hand

You are also pulled down

You'll lose grip

Of what was once around

Your blinded

You can't even see the fog

It's as if your walking in a endlessly black bog?

As snow fell that faithful winter night

My eyes will reflect the sun and shine bright

Looking at the seas

Looking at the snows

Here I walk

Here I go

Into the everlasting expanse

the thing known as reality ?

A long time ago

The world was covered in snow

Hidden and covered by the melted day

Then it all melted and went away

Nothing is forever ?

Luminosity

Shadows viscosity

All are intwine

Yet none will shatter due to time ?

Sleep away

The cold winters day

Life moves on

From morning to the end of times dawn?

Sleep

The soundless night

Something of fright

Something of loss yet also might ?

They say that rejection hurts the most

Yet I beg to differ

Knowing that your going to fail

Knowing that you'll miss her

Isn't loving her now and knowing you'll hurt her

Isn't that worse *?

Laugh off the pain of your worse days

Laugh off the memory's and become someone different you see

Lost your pain

Who are you

A shell which cannot learn or he born annew?

?

Oh no rejected again

How much is this so called pain

You think I'll cry ?

You think I'll want to die ?

You've got another thing coming

I'm insane so why

I've felt this a million times

Why should I cry when I've felt this more than I'll ever lie

No matter how much I cry

It's a waste so why??

Love in the darkest moments

Only to leave when you think things are high

Don't forget that even times of love

There are hidden lies ?

Why must we break out own hearts

To give others the chance to restart

No matter how much it hurts

We do it anyways

Slowly going out of wack

Time slows down and goes off track

Another world for you and me

There is nothing concrete not even destiny ?

Turn the clock back

I've lost my track

I was going right

To a place I despise

Yet I must

This world has picked out this path for all of us

But then I start to go

to go astray

I've lost my way?

Isn't it funny how the world goes round

Everything is hidden in a shroud

And as we turn we find the truth

But we also lose grasp of what we knew back then?

Emotions lost to all of time

Sanity lost at the drop of a dime

Anger and saddness corrupt the soul

Lost in time is the story of what is no more

On that day

Or should I say night

Something shocked you into fright

Years later

On that same day

You were corrupted to my dismay

"DIE DIE" you screamed out loud

Your soulless heart drowning my screams out

The anger has corrupted your soul

OR should I say what is no more

The soul lost to the void ~?

I put down my pen and quill

For tonight I sleep without style nor drill

Goodnight world I sleep today

I'll see you tomorrow sorry if goodbyes make you dismay

Know that it is not the end tonight

I will see you again in times of strife

Blackest blood

Common lines

No originality flows from my hand to my eye

But that will change

Like the poets for told

This world's poetry will change in ways bold?

Rust you say

That's what you are to my dismay

I want to rub you off my sword

So I can cut those who shall live no more?

Hello shadows we meet again

Have you met darkness they are my friends

Have you seen what truly hides

Not you who only follows I despise

Don't be a slave to the populas

Following the orders of those you must

Your no more than iron dust

As common as unwanted and lost trust ?

Oh my inspiration has left my head

Where did it go since I was last in bed

My feeling all which shone

They are dim now giving only a reminiscent shone ?

Black white

What is evil what is right

Day night

Both are scary able to give fright

In the day you burn away

In the night you lay unsafe

Either way you'll fall on down

You'll fall on the pavement and smash your crown

Oh how safe we are

Now we can't see

The danger beneath our feet

Hello

Welcome to the show

Pick a seat we have many rows

Sit down get comfortable we have a long show

Sit down take a cup of tea what your about to see

Oh my Oh me

It's going to shock you it really is

What your going to be shown is a horror such as this

Life

The game of life you say

Oh what silly words as silly as the day

Oh!

How silly you act

You haven't even taken a wack

Oh

Me Oh my

Oh you feel like your going to die

Oh me Oh my

How weak you are I can't hold you in my eyes? ?

I must say this will be fun

This is a duel to the death when it's done

I must congratulate you for this fight

I've gotten a wicked vibe but I know who's right

Behold the power

The power of two

Your life will end yet never be born anew

Behold the power of two houses

Behold the power of darkness

Behold

the

End

Darkness will never rise again ?

Move back

Again on track

Time moves and my fingers crack

Back to writing

Again and again

Are you guys ready for then ??

It's kind of quiet today

Much to my saddened dismay

Why is everyone gone from this world

It's lonely here I've learned ?

Okay sorry I've been getting off track

My work is piling and I don't know which pile to attack

Do I do science

Or do I so math

So many subjects to do I'm getting off track ?

I have witnessed many ends

A thing going from a enemy to a friend

Coruption changing the very word

What is a friend anymore

I've stayed strong yet I've also never fought back

Where do I go where is my track

I'm looking at the end

The oblivion which is the future

And I frankly don't care

The future is not welcoming

Alas it's the end

I thought we were friends

...?

on and on this world keeps spinning

on and on i keep walking

over and over i trip and fall

ive lived this life ive seen almost all

but what i haven't seen is the sadness

its everywhere but people are hiding it like its madness

sadness is not a mental distorter

its a natural reaction to disorder

dont hide your feelings it will only sadden

dont hide your sadness or it will madden

this world is not for the emotionless

i would know i was born like this

cherish your emotions

cherish your love

but dont hide your sadness

its a thing of beauty ?

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Pain which fades

Scars stay still

Like a useless illusion of thrill ?

Even the brightest day has its shadows

Even the darkest night has the stars

Don't give up there's darkness in light and light in darkness ?

Blow the wind into ones ear

Although your blowing they cannot hear

This is because you are screaming too loud

If you scream it will be like you haven't uttered a sound?

What does war bring

It brings ideals

Not of peace or eavining meals

It brings ideals together not to learn

The ideals clash and furiously burn

In the midst of war

Not a single scream can be heard

Only the screams of ideals can be sung

Everything else is irrelevent

The drum sets off and a army's roar

Bloodshed and hatred

People are screaming no more

As they scream

They scream in fear

Fear of the ever present future near?

In the dark what can you see ?

Can you finally see the darkness which envelopes thee

Is your mind free from illusion and dissalusion?

Is your mind at ease ?

No your mind is not safe

Well not yet

But don't run to the light it will stop your life

Nothing is like it seams

Everything has a tinge of hidden secrets ment to be mean ?

Okay let's start a song

Let's start a song about something which will always be weak and never strong

Humans

We are weak as a twig easily hurt

Out souls are fragile and out body's are too

We have lived through the hell of war

But why are we here ??

Sorry I've been gone for so long

I've just been sitting around listening to songs

I've sorry it seams like I've forgotten

I'm sorry that it seams like I don't care ?

ive read a book about death and grim

i have learned some things

nothing in this world is happy as you say

nothing is truly as bright as what you think of day

although everything you say may be true

it has two sides which when seen reborn the world anew

this world has conflict unknown to you

even the fights are grimier too

ive been to hell and back

not really thats just a fact

no ones been there yet they still complain

they think theyve seen the worse and are paving the way

what fools they are saying such lies

even your darkness is brighter than the light

these days our lives are so well

yet now of all times were in a living hell ??

and through and through the weaving blues

the darkness sets off like before

nothing changes nothing moves

this bog slowing us all down

through and through reality

or so we call

is kind of slow none of you can argue

thats because somewhere all

every single one of you have felt the clock stop

in a time when youd rather have it not ?

There's a ringing in my head

Saying something better left unsaid

It tells me to say it's dark when it's light

It tells me to fight while everything is calm and right

This monster it became my friend

Slowly making me succumb to its will again and again

I suffer but I don't care

I can't care

The monster of human nature

Shadows collide

Time passes by

the world moves even if you and I

If we never move well be left behind

Nothing will wait

Nothing is shown?

Hey everyone I've gone astray

I'm going down the dark path of dismay

As you can see as clear as day

My poems are as dark as the night is to day

So I'm just going to say

I'll try to change my ways

Yet my feel will not change

That is the truth ?

In times when things move to fast

Thing of your silent past

When times were easy to decode

Yet you were never sold

Back then it went lightning fast

Yet thinking back every memory is slow as the last

Time moves on and death goes asunder

Lightning and thunder

The speed of light

In a picture they are frozen ?

Ringing darkness

Born anew

Every child's birth is a blessing and a curse

Every child has the ability to do the worse

Although they can be cultured they still have evil inside

All of us are corrupted somewhere in our minds

As the fog lessened

All you see is pain

This is the world we live in

Never again?

The darkness moves on

Without any love

It is alone yet it does not need a dove

The darkness is forever hidden away

They say it corrupts so it ran away

But although it ran

It still hurt

It had no choice

There was no nurse

The darkness doesn't need any love

Death and destruction are all above

In its heart there is no room only death and doom ?

This thing flowing through me

This blood and slow insanity

My soul is crippling and in pain

Death and all my life has been in vain

The screams of souls

The once foretold

the darkness which ate

The thing which ate fate

And then I look up

I've had enough

This pain I feel

None of this is real

I run through the fog

Finding a way out

But then I trip and fall

And then my freedom has come to a crawl

Then I look up

Everyone is staring down at me

My feet have gone down

My soul is on the cold hard ground

Death shall not be remembered ?

"Don't judge me you don't know me"

A poem trying to open the eyes of the foolish who use this

Judge me I say

It doesn't matter I say

The day and the night

They're different yet they fight

"Don't judge me you don't know me"

A selfish sentence say in fear

Judges and stares are mere

Don't judge me for my actions

Don't claim to know me

Inspiring sentences in theory

Merely used as a sheild to insult in action

Although I don't know you I'll judge by your actions

If you hit a person

I don't need to hear your past

This world isn't the fairy tail you think and see

Even the very air we breath

Is different

Look at my hand

Scars running down

It won't make me tear up nor will it frown

But you who doesn't know me nor my past

You will judge me

Your a hypocrite to the last?

Yin and yang

Doors of fate

One to darkness

The other one late

To open one

You must open the other

Find the truth

And become another

Yin and yang

Two of one

One which has both and some

Yin and yang

Death and life

Happy Ness and strife

Both doors open to a fate unknown

The white door may as well be one bringing you to heaven or your doom

Demons dark burn and rubble

Shadows ment to befuddled

The knife falling down to my knees

The skin being peeled by these

The blood pours out with a large burst

My blood from a wound spews first

All over the eyes of the once fallen king

Blood spews forth across darkness tonight

The blooded tears fall down on a face so near

Far away right now

Ever so queer

Gone for now

Remembered later

This is the song of this world so much greater?

Don't worry child , they said to me , they said this before they cut my spleen , don't worry child , said the voice in my head , at that moment I knew I wasn't dead , a shot to their head and a cry rang out , crying abut before it stopped to shout , why is this World so evil why , darkness and black are my eyes , the portal to hell we all have inside , I'm slowly bleeding out and dying why? Why is this World falling down , my head drops to the ground?

Don't worry child I'm no longer here , no knife at your back keeping your path clear , giving you ways to go and run , the future is now but it's also done?

The shadows rise and my fingers hide the shadowy gaze under the night and as time goes on the fire burns strong and heaven rises and so does the moon?

Whatever you say , what every you do , I'm always watching so you can't be born anew , the darkness follows like me and my cloak , the shadows arisen like the songs of the folk , as they sing I go rising , this is the night of song the night of dance , the night of the darkness es prance, I am the darkness all covered in white , mascaraded as the thing you hold so near and tight?

I wander around in the endless fog , I wander to the edges of the deepest bog , to infinity I walk , behind me is nothing , my past a lie , my future endless times to fail and die?

Endless lies , endless fog , through the slow and unforgiving bog , look for answers yet unseen, the fog isn't nice it's mean , the answers are hidden in the cold water bellow , walk out now with only your shell of a life to show , stay here and find useless glory , nothing to show but the things they say ...?

Your nothing special , just bide your time , you live on a rock which may one day die , the sun is just fire , burning the world ? The moon is a means to stop the twirl?

A crumpled up note without any bliss a single hair standing up like this I am not the one which will say there's no time today?

Um the pressure is pushing me down , um my thoughts are moving but not my mouth , um without a sound I stand , stage fright has had me play into its hand , um this unrelenting fear , what if I mess up and see queer , um what is this feeling in my, it's the relentless fear of hell?

Life moves by , nothing changes , the difficulty goes up yet no reward , they say the harder the challenge the more instore , the more instore behind that ever lying Door , the door of tomorrow?

No Ryme nor reason to rejoice but a poem with mood yet no rhyming voice a nice change from my usual pace this is nice my mouth needs to eace?

A place of bland, a place of lies , the screen filled my past blocking my eyes, the cruel truth as it is , is far as can be , there is no bliss , a screen which blocks out time , a screen which blocks out my eyes , the darkness scares those looking at me , the screen of forever hidden eternalty?

Flip your hair I won't care , I have no eyes they are over there , they have been pulled out after seeing your face , this is the race of forbidden eyes , a race of the darkness which lies inside?

I need something to pull me along your fabulousness keeps me strong as I walk to eternalty I see something in your eye reminding of me?

Hallucinations of the world we see , what about it affects me , is this World really what it seems , or was that always a dream, I am caged in a cage of black, although caged I know more than the keepers which keep me on track , as I look outside the prison doors , I drop to the floor as I see the world of black?

You remind me of the darkness which once hid my lies , you remind me of a time I despise , this darkness I feel , this darkness which set me asunder, this darkness of thunder?

Life is strange a turning mess , life is evil that is what makes it best I must leave and do a test see ya tomorrow Mr less?

You hold me together like the glue between my feet , you hold me down so I can't retreat, this lie I live was reinforced by you , I'll pull my legs up and take the blow too?

?

I'm the darkness

Your the light

Please bring me away

I don't want to stay

In this cruel place~

Your the love to my hate

You make me want to relate

Not hate...

You make me feel so strange and conflicted

I don't who how to express this ~

Should I scream or should I cry

Should I smile or look you in the eye

What do I do ?

Please tell me about you ~

Bring me to places out of the stasis

Make my heart thaw from its icy expanse ~

Nothing will make me happier than your hand ~

Bring me to land

Away from this ocean

This ocean of lies

Bring me away

To a place I'll stay

For eter-nal-ty~?

Over and over again I find breakthroughs in the shadows

In the place opposed to the light

In response to the sunlight

I sheild my eyes

I'm just a dreamer wandering as I found

Light should be a thing defended

I'm never giving up?

Over and over again I find breakthroughs in the shadows

In the place opposed to the light

In response to the sunlight

I sheild my eyes

I'm just a dreamer wandering as I found

Light should be a thing defended

I'm never giving up?

ever moving through the world

i sing this song

ever through this life i tell of the hidden wrongs

ever and on

i will write this song thats hidden from your face

ever on and on this song will scream of pain and race

going faster than the slowest

running away from your self before you know it

changing into many shapes

when you finally get to the end of the race

you look at your face

who am i

who are you

ive lost my bearings what do i do?

Rustling leaves shake of shadowy trees

Darkness falls and the shadows become claws

Griping onto your heart at night

The shadows rest peacefully at your side

The shadows glint of darkness fades

Nothing can be considered insane

Even the sky changes ?

Sorry if I made you cry

Now I seriously want to die

Nothing can be seen In my eyes

I've lost all hope?

Rejoice

No voice

Nothing but a heartfelt cry

Silent as the night

Powerful as the blinding sun?

In a room of nothing

Everything resounds

Yet nothing makes a sound

Darkness fades but a summer light

Neither can he seen tonight ?

In a room full of people all I feel is blank stares

Darkness and nightmares

People judging

People watching

In this world I wait for you to come yet no one's there

This world has brought me down but I look up

Hoping to see you again

And as I thought

I saw nothing

No one saw a thing

Emptiness and resounding sound

Everything vibrating around

My tears are amplified into screams

My screams are amplified into a forsaken dream

Never ment to be mean ...

Darkness and the unseen ?

Smiles and crys all intertwine

Like the dark and the light or the day and the night

Different and right

Together they make the world change from dark to light

Blades of blood

Tears of sorrow

Knives cutting in

No tomorrow ?

Put my hand up to my eye

All I can feel is blood why

The light in front of me is red

There is a evil queen yelling off with her head

As I run I scream and shout

Shadows distorting full of doubt

Blooded hands and blooded lies

Nothing will be the same I realise ?

Day and night intertwine

Time moves on and it unwinds

Things change and the world shifts

Although the sky's are grey

I hope to make your day

This world may shift but it won't fall

It never has and not at all

Times change and times move but darkness shall forever fill the summers move

As time goes on in a trance I'll be Here

I'll dance ?

Blooded tears fall to the ground

Fallen friends all have fallen down

Nothing is seen

Nothing is felt

This world is a place which must be delt

The world falls down and the sky reaches out

Swallowing the world in its shadow

Consume the world and keep us hidden

This world which has gone

Time moves on and the ground changes

Time moves on and even the sky blackened

Everything has changed and everything has wrong

Nothing is able to stay strong

The darkness consumes everything around

the screams fade out without a sound

The darkness hugs onto me tight

Whispering into my ears telling me to give up the fight

Falling tears

Forbidden dreams

Lost and found again

Rolling in a circle of lies

It soon becomes black

Those lies you lose

Those tears you cry

Those times you want to die

I felt them all at one point or another

But there's no one like you

Your special they say yet why does it feel bad

I'm special they say

I'm just stupid

Who are they to judge those who judge

This is the world?

Mere tears

Falling dreams

Down my face

A trickling tear

A melted dream ?

Why do kids run

Why do they try

There's no reason why

Why do they play

I see no use

That is my question

It's a questionable truth

Take your innocence

Take your sanity

Slowly bring you to madness and beyond

Blood fills your eyes as all your friends cry

I'll take your innocence

Stab through the heart of once pure gold

Turn it into darkness untold

I am a demon as strong as the sky

I'm strong because I lost morality

I lose my innocence ?

Song lyrics

Blood falls down

And trickles down to the ground

All around

Everywhere there's only fright and nothings right

What to do?

Death drips down

All around

Only a frown and tears can be seen

Who did this

Why is this

World full of pain

All again

Death drips down and all around

There's only pain

and all of this for gain...?

Do you know how some relationships go to rubble after their first stumble ? After a clime it's easy to fall that is what this poem conveys that is all?

Growing from shadows becoming the light , love is not passive it can make even the nicest fight , fight for love in times of opposition , but don't forget even in times of peace you misson?

Love grows from the shadowy undertoe, where did it begin no one knows , growing from ashes and becoming a flame , love has just begin it's no gane?

Blackest blood whitest skin , nothing could be seen to begin , pained tears all alone , death as worthless as a crushed stone?

Death and doom the ever more

Blades of frost and blades which crawl

Blood sprouts from thickest skin

Nothing was there to begin

Tears and blood makes the devil cry

This world is so messed up why

Black and blue a summers night

Death at each door

Life

A fight ?

The air rings out

A scream

A scream so loud it shakes your heart

Your mind jolts up like a spark

"Where am i?"

"Your in hell"

"Who are you?"

"I'm the devil"

Demons fly through the darkened hellish sky

Demons roam through this place they call home

Demonic in looks

Evil in nature

The Demons stare

At their prey

"Hahaha"

A Demonic laugh

"Hahaha"

More laughs eco

"Hahaha"

You laugh along

Who you were ?

You forget

Who you are now ?

A demon with a heart of black?

+Crystal Gremory? a poem in dedication

It's been a while since I've tried to not lie

But is it a lie if I

If I can't even understand myself

How can I judgesomeone I just met?

That's the thing about me

I can't really see

Who do I hate

Who do I love

It's kind of hard to see

Be honest they say

But who do I be honest to ?

Myself or someone else

A lie

Or a truth

What is the place where all that goes to blur

Somewhere

Yet nowhere

I can't say I know you much

But so far I can day I like you as such

So I'll tell you again

In the future if this opinion comes to a end

I don't know if it will end in hate

I don't know if it will end in love

Only time can tell such

I know that much

So ask me again

In a few years time

My answer may differ

But as of now

I like you a lot

That is the honest truth ?

Many questions flow threw my head

I'm sure right now someone wants me dead

Are they watching me type

From the light they hide

They hide in the dark

Who am I

Who are you

Where are we going to

When was i

When was I last truly alive

Please tell me

Who are you

Are you him or her

And you that or that?

You can't be different can you be?

Being different is unacceptable in today's society

I'm a outcast a lousy runt

No one to hug

No one to tug

Who can I tug onto when I want to cry

Why world why

Yes

Every onion has its things to hide

Strip away the layers carfully or you may cry

A onion is not one thing alone

It is not the thing it shows

It is made of its past and present

All growing slowly through the years?

Time moves without a sound

My tears flow out then and now

I cry out why

Why do I want to die

Are my screams the sound of time?

Time moves by without a sound

Or does it now?

Can you see all the screaming lies

Can't you see that person trying to hide ?

This world has many secrets and lies

It's up to you to find ?

Embrace the shadows you once called home

cut the empty forever lasting thrown

a land of lies ever last

who will be the last on to laugh

a familiar costume is on me

a familiar lie is smelling like 3

who's lieing who's not

sing a song of what we can't take sing a song of fraught

Sing a song of hatred and fate

the world crumbles under neith it's own forsaken fate its not to late

night envelops day and covers the world in blood the end is coming ... are you prepared?

Black angels fall

White angels cry

Why world why

Splitting the two

Far away

Never to see each other again?

Going insane

This noise in my brain

It rings through the wall without refrain

It goes through my skull

Making me spill

All the secrets a hid

They are all out

What a thrill

Yes I was happy through and through , and through

the times my views changed and became anew being beaten to a bloody pulp

I lost my chances she said "nope just nope"

I faced him the next day with a knife in my hand "let's have a dance , a blade dance"

With a hole in my heart and a chip at my feet

I became older I became bolder

Knowing more and showing less

Instead of doodling in my book I look around

See my eyes , see them now

they are black about as black as my heart

Let's stop this fighting with a large stop

a knife in your chest and your life comes to a end , amen?

You look at the stars

You want to cry

You look at my eyes and only see a will to die

But if you looked deeper than my skin

All you'll see is darkness

And love?

These aren't eyes

They are blind

These aren't ears

They are deaf

These aren't dreams they are lonely Ness

They can't see the light of tomorrow

My feat try to dance but fall on their face

My dreams have become lost in this chaos of today

I wish upon a star but only feel disappointment

I need someone

But I'll only hurt them ?

Bored alone

Listening to the strangers roam

In the corner of the road

No place to call a home

Sleep on the streets

Poor and beat

Life is hard

A cold heart

Tears freeze

Tears shatter

The moment when I give my heart

Don't pull it away

Don't pull it away and leave me empty

You might break my heart

Or turn it into nothing

Just don't turn it black ?

It's been forever since I've felt this way

I can't help but look far away

How long has it been

How long has it been since I've felt

It's been way to long since I've felt your touch

It's been more than I can stand

Every night I think of you laying in bed

How much the longing torments my head

I want to hug you but it's all a fading illusion ?

Black as night black as my eyes forbidden suns

Darkness sets?

Under the cover of snow

Life goes on

Although times are bleak

They still live

We as humans

Were always weak

Wars fight

Death life

All are different

None are fun?

theres a sound disorting all the meanings

turning a nightmare to a mere sleep

no dreams are going

no dreams are coming

there are voices just screaming

the whispers of time

which i have heard go slow

are starting to scream

im not coming home

to a place where i once roamed

to a place where i wont be loved

save your breath im all alone

nothing you say will tell me otherwise

im bored to tears

something is sureal

nothing is what i thought

im to brokken for life

im to old for strife

what is there left to do

lost and cold in the cold hard hole

a hole which is never found

i will be barried in this saddness i have

forever more

save your breath im all alone

in this place i call a baren home

save your breath im in hell now

life is to short to love

oh oh oh oh

i think i met her when i gave up

no more love to give

but im sorry i let her down

so please forgive

all of my friends are telling me to go

go to where when i have no home

so i come over and over again

but ill stay here and pretend you think

what am i if my dreams all die

all alone in the darkness

i am a man and so such i

have gone to the dive bar?

all alone

a heart of stone

eyes which shine

a sinister light

why am i all alone

in a desolate place i call

home

forgoten as the skys so high

sometimes i wish i could die

falling ot the ground bellow

this is the darkness i call my home

up above the highest skys

that is a world i cant live by

this is the world of the light

i must stay in the shadows

i cant share my light?

Lost In Thoughts All Alone

a heart of black may fall down low

sinking to the ground as it does so

none is heard and none is felt

a fallen curtain shall start to melt

not darkness or light

nothing in this world is right

although nothing is wrong

nothing is truly strong

even the weakest heart may break

even the strongest hear will shater

everything is wrong

what a mad world we live in

for the world you fight

sing a song of pain

a song of shame

a song which will forever be remembered

the rain falls and drowns out all maddness

in a heart as old as time

no one will hear me cry

in this rain of tears known as the world

embrace the shadows which hide you so

gaze uppon the sacred yet empty thrown

a legacy of forbidden truths

a easily seen lie

what do they hide

sing a song of blood and plunder

sing a song of pain and let the world become asunder

the black pillar cracks

it was built upon secrets and lieslies

the shadows will break through the light

the light will be lost and alone

am i that light

or am i the shadow only time can tell

in the shadows a hand moves through

a knife which cuts through this hand and breaks it in two

dreams walking eventually cascading

embrace the shadows

embrace the end

sing the song of what people cannot have

sing the song of shadows above

this past we have has made us strong

we might not deserve it but whos to say we dont belong

dawn breaks through this eavning gloom

shadows break and light comes through

lost in thoughts in the darkness we bore

never to see the lights anymore?

Hello everyone looking at me

Look in my eyes and what do you see

A ocean of anger

And a sea of lies

Something you can't help but despise

A torrent of secrets

a wave of lies

Something hidden inside my eyes

Lost and found

Found and forsaken

What will be found

What will be taken?

A mountain of gold

A valley of darkness

A hidden truth

And blaring motive

What will I do

What will I say

Wait for the secrets

Wait for the lies

Wait to see what's hidden beneath my eyes

?

All in time

All in times lost

All in times when every thing is for naught

My plans will go

My plans will come

All will end

It's ineavable

Don't be glum

Your just one

In a large sum

This is THE END?

For myself I am a critic for others I'm a mystic , somehow I'm some hero some big and wise figure , I don't see it I am a mere kid to myself

I'm a mystic to others to myself I'm a critic who am I to judge those who judge myself

To them I'm a hero , to myself I'm a zero , what is it to judge , what judges trash as a God?

You can't love somebody that doesn't love themselves but what is it to make them love trash , if I loved myself and made someone else mine , it would be like doing jail time , the sun is harsh it causes cancer , the sun is painful that I know , hide my light so no one can see , what was once truly me , burn them all with a blinding light , or trickle down forgotten like the night?

Don't die

I know I may try

But nothing I do will get you to believe me

Don't die

I'm a lie

But not to you

Or am I

I'll be here don't die

A friend cares for you and so do i?

You say I'm not here

So who's typing

You say I don't care

Then why am I here

I've let people die so many times before

I've just about hit the floor

I don't want to let someone else die

Even if I don't know them how will I look myself in the eye

I'm here for a friend

But for myself to

Bu most of all

I'm here for you?

Roses are sad

I am to

I'm here from your friend

I'm here for you

My friends have died

I'm all alone

I am worthless without a home

Why should I live

Why should I die

Why should I look people in the eye

To save them of course if I can't who will

?

Roses are red the past is too

Don't look sad you'll only make me blue

I'm here for you I'm here for me

I'm here for this world for everybody

I've faced hardships

I've faced death

I've also let a life die

Let's not forget

It's been a while

It's been so close

I know the feeling

The feeling of grief

Don't give up

It'd not what someone would do

Life is important and you are to?

I'm a descusting human being

Made up of thoughts I've never seen

Made of the people I've met

All of their words stuck in my head

I'm a horrible evil fiend

Nothing in my eyes can be seen

I'm a horrible person but at least I have you

I'm a zombie I'm a ghoul

I'm a person made of fools

But together do I stand

Just trying to reach out my hand?

I hope we can smile again

Like when we were young

When the world didn't try breaking us apart

I hope you smile

Without me I hope you don't cry

I hope you smile

You sure we're fine

Goodbye ?

((Second part of the poem))

I hope you don't cry

Yet I hope you don't smile

I hope you don't feel as if the world has crashed down on you

I hope you smile

Without me I hope you don't cry

I hope you don't bawl your eyes out when I die

You were sure fine

Goodbye ?

Left alone

A heart of stone

Forgotten and unshown

On the shelf

With dust and tears

The forgotten toys cry

They are in fear?

Don't care about them

Don't care about me

A freedom like that will let your art soar free

So what if they like this

Why should you be them

So what if you are disliked

Your a artist and it's the world's job to challenge you?

I am without a doubt

Someone to look at and shout

Why would you care

About my opinion of you

Cry

Cry alone

Cry without a sound

Never again

Not now

Will I cry?

Time space

Death a race

To the end

To the start

Where will it begin?

death and life

life forever mourns

death stays cold alone again

far away

they shall never meet

one or the other

happyness or saddness

annoyance or peace?

Death and life

A ton of strife

Mourn and cry

Nothing will change

Live and learn

You'll be born anew

Cry and die

You'll never move on?

Parody

The feelings I have are lost in the air

They can be felt yet they're not there

I'd rather be burning then cold and numb

Having human emotions does not make you dumb

I'm down too low

I'm far to cold

Why can't I burst into flames

Maybe then I'll know the difference between love and hate

You made me cold

You made me hide my feeling

I haven't fallen in love

That is my regret

It's been a while

It's been forever

It's been so long I can't tell

What have I done to be put in this spinning hell

?

Darkest hour

Darkest plight

The brightest light shines right after the night

What point is there if I miss

A turning point

A time of bliss?

Whenever we reach somewhere high

We all shout to the sky

This is my scream

My first step in this dream

The 100th post

The next step may fail

If so I am toast

I'll try not to fall

I'll try to to fail you all

You lucky or unlucky few welcome to my collection

It always breaks curfew ?

For every dime you earn you lose time

For every rime I make I lose sleep

For every story I tell I come close to a end

For every love there's a tragedy ?

There is death in every life

A tear in every strife

A pain in every heart

A core in every tart

All of them are different

All of them are the same

They all hide a secret until you bite ?

A family is a thing preset

A friend is someone you have met

A lover is someone more

But losing them will drop you to the floor?

I sleep without a sound

Although I know no one's around

I cannot help but stay

Quiet as a mouse during the day

Forgotten and alone

Sleeping without a sound

Life goes by

Without anything to be found ?

Forgotten and in fear

Lost and mere

Nothing to behold

I am neither dashing nor bold

I am a mere person

What a thing to behold ?

Dance of shadows

Dance of light

All intertwine like the day and night

Forgotten up here

Remembered down there

The dance of yin and yang

Is everywhere ?

Laugh when you want to cry

Live when you want to die

Remember when you feel like you'll forget

Live in endless happy Ness or regret?

I've failed someone again today

To late

To sorry

I've failed someone special to me again

To late

To sorry

I've fallen to my knees knowing that everything I do is wrong

To late

To sorry

I've cried and admitted I was wrong

To late

To sorry

Your dead now and I was to late

To late

To sorry

I'll be here again for the next person for me to fail

Going to be late

Going to be sorry?

I breath in the air

I breath out the co2

I breath in some hate

I breath out some blood

I breath in some pain

I cry myself to sleep

I breath myself some of someone's pain

I breath out poems

I breath in silence

I cry out tears?

Death did not kill me I did

Death did not make me feel better

The silence did

The silence did not make me feel better my delusions did

I did not get killed

I killed myself?

They say that death hurts

Almost nothing hurts more

They say that hate hurts

But I frankly don't care

They say that being alone hurts

That is true for me

They say that being hated by someone you love hurts

That hurts more than death?

They say that death hurts

Almost nothing hurts more

They say that hate hurts

But I frankly don't care

They say that being alone hurts

That is true for me

They say that being hated by someone you love hurts

That hurts more than death?

Everything that's happened

Everything that's died

Everything that died has all been a lie

My love for you

A lie

Your love for me

A lie

I hope you die in hell

My tears

A lie

I Have fallen

I Have cried

I have died

So many times

Why ...

It hurts when you talk

It pains when you cry

Why does everything hurt me ...

Why ?

It tears me

It pains me

It kills me

It's love

It's a knife in your back my dear dove ?

?

You forget your past and hope for a future

You want to die but don't want to be alone

You ignore the fact that I'm crying here

Alone and in fear

Fear of myself

Fear of the world

Fear of breaking another heart

Your voice may hurt me but I won't utter a sound

You lies may cut me but I won't put on a frown

This world is a harsh place to be around

Plese don't put yourself in a high seat with a crown

Until then I won't unter a sound

As if I was never around

Goodbye ...?

I may be alive

But inside I cry

I am all alone

No place to call a home

Bye for tonight

Bye for a life

I am not dead

But merely reborn?

Story's pass in my mind

Story's through all of time

Forgotten and remembered

Lost and found

Story's new

Story's old

A life can be told

Make your Story's truly bold

In this world ridden with Story's untold?

Time flows slower as you suffer

Time flows quicker when you have fun

Why is it like this ?

Is it because your more focused on time when your unhappy ? Is it because your less focused when your happy ?

No its neither of those it's because the world wants to see us burn?

?

Forgotten as the times pass

Unknown during the times it lasted

Never discoverd a safe haven?

Watch and see the winding path

Watch and see the highest peaks

Watch and see the reward less

Watch and see the desolation

The journey of life

No matter how bleak

No matter how sad

No amount of hope will change my past

Fate

Dreams

Life

Death

All will progress with or without you

Once a path is chosen little will change

Hope you find a crossroad or you may face devestation ?

A shot to the head and now your dead

A proclamation of war

Your the one who's done for?

Time for the start of war

One strike in the head and your done for

In times of fighting and strife

Individual feelings are no more

This is a proclamation of war?

«Proclamation of war»

I challenge you

You able few

To a fight of words and grace

Down by the forest we shall fight with our brains not our might

With a pen and book in my hand I start to write

Let's have have a poem fight?

Again I write

Like last night and the night before

I live for the art

I live for the fight

I live for showing my intellectual might

Again I fall

Again I lose

I shouldn't have fought you

Ha ha ha

Good game let's fight again some day?

Nothing to hide

Nothing to lose

Nothing to fear

Nothing hidden in the corners of my mind

Nothing in my past for you to find

Nothing somewhere in my eyes

You can't open a open book?

I'm cold inside?

I've hurt another person today

Why must I do so

Why must I be myself and doubt

I don't know but I'll continue to ask

Anyone out there for me

One I won't hurt

One who won't cry

So many I've hurt

So many I've lost

The times I've weeped replay

Sorry to all of you who can't trust me to this day?

Whenever I see your eyes I want to fly ... away from here

Maybe it's cause I despise that look in your eyes or maybe I just frankly don't care

That look and grin

That simple thing is enough to get my eyes a roaring

That simple look makes me want to die and bring you with me

You try to hide that look in your eye but I know what's hidden

A mountain of rage and a mountain of pain is hidden behind your eyes

You act so nice but behind your eyes I know only hate can live ?

Those who fall shall die today

A blade of crimson shall clear the way

In this battlefield I shall stay

My dead body lays to waste ?

Song of a cursed life

How long has it been since I've heard my name

Any time I do I look down in shame

When was the last time I was hugged close

I don't remember because I don't know

Abused since 4

Blamed since 2

If life is a game then I've already lost?

Time keeps passing without a sound

My heart keeps breaking as it passes

The sound of crying may fill the room

Is that the sound of time passing ??

It will be a few days till we see each other again

Hopefully our love will not be at end

I'll be here waiting for you

Till you come back one day ?

Though I doubt you remember

Though I doubt you'll still love

I'll be here waiting

I wonder how long

Till you forget

I wonder how long

Till I cry in my bed

Because of this pain in my head

Please don't forget me ?

This pain in my head is indescribable why

Is it the feeling of lonelyness that I

Have been living in so why

Do I feel as if I am going to die

Why am I laying without a sound

Why am I laying without a soul

Like a statute of stone and wood

With a heart as cold as ice

Without a ryme or reason I rejoice

Screaming loud but without a voice

I fall to the ground and cry without life

I'm still alive so why do I

See the devil staring wide eyed

At my body laying so low

"Your soul is already broken" he said to me

I lay silent on the ground

To see you again one day?

I fall and I die

I remember mistakes in my mind

I live although I hurt

I've been bitten but in fine

I'm imperfect but I'm human?

You wonder how long it's been since the past you has saught misery ?in this forsaken world?

All I can hear while I sleep is chaos

All I can see is darkness

All I can feel is lonely Ness

It's been a year ?

A knife to my back a sword to my front

Either way I'm screwed

A way out is what I sought

A endless lonely Ness was what I found?

The ocean of lies is more friendly than a ocean of nothing ?

Sleep with me endless void

Envelop me in your lonely Ness

Make me drift into a endless dark?

See the sky as I look up tonight

The endless sea

The endless void

What lays out of my home town

What lays out of my room

Dangers lerk in the tall grass

Dangers lerk in the trees

Many dangers lay before me

Behind me a cage

Who shall I be

Who shall I join

Who shall I fight for

Only time will tell?

Good night world

Good night sky

Have a nice rest knowing

Have a nice rest waiting

Have a nice rest knowing no one will strike you down or leave you

It must be nice

Goodnight?

I sit on the balcony staring at the sky

I sit alone thinking the phrase why do I

As I think I stare wide eye at the infinite possibility and infinite faluer ahead ?

It's been a while since we've last talked

It's been a while since I've reflected

Who am I

Who are you

What is this world we live in

I am alone

I am forgotten ?

Time is a thing which flows one way , no matter how hard you swim you can't go to the past ?

I wish to live in a world of black and white

Where everything is easily judged

Where I wouldn't need to waste my time on those I won't like?

A duel of wits

A duel of brains

A duel of whatever pops into my head

No need to think

No need to plan

My poems are easy to understand

From where do they come from you may ask

Form my 2 hour dreams I had last night?

It's been a few years since I've heard my name

In this world we are all the same

Lying in the silence I sleep

Lying in the silence the world sleeps

No longer are we our own

No longer are we strong

All of us are one

Who are we

Have we all forgotten

Question yourself not others

Question your life and not theirs ?

They say the eyes are a portal to our souls

What if mine are black ?

False happyness

Let's laugh at the sky

Let's laugh at the ground

Let's laugh at those people who have a frown

Let's be like the kids and ignore the past

Let's be like those who haven't seen their friends fall

Let's put on a smile and tell yourself "not today" ?

A broken heart

A frozen heart

Time might have stopped

I watched the darkness pull you away

I wanted to say something

I wanted to yell

Running from no one

Running to nowhere

Crying by myself

Screaming to the world

What will wake me up

From this eternal sleep?

Morning and night revolve endlessly

Endless and eternal

Forever yet never

This cycle may last for my whole life

This cycle may feel like forever but it's nothing in the face of eternaty?

Who is to say how much your brain can take

Who is to say how smart you are

This society is neither based off of smarts nor computation power

This society is merely memory ?

Those who are smart are not necessarily smarter just better at memory ?

it is neither crazy nor normal

it is neither sane nor insane

if one is to call something crazy they must be sane themselves

no one in this world us sane enough to judge?

They tell you to be strong

They tell you to be tall

They tell you your doing everything wrong

Who cares about them

Who cares about those who judge

As long as your fine that's all that maters

Who cares if they beat you

You'll just leave them

Who cares if they scold you

One day you'll leave them

Who cares if they leave you

You'll just leave them either way

Your just one of them

Lost in this forsaken world?

This is the way of the world

It takes a long time to sleep

It takes a life time to die

It only takes a second to say bye to this world?

Why is it that this world is ruled by money and not power , anyone can become strong but only few can become rich?

Don't feel bad for me if I also need to feel bad for you

?

The feeling of someone killing themselves in front of you is the same as the feeling of someone killing themselves online because either way

You've failed them and you couldn't do anything to stop them at the time?

Why does it hurt

Why does it hurt when I'm alone

Why does it hurt now after a lifetime of lonlyness

I'll just laugh at myself

Goodnight ?

I can't sleep

Why is that

I can't cry because I might or might not be alone

I can't laugh because it's not a laughing matter

Why is it this way

Someone tell me

Why ...?

Sleep the temporary death

Death the eternal solitude

Forever alone in death shall I be

Forever alone in life shall I remain

Never again will I feal

This eternal pain inside

Sleep the temporary death

Death the eternal solitude

Forever alone in death shall I be

Forever alone in life shall I remain

Never again will I feal

This eternal pain inside

Love is a sad thing

You devote yourself to a man and he might never love you back

You've died for him over and over yet he's never seeing you as you see him

Love is a dangerous thing which may bind you to someone forever and just maybe will he share the same feelings?

Time and space is a ever changing constant

My sadness and happyness are a ever roaring sea

My love for you shall never change

Sorry for not knowing your pain

Sorry for not knowing your heart

Sorry I have failed you again

I wish I could just restart

Where did it go wrong

When did it go astray

I hope you don't

I hope you do

I hope you keep living

I hope you don't leave ?

Love is ever ending and renewing a enless cycle which may be broken at any time?

The wheel of fate is ever turning

The wheel of life is ever stopping

The wheel of hatred shall consume you all

I'm watching from the silence

I'm watching you all ?

Laugh at the world for being sad

Laugh at your misery for being sad

Laugh at me for not being there

Just laugh for me

It will make me feel better?

The feeling of heartbreak is inferior to the feeling of knowing that you'll be back

Heart break heals but my longing for you shall not

Immortal shall my longing for you be

I'll be waiting for you to get back

To - ari?

The path of life is not easy

The path of death is simpler

May your soul rest

May your mind be at ease

A story beyond compare

A story beyond age

A story of love happyness and sorrow

A story never able to be told

A story only understood after you experiences it?

Although a war may rage

Although blood may be spilled

Although I cry

I will not kill

From my heart I shall sing

Of a peace and fortune

Across that wall

Is a fragile but refreshing

Peace

Forgotten in the peace we start a war again

Forgotten in that peace is a song lost

Today we may fight

But yesteday we killed

Let's remember our past

And stop this silly war

Who is to say what is silly and what is not

I do not have that power

- my poem on peace and silly wars ?

The times change and as time flows

The old becomes new

The new becomes old

The hated becomes loved

And the loved may become hated

How unfair this world is

How forgotten shall we become

Will work ever be truly repaied ?

Grace is a thing which is deceptive

Power is a thing easy yet hard to mesure

Beauty is a thing which let's a stone last eternally

No matter the power and opposition beauty will live on?

How is one to judge a man if they have never seen him try ?

We are not merely the best yet as the best is a unobtnable thing.

We must always strive to be better because even if we're at the top we must be able to crush them like ants?

I've seen today how foolish I truly am

I've seen today how big this world is

I've seen how there will always be somone

But I've also seen beauty in something which has seen itself as bad

So I'm content with where I am but I'll still try for her ?

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder?

Love is a fragile thing you want to be careful with it yet if you be to careful it might slip out of your grasp ?

Something more painful than heartbreak is breaking your own heart

Knowing someone beter for her is out there

One day you may need to let her go

No mater how much you love her

Only then can you prove that you truly love her ?

The path I walk is a narrow one

Without any way back

Only now that I am older do I relive that I've lost track

How do I go back to the right path

How do I go back to the past ?

One who sees the past cannot see the present and thus he is blind to reality ?

The farthest distance is merely the distance between you and your actions ?

A old man may say that the past hurts the most

A child might say the present hurts more

Yet a adult may say the uncertainty of the present and future hurts the most

Who's view do you like best ?

The world is a funny place

How far have we fallen

How much have we lost

The veil covering our past is thick

The veil covering our future is thicker

The thickest veil of all is the present ?

The end of the world shall not be because of humans

The end of the world will be because of humans idiocy

He lived he loved he died

A sparkle was never seen in his eye

Cry as he would

Hurt as he may

He would not regret the friends which will leave him one day??

He emotions one can feel are far greater than the emotions one can fathom

Only knowing great sorrow will one understand the world

Only knowing great love can one enjoy a fragile illusion ?

Poem by a stupid 8th grader known as Brian huynh?

The most painful death is not the death of yourself but the death of a loved one

The torment of guilt

The agony of anger

Fear death I may

Fear my demons I do not

Until today have I not known

Being alone may be beter

But is that truly so?

No matter how hard you try some things will never change

No matter how hard you try some things will be beyond your control

No matter the darkness you hold ,your heart is not black

?

How dose one think if all he can remember is darkness

How can one live if all his life is , is a series of deaths

How can one have see if he wants to be blind

One may not live in darkness

One may not live in light

No mater the difference we all have light and darkness in us

Yin and yang?

Happyness and sorrow

Today and tomarrow ?

The wind blows harder when the target fights it

The time moves slower when the user wills it

The ice becomes stronger the more flame and thunder it takes

The flame in our hearta burns brighter the more and ice lightning it is stuck by

The lightning becomes indifferent to the world

Without a care

Water of the wild seas may one day become ice of the frozen north

Frozen ice and raging seas all alter in harmony

Fire and flames will burn things down but one day nothing will be around

Nothing to harm nothing to burn the forest fire is gone

Thunder from the sky's may be strong but it's nothing in the face of the north?

?

Born from the sky lighting flashes down

Born from the lightning fire burns to the ground

Born from the north, a force of nature, ice shall stay immovable

A constant reminder of time ?

A poem for valor

(Even though I'm mystic I'm pretty much neutral )

The roar of fire flashes through you eyes

The cry of the pain that's inside

Who will win who will lose

That is for us to decide ?

A poem to instinct by a neutral mystic

A flash of yellow

A roar from the sky's

Look up and relize

Only one may win

Only one will lose

Only the people will decide

Forgotten as the ground bellow

Imortal as the sky's above

Life shall grow from the ashes

Even if you burn and strike us we will be wise and strike when the time is right?