The feeling deep within, the body feels ever so heavy. No motivation remains in my head, no desire to continue further. Fallen deep below into the valley, seeming not to have the strength to climb out. Laying on this stone-cold floor, the darkness envelops me whole.

Plans for a better future now lay dead, the looming presence of dread sets in. Having no longer my will to take care of me, my life spirals into a mess. Even with my knowledge that it's my choice to stay, I feel I can't find my sensible side. Not even able to spark any hope, so I remain here now, in my despair.

At my lowest depths, I simply wished for a glimpse of light. Maybe a shining hope for this life, but at the same point, you just have to give in. Given into this soulless madness, the mess that now's my mind. In a way, it's the only comfort I ever seem to find, the only pillar I could depend on.

At this moment, time remains still, yet the days manage to fly by. Missing out on all the opportunities, ones that only come once a lifetime. The sky shrouded in the darkest clouds; the thundering rain screams out loud. Looking from a dusty window, I simply keep myself locked away.

Continuing to shut myself out, hidden each and every day. I found no reasons, no dreams to save me. So now I remain in my nightmares, wasting away. Tears try to fall from my eyes, yet I have no tears left to cry. Is there any hope for this in sight? I have no other option but to choose doubt, and now I forever lay here to stay, hidden away in the valley.