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I sit down on the stairs of the porch. Everything fell apart so fast. The hurt in Lana's eyes was unbearable. This time I let my tears fall. Everything hurts.

My intentions were to go up to hie and confess my love for her. To tell her what she's been wanting to hear. To tell her how I felt about her. But I never got those words out. I was too focused on kissing her and keeping her and holding her. The words never left my lips.

I feel a hand on my shoulder and look up to find Taylor attempting to comfort me. I recoil immediately and push away from her standing to my feet. Tye looks at her like she's stupid and I'm officially convinced she is.

"Ashy."

I snap. "What the hell is your fucking problem? You can't really be this stupid. Please tell me why you think I would ever want you. Because of you I lost the only woman I have ever loved. I don't want you. I don't want you even if you were the last person on earth. Taylor you are nothing. Move on and stop fucking up my life!"

She tries to speak, but Mom stops her, shaking her head. "You've caused enough problems, I want you out of this house. You are never allowed back here."

Taylor looks around, obviously embarrassed but I don't care. I want her gone as well. But I can't stand being in her presence anymore so I leave and head into the house straight to my room to get my things.

"You can take the Ferrari," Tye offers in an attempt to cheer me up.

He knows how I've always wanted to drive it. But this time I choose to decline, asking to take one of his less expensive cars. In this case a Mercedes. Tye just laughs and sits down on the bed.

"I'm sorry about Lana."

Me too. With my bag in hand I quickly hug my brother and head downstairs to say goodbye to my family. Then I take the car and leave.

One thing Lana was right about was me not being home when she left. I didn't make it to the house in time and Lana was gone. I was alone.

Everything only got worse as time passed. I tried speaking to Lana but she ignored me every time. Then her parents came to the hospital for Mrs. Davis' checkup and asked if Lana and I were doing well. I lied and said yes. They reminded me of Lana's graduation coming up and I stupidly told them that I would be there.

But maybe this is my chance to get her back. I honestly don't know what else to do, it's been two weeks and she won't listen to me.