"What Is It...Your Face Just Dropped"My Mother Asked Being Concerned

I Took A Deep Breath And Said "Its Jalen...He's Getting Married And They've Sent Out Invitations"I Said While Staring At The Invitation

"Oh Thats Great News.."My Mother Said Smiling

"Yeah Great News"I Said Dryly As I Balled Up The Invitation

"Well You Don't Seem Too Happy"She Said As She Observed Me

"Im Happy…Happy I Dodged A Bullet That Could've Killed Me"I Said

I Don't Know Why I Was So Salty…I Guess Cause I Felt Like Jalen Belonged To Me…So The Idea Of Him Marrying Someone Else Didn't Exactly Thrill Me

I Can't Wait Till The Day I Send Him An Invitation Of Me And August Wedding Just Wait On It

As The Day Went On I Was Out Shopping All Day Long With My Mother By The Time I Made It Home I Had To Get Me And Ayden Ready The For The Photoshoot

August Was Late…As Always..My Feet Were Hurting…My Back Was Killin Me I Wasn't In A So Delightful Mood

I Quickly Got Ayden Ready Than I Went Upstairs And Began Getting Ready

I Was In My Bra And Panties And August Was Just Now Getting In

"Ay I Kno Im Late Rehearsal Ran Late..."He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Held My Hand Up And Said "Save It...I Don't Even Wanna Hear It"

"You Mad Or Nah?"He Asked

"What It Look Like!"I Yelled As I Proceeded To Put My Dress On

"What Ya Yellin For You Seriously Mad?"He Asked

"August Please We Know The Obvious Just Hurry Up And Get Dressed"I Said

"Im Not In The Mood For Ya Fucked Up As Attitude Today"He Said

"Didn't Ask You Too Be.......!"I Said

I Was Highly Irritated

"You Know How This Shit Go..You Know How My Lifestyle Is…Na You Wanna Act Brand New Because Rehearsal Ran Late"He Said

"Im Not Acting Like Anything I Am Your Fiancee Now…..You Should Start Acting Like It"I Said.

"What You Want Me To Do Quit My Career.…"He Said

"No..I Want You To Come Home On Time But You Incapable Of Doing That Because Your Inconsiderate Of My Feelings!"I Said

"Na Im Inconsiderate Because I Gotta Work…Right Cause That Fuckin Make Sense"He Said Being Sarcastic

"Fuck You ! August Stop Takin To Me!"I Said

"Na Its Fuck Me…You Know What Take Them Pictures By Ya Self Since Its Fuck Me"He Said

I Slipped My Dressed On And Said "I Will I Don't Need You"

He Laid In The Bed On His Back As I Rolled My Eyes

I Couldn't Reach The Zipper In The Back Of My Dress Because I Was So Big

I Smacked My Lips As I Attempted To Zip My Dress Up..But I Couldn't

I Look At August "Can You Please Zip Me Up"

"Nah…You Don't Need Me Rememba" He Said

" You So Fuckin Petty" I Said As I Stood Infront Of My Mirror

I Try And Tried To Zip It But I Just Couldn't Tears Started Fallin Down Because I Was So Frustrated

I Wiped My Eyes Quickly As I Sniffled But Tears Just Kept Fallin Out

August Noticed That I Was Crying He Got Up And Stood Up Behind Me And Zipped My Dressed

Than He Got Infront Me And Hugged Me As I Started Crying Even More

"Shh Shh..You Ight..You Ight"He Said As I Cried On His Chest

He Held Me For About 20 Long Minutes

"Im Sorry"I Cried

"You Good..."He Said Kissin My Forehead

We Kiss And Made Up Than Went Down And Finished Our Photo Shoot

Me,August And Ayden Shot Some Amazing Picture With My Big Round Belly

After The Photo Shoot August Had To Leave Immediately He Had To Get To His Show

He Was Waiting For His Car To Arrive I Was Holding Ayden Who Was Fallin To Sleep August While On The Phone With His Agent And Manger Keith

I Laid Ayden Down In Our Bed As I Stood Up And Stretched

August Hung Up The Phone And Said "If It Ain't One Thing Its Another"

Than He Looked At Ayden And Said "Go Put Him In His Bed,He Ain't Sleeping With Us Again Nah Not Tonight.."He Said

"Last Time I Promise"I Said As I Smiled

"Nah...He Been Sleepin In Her Everyday For The Past"August Said

"You Gon Be Gone All Night Anyways Besides I Like Sleeping With My Baby"I Said Looking At My Angel

"What If I Wanna Hit That Tonight"August Whispered In My Ear

I Made A Stankface To August And Said "Im Big Pregnant And Uncomfortable I Doubt That I Wanna Have Sex Tonight"

"You Never Wanna Have Sex Anymore"He Said

Making Me Feel Bad….I Kissed Him And Said "Tell You What Ima Put Ayden In His Bed Than When You Come Home Tonight Ima Make Love To You Okay"

"Yeah Yeah..You Gon Be Past Out Sleep Like Always.."He Said

I Giggled And Said "No Im Not I Promise You"

I Touched His Soft Face And Kissed His Softer Lips

Than He Looked At Me And Said "What You Want For Your Birthday"

I Looked At Him And Answered "Nothing I've Got Everything I Want"

"Bae..I Know Its Something You Want…Some Shoes,A Bag,Jewelry What Tell Me"He Said

"Aug...Im Serious I Don't Really Want Nothing…Oh You Know What You Can Give Me…..A Date"I Said To Him

"…I Thought You Wanted To Wait After The Baby Get Married"He Asked

"Yeah So That I Can Fit In An Beautiful Dress..But Other Than Why Should We Wait…I Wanna Do This"I Said

"You Know Im Gettin Ready To Start Preparing For This Tour…Soon Ima Be On The Road I Don't Think Now Its Not The Right Time"He Said

I Looked Him A Little Bit Confused But Still Smiled And Said "Well Whenever You Ready Just Let Me Know I'll Meet You At That Alter"

August Driver Called He Kissed My Forehead And "I Gotta Go…I Love You"

He Kissed Ayden And Said "Put Him In His Bed"

As He Walked Out

"Its Not The Right Time"I Repeated August Words

I Was Feeling Like Lets Do This And August Was Taking Forever To Set A Date To Get Married Makes Me Think He Really Doesn't Wanna Married Me

Hol Up Chil Aziah Of Course He Wanna Marry You He Loves You

Looking Down My Ring "Yeah He Loves Me"